"j-jm how is it going?"

'you'll be dead meat you little kid!!!'

"thank me instead two people are fighting for you!"

'w-wut?'

"remember that pic we had when we were four me you and key it was my birthday weren't you looking at the picture? he was looking at you and if thats not enough proof remember when we went to the park key always follows you around the park also that time in highschool where he bullies you but doesn't allow other people to bully you.."

'oh ye' 

"jm don't tell me you were that dumb"

'i'll call you later  key is killing me annyeong love'

"bye jaejae" i replied ending the ca-

coral: Eun Ra!!

i know its important when the girls call me by my real name

"i-is there a problem?"

i said nervous cause well problems are my worst enemy and if i can i will push that thing up the earths ass 

coral: h-heechu oppa

"wae wae wae?"

coral: got into an accident 

"what?...."

accident..... heechul......

"where is he?"

coral: at XXXXXX hospital lets go i'll drive you 

later 

we were still at the car because we picked up the girls and uncle 

*we'll make 'uncle' young so that well he can another fiance so how bout 50+?*

uncle: *on the phone* lilu *can't think of any other name XP* hire me some private investigators and i mean alot i need to know who did this!

'ne'

i looked at uncle and he really does care for family his crying....

i laid my head on his shoulders 

i can't loose oppa he's my only sibling one of my precious friends and sibling 

without me noticing i was already crying.....

i just can't loose hi-

amethyst: move you fcking psycho geez.... got off the road!! paboya!

...... mood ruiner!

later at the hospital

we finally arrived at his room 

"what happened?"

kyuhyun: he was just walking at the streets when a car was aiming for him at full speed he manage to avoid the car but his lower part got hit 

"w-who hit him"

eunhyuk: sasaengs....

"is he going to be okay?" i said having tears roll down my cheeks 

i can't loose him! i can't i can't! thats okay i wouldn't loose him he'll survive right?

sana: we're here!

momo: what happened is he okay? my baby!

*for this story lets just make momo the same age as heech arasso?*

doctor: um may i know the parents?

"dead... their dead"

i said coldly remembering the picture of me opening the door to their room seeing them helplessly laying there with five shots each..... and my brother missing i wouldn't be able to live loosing my one brother that i just found and treasure 

doctor: ohh um guardian?

uncle: me

doctor: c-come this way please

and with that they left 

tzuyu: gwenchana eunnie? *fake.......*

"can i have some water"

eunhyuk: here..

he said as he handed me a water bottle with a bright smile

i admire that smile but people see me as a harsh person thats just my image im a soft person but ever since umma and appa died i kept them the other side of my barrier only a few can see me soft and never will i cry infront of someone who is in the other side of my barrier but jongsuk changed that and it came back when we were seperated who will be able to change me the harsh and cold hearted Eun Ra to the soft and warm Eunnie

joshua: we got a call from coral to visit...

i then heard some voices 

amethyst: ohh okay there's plenty of seat sit over there next to krystal 

and because of that i looked away 

hoshi: krystal im right here *whisper* don't show your a weakling to me im here show me your strong....

hoshi my little bunned best friend never left but i closed him out when my parents died and also when i was seperated to jongsuk...

hoshi POV

ofcourse i will comfort her she's at the verge of crying she looks pretty but weak when crying i admire eunnie for her strong image and ofcourse since im one of her 'special' best friend i'll guard her 

but i wanted more than a best friend more than a guard or angel someone who can be by her side 

eunnie i like you with all my heart how can you not notice that?

*btw because its getting cheesy its lil'sis who's writing big sis is off somewhere in the distance twerking* 

ofcourse i don't only like her because of her background or image but i like her for who she is but she doesn't know something about jongsuk that i know the guys already know we went to find her but because of the situation we are not able to tell her 

to tell her that 

jongsuk is her cousin

lee soo man married someone and that someone is jongsuk's mother jongsuk doesn't know because he was left alone of his family 

i didn't see this in the good because her heart might not be able to handle the situation so we will just tell her when the problem is over

Eunnie: thank you hoshi 

and with that she hugged me i looked over at the guys smiling but i knew they were jealous angry irritated 

what breaks my heart is that two of the most important people in my life needs my sacrifice will i let go of eunnie or continue to fight for her 

Back to your POV 

hoshi... my best friend the only reason i approched him because i liked him no not the jongsuk like like  or the family like like the love like like i  grew older loving my best friend when i shouldn't that time i wished i was able to date or to be courted but life is life  i can't always get what i want 

hoshi i wish you forgive me i love you but that was the past if only it can come back 

each people i had a crush on every member with different stories thats because they showed me their charms their skills they showed me all the good they have theres no person i didn't like its just not obvious because what they see in me is a cold and harsh Eun Ra 

uncle: im back

"uncle what is it ? is he okay?"

uncle: he's fine they already finish the surgery but he only needs rest he's alredy awake lets go see him

i looked at hoshi 

"you coming?"

i saw he had second thoughts is he hiding something?

hoshi: let vernon wait no you'll die let jun take you in 

vernon won't kill me i might kill him but jun will i mean like won't you get nervous to the point your heart might explode when your crush is near you or even touched you? *perverts please...... im also like you..... ^~^* 

"leggo" i said and followed uncle 

ohh sht i forgot to kill sungjong and.......... jin jin nah im too lazy and far away from the two 

here i go 

*beeeeeeeeep* 

'help! doctor doctor!' 

what.....