"Bloody hell, that hurt, Rose."

"Stop complaining, Ron."

"How much further?"

"About twenty mineuts walking."

He groaned "I'm cold."

"Deal with it."

"But...it's cold, Rose."

"I said deal with it."

"Rose-"

"Ron."

"But-"

"Ron."

"Rose-"

"Ronald!"

"Please-"

"Stop."

"Will you-"

"No."

"You didn't even know what i was gonna ask!" He complained, stopping in his tracks, making me stop too.

"Go on then." I demanded "what is it?"

"Can i have a hug?"

I groaned and started walking again.

"Rose! Please?"

I stayed silent.

"Rose?"

Silence.

"Rose."

Silence.

"Talk to me!"

More silence

"Are you mad?"

Even more silence.

"What did i do?"

I whipped around and pointed a finger in his face, causing him to hold his hands up in a 'i surrender' look, and back up against a tree.

"You, Ronald," i said menacingly "decided to just drop everything and kiss me! Think about Hermione! And for me! I have Draco! I mean, Godrick! I can't even believe you!"

"Rose."

"What were you thinking?! Huh? You complete Ass! You decided to just waltz over and kiss me!"

"Rose."

"What goes through your head? Huh? Are you that thick? Did you even think about the concequences?"

"Rose!"

"Think about Hermione! How crushed she's going to be! She'll hate me forever! And how do i explain this to Draco?"

"Rosemarie."

"He'll hate me for sure! Not to mention he still hates the three of you guys! Imagine what he'll do!"

"Rosemarie Danielle Potter!"

"WHAT?!" I yelled, turning around to face Ron.

"Calm down-"

"Calm down? Calm down? You don't tell a girl to calm down! How can i calm down? I shouldn't even be doing this! I should be taking it out on you!"

"Me? What did i do?"

"Everything!!" I yelled "if you hadn't kissed me, i wouldn't be so damn upset! This put another pound of stress on me that i didn't need! No less than two hours after Draco leaves, i go around and get kissed by someone else!"

"Can you-"

"Can i what?!"

"Can you forget about Draco, saving the world, Horcruxes, and all that stuff for ten mineuts!" He said

"How do you recon i do that?"

"I don't know! Think about what makes you happy!"

"What makes me happy is either dead, or is making me hurt even more!"

"Then think about something else!"

"Like what? Sunshine and rainbows? Sprinkles and lollies? I don't think so."

"I don't know what to do then!"

"Then don't do anything!"

"I can't just sit back and do nothing!" He argued "it hurts me too!"

"What do you-"

He cut me off by kissing me again. The moment he spun me around and stuck me against a tree, i got nervous. A second later he grabbed my wrists so i couldn't move, and slammed his lips on mine.

Why the sudden affection towards me?

My body felt like it was taking control of it's self. After the initial shock, i tried to move away. No use.

He pulled away and i gaped at him for a moment, gathering my thoughts.

Without warning, i sunk to my knees and started to cry.

"Rose?" Ron asked softly, kneeling beside me "Rose?"

I didn't even know why i was fighting with Ron. Why were things so complicated?

"I'm sorry!" I cried, placing my head on my knees and wrapping my arms around them

"Shhh."

"I don't e-even know a-anymore!" I said between my cries "i have n-never fought with y-you before! And i j-just don't even k-know anymore!"

"It's gonna be okay, Rose."

"How do y-you know that?"

"I don't. But it can't get any worse, can it?"

"I'm s-sorry for blowing up on you, Ron."

I leant against his shoulder and sniffed, my eyes closed. What is happening to me?

"Night, Rose."

Something brushed my forehead before i passed out.

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"Ronald Weasley! You complete

Ass!"

"I'm sorry! Quiet down, you'll wake Rose."

"Oh! So now your worried about Rose!"

"No, Hermione, it's not like that."

"Then what is it?!"

"I don't know, Hermione! But be quiet! She's had a rough night."

"Would you stop that!? For once, Ron, once, think about something else!"

"Woah, Woah, Woah. Calm down. What happened? I can hear your yelling from the bottom of the hill."

"Go on Ron. Tell him!"

"I sort of... Ah... I..."

"Well? Spit it out!"

"Well...Harry, mate, don't get mad, okay? I just... I mean...it just sort of...happened, ya know?"

"What? Did you sell us out or something? Then i would have to kill you." The third person joked

I stayed silent, unmoving on the spot i was on. It was so comfty...What were they even arguing about?

"Well...eairlier...before we got back, when she found me...i sort of...well...ya know...kmmfd rs." The last part was mumbled incoherently

"What was the last part? Ron?"

"I kissed Rose..."

Oh. That's what this is about.

"You what?!"

"Be quiet! She's sleeping!"

"We can deal with that later, Ronald." The girl said "how could you!"

"Look, she already gave me a speech about you and Malfoy..."

"Oh, beause that changes everything!" The girl said sarcastically "it's all fine now!"

"I said i was sorry!"

"That won't fix things! I just-"

I heard two pairs of footsteps, then they faded, and a thud, followed by a groan.

"Ron...?" I groaned

"Rose? How are you feeling?"

"What happened? Where's Hermione and Harry?"

"They ah....left for a while. 'Mione's pretty mad..."

"I'm sorry...does she hate me?" I asked, opening my eyes to see Ron sat beside the bed

"More like hates me..." He laughed dryly

"I'm sorry. What happened eairlier?"

"You fell asleep after we argued and i carried you back here, shortly after, i told Hermione what happened."

"I feel like it's my fault." I said, sitting up

"It's more my fault than anything."

"It can't get any worse, can it?" I said, quoting him.

"I guess not..." He said, looking at me.

What was i doing? I have to pull away! Body! Listen to me!

No can do.

Well! Your my body! Do as i say! I yelled at it

Nope.

I couldn't move. My body was paralayzed in it's spot. Why can't i move? Breathe, Rose, breathe. I'm panicking! Move!

Slowly, Ron's lips brushed against mine for a few seconds, then pulled away, and came back, unsure.

No! This is wrong! This. Is. Wrong! Why can't i stop this?! I can't find my voice, either! No! Why can't i stop?

Because you want it, The little voice said

No i don't! I have Draco! I replied

Do you really love him? Or is it just because he's your favorite character? The voice argued

Shut up! I yelled back, That's not true!

"Ron...i...i don't..." I stuttered, feeling his lips brush against mine as i spoke.

Slowly, his lips pressed to mine for the sixth time in the past twenty-four hours.

This was so wrong! If it was so wrong why can't i stop it?!

My savior yelled from the front of the tent.

"Ron? Is Rose awake yet?"

Ron scrambled up to go talk to Harry. That was a close one.

What the hell is wrong with me?!

I can't believe myself! I basically just cheated on Draco!

He never asked you out, the voice said

That's right, he didn't, another voice said

Are you positive you love him? Dig deep, Rose.

And so i did. I took this time to think.

I did always say Draco was my favorite character, but i never thought i would love him. What if he hurts me, and chooses his father instead? I am a terrible person. Ron just kissed me! Poor Hermione! I'm the worst person in the world! I hate myself.

And Ron! I had never had feeligs for him before. Probably never will. Was it because i didn't hang with him as much, and because he had Hermione? I don't think so... Why do i have to be so confusing?

My fingers went up to my lips and touched them, remembering Draco's lips.

Maybe i should stay away from relationships...

Or will i have to choose? Oh Godrick, i hope not.

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"Is she okay?"

"I have no idea..."

"What happened?"

"I don't know. She's been like this all day."

"Rose! Stop pacing! Your making me dizzy."

Ron and Harry argued over me. I had been pacing and thinking all day.

Ron had never shown affection towards me before! Why is he so suddenly doing it now? Maybe he didn't realize?

I couldn't take him away from Hermione! That would be selfish! Unless Hermione moved on. What am i saying?!

"Rose! Calm down! Just sit down, and have a mushroom."

"I don't want a shroom, Harry. I'm thinking." I denied

"About what?" Ron asked

"Stuff. Leave me alone."

I walked outside of the tent and down the hill where Hermione sat, on guard, with the necklace.

"Are you mad at me?" I asked, sitting across from her.

"I'm not mad anymore, Rose. To be honest, we have been drifting apart for a while now. It's more my fault that we were." She said

"I'm sorry."

"Don't be. I can understand it."

"Be careful, Hermione."

"I will."

At least she wasn't mad at me. Was that true? About her and Ron? Oh no... That's so sad!

"Rose? Are you okay?"

"I think so. I need to talk to Draco, though."

"That'll have to wait a while. We have no way of contacting him."

"I know. I just feel so...so... Guilty! I know he never asked me out, but...still."

"Then no harm done. If he never asked you out, you never cheated." Harry shrugged

"Mmm hmm." I mumbled, walking back to the beds.

I still feel so guilty! It's nagging the back of my brain! I shouldn't feel this guilty about it. Should i?

It was a long while before someone came back and sat beside me on the bed.

"Where are the others?"

"Outside, placing a few more charms. A snatcher smelled Hermione's perfume eairlier."

"Oh. Okay. Do they need help?"

"Naw. I already asked them."

"Can i ask you something?"

"Yeah."

"Why are you just now showing affection towards me? Why have you never told me?"

"I don't know why i've never told you. I guess it's because i was convinced i loved Hermione... We've been drifting apart lately. It wouldn't have worked out."

"I'm so confused, Ron. I'm starting to doubt my feelings for Draco. I had alwas said he was my favorite character or whatever, but i never thought that was just why i liked him so much."

That moment when you have doubts...

"I'm sorry. I've caused you more trouble than good, Rose." Ron apoligized, going to get up.

"No don't go." I grabbed his hand to stop him from leaving "it's fine, really. The trouble will be worth it in the end."

"Are you sure about that?"

"No. But then again, when is a person completly sure?"

"True..." He said

"I need to fill you in on the Horcruxes and stuff." I said

"No. Harry already caught me up eairlier while you were outside."

"Oh. Do you have any questions?"

"Not really. Well...will my family be okay?"

"I won't let Fred die during the war, Ron. I promise."

"Alright... I trust you."

I wouldn't let Fred, Remus, Tonks, any of those people die. Not on my watch.

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Heyyyyyyyyy.

Have these past two chapters been shocking to you? Yeah...i'm just warming up for the sequel on this stuff. I hope your shocked.

I need a song to fit this book! So comment a song that you think best fits this book, okay? I really need your help on this!

Sorry for the shortness, but you got two chapters in a day! Yayyyy!!

And i'm sorry to all you Ron/Hermione shippers out there! I like the pairing, but it's a plaot twist, so it has to happen!

Keep calm and think hard

-Peanut

(P.S.- sorry to all Rose and Draco shippers, too! But never fear, that relationship hasn't had it's last say yet!)