i immedietly opened the door 

this can't be my brother is alive

i was told he was alive and was sleeping!

i can't loose him i can'! i can't!

come back don't leave 

you promised...

you promised you'll stay 

by my side 

always

and

forever

"oppa!"i cried 

i saw oppa playing some game 

"when will you quit playing games! even when your in the hospital your playing some stupid doctor!"

heechul: when will you finally annonce your pregnant!

"never!"

heechul: same question same answer!

he shouted still looking at the screen 

"i thought you died!"

heechul: my patient died!

wow i cried for his patient

"seriously oppa i thought you died j-jun"

jun: ye?

"h-hold me"

with that he held me by my arms and waist 

then.....

i fainted 

drama queen 2017 2018 ppl 

later 

'her mouth is like open yah woozi hand me some bread lets stuff it on her mouth' 'yah paboya do you want her to choke and die' *die agad?* 'dude relax her mouth isn't even open?' 'that always works so when she pretends to be asleep and someone says their drooling or their mouth is open they always wake u-' 'shut up sherlock your giving me a headache' 

noise so much noise can't wait to kill them in their sleep 

just you wait 

*BAM!*

"Fck!" i yelled as i fell off the couch 

" yah i was sleeping!" 

seungkwan: sorry that was my alarm clock to joshua when he's too lazy to wake..

"my beauty sleep is now.... yep its gone it won't come back probably when i get my revenge......."

seungkwan: mianhe mianhe please don't kick my ass again!

he shouted as i remember those fun time when i was taken care at their house and seungkwan 'accidentaly' slammed the freaking door wide opened and well i also fell off the bed but since the bed is so high it actually hurts and for me to be satisfied is for me to have my revenge 

"i won't but i will if you will do it again.." 

i said as i gave him my icy glare 

"anyways why am i here?"

jun: well you fainted due to the shock and your right next to hyungs room so you can visit but we suggest for you to stay here

"ohh thanks?"

btw where's my phone?

"d-does anyone know where my phone is at?"

jeonghan: i think its in my bag lemme check 

dk: i swear hyung your gay 

jeonghan: no im not gay im you umma! btw dino who's baby are you?

dino: im jeonghans baby!!!!!

dino whined

"ummm my phone?"

jeonghan: ohh here it is

jeonghan said as he handed me my precious phone i was focused on my phone but once i touched his skin i was literally sent to heaven and with that i was almost like force to look at him 

.

..

...

....

.....

....

...

..

.

silence filled the room 

"uhh"

ofcourse me being me still looked at him then at our hands 

well i didn't get to control the awkwardness i took my hand away from him 

its my hand! 

and pretend to use the phone like nothing happened 

hoshi: that was....

scoups: awkward?

later 

i have finally reached 100m followers in insta! finally 

me searching fb 

useless articles... *cough korea cough boo cough jkjk actually koreaboo is one of the reasons i got into kpop so thank you!*

127137612135101777575 friend request *there's something wrong with the number of friend request there is 14 groups and 1 group from some tv show can you guess the bands and groups? ofcourse all kpop related*

but one article catches my eye....

'Jongsuk finally dates someone but of course it isn't our sweet heart lets welcome tzuyu of twice' 

i thought i was his only one his number one..

but ofcourse if there's a number one there must be a number two or even more.... but why especially its my best friend *bish you should know thats not your real bestie its some plastic*

me on the verge of crying 

i can cry right? seventeen is my close friend since babies *same with astro and shinee* i can cry they already saw me cry its fine its fine....

hoshi: e-eunnie you okay you look like crying?

i then hand him my phone 

and i thought he loved me i thought he wouldn't leave me and stay by me even when our uncle force to seperate us 

mingyu: you tell her

hoshi: how'bout you dino tell her

tell me what?

dino: aniya! jeonghan hyung or umma whatever you tell her your the umma anyways....

jeonghan: okay umm eunnie you need to know something

"what is it?"

jeonghan: jongsuk is.....

"is?"

jeonghan: is.....

"is?"

jeonghan: is.....

wonwoo: is your cousin!!!

.......

cousin?

"how?"

woozi: didn't your grandfather tell you?

"a-ani....."

joshua: well apparently your 'uncle' married jongsuk's mother...

*sorry guys but i don't know if jongsuk will become her cousin cause well me and spongebob are siblings and i have nothing in my brain except for IMAGINATION so just correct me anyways i know lil'sis is always wrong escpecially me pronouncing kpop lyrics* 

"w-what...... what about grandma?" ohh right

"oh yeah she's gone....."

what will i do 

im hopeless 

useless 

.....

yeah my life is probably doing well aside from the fact i have lose my love one im doing fine wait no 

great 

just.......

great 

"i-im going for a walk annyeong" 

i grab my bag phone coat and left the room avoiding the nurse doctors who only acts like they care but reality is they don't they do only for the money work something is always ruining our fantisies and thats reality deal with it 

everything was normal except for this and thats my life 

lies so many lies 

my whole life is a lie  

i hate it!

suddenly water drip on the tip of my nose 

raining.....

the weather when i found my 

parents dead 

no...

their dead

no! 

gone 

because i left them

NO!!

i kneeled down loosing control of my mind 

wet i was wet when i saw them *perverts......... not right now* i left them because of me they-

'Eun Ra' 

i turned around 

tzuyu

"t-tzuyu"

tzuyu: your alone?

"help"

tzuyu then smirked 

whats wrong?

"tzuyu?"

tzuyu: my perfect chance..

"tzuyu your wet"

tzuyu: eunnie let me help you 

tzuyu my best friend always there special friend i have *actually guys i told sis to make it sana or momo but momo is with heechul and sana is her bias while mine is jeongyeon and bw is tzuyu so we just made it tzuyu so atleast she has a major character or whatever you call it*

tzuyu then drove me to somewhere unfamiliar but atleast her car was warm which helped me relax abit 

tzuyu: we're here 

i looked around for a bit but i notice we shouldn't be here 

"t-tzuyu where are we?"

tzuyu: just get out 

"where are we first?"

tzuyu: get out!!

tzuyu never shouts at me but because i trust her i went out of the car

"tzuyu?"

then i was push into some room 

"what?"

tzuyu: tie her up 

'ne' 

"let me go!"

"tzuyu why are you doing this!!!"

tzuyu then stop and walked towards me 

*i am srsly having a hard time making tzuyu look evil but i can't like how she's just so kyeeeeoo* 

tzuyu: you ruined me when we were about to be popular you showed up! i was always second and your first they always compare me to you i hate it i only pretend to be a friend of yours thinking i would also become popular but there were no use and if i did do something stupid i might even be kicked out of Twice you ruined me!

"tzuyu...."

tzuyu: kill

kill!!

tzuyu: her

tzuyu this isn't you

"no!!"

what happened 

later 

hell 

i have alot of scratches on my skin blood im bathing in blood everything stings 

i can't speak breath properly i can't even move 

"h-help"

Earlier that day Third Person POV 

hoshi: where is she?!?

hoshi shouted while under the rain 

wonwoo: she brought her phone right?

jeonghan: she did

vernon: i-i can trace her!

woozi: ppali!

while....

sana: where is tzuyu?

momo: i think she visited eunnie

dahyun: guys don't you think tzuyu is hiding something?

jihyo: i notice whenever eunnie is near tzuyu always mumbles something 

dahyun: yeah....

sana: probably memorising what she is going to say to eunnie i mean like no one ever dares try making a mistake infront krystal

back to 17

minghao: why is she so far?

scoups: hey isn't that tzuyu's car?

dk: the one jongsuk is dating?

scoups: ye

minghao: get out people 

Back to your POV

"help..." i whispered crying 

tzuyu: kill her now!

tzuyu i know this isn't you but i forgive you 

tzuyu: when i come back here tomorrow i want to see her dead 

and with that she left using the door at the back 

i forgive you tzuyu you better be thankful i don't forgive randomly but i trust you i'll forgive you

i guess this is my last time second minute hour day.....

'eunnie!!"

my hero....

and then thats where it finish for this chapter anyways everytime a chapter gets so cheesy or dramatic its probably lil'sis who's writing but when some chapter get...... weird or somethin its probably big sis 

anyways i'll end the story with different ending cause some other fandom might find me and kill me don't want that........