day 38

dear sage,

i saw ethan writing one of these in a little notebook, i didn't read it, i know its probably quite personal. i heard what ethan said, and quite frankly that is fucked up. he had no right saying that to you! i hope you come back soon, sage. we're all really hurting over this.

i even caught cal(freezy) crying yesterday, he was just sat in front of his camera, his tears streaming down his face. i didn't know what to say, so i let him be. i wish i had comfort him now, because all of us are hurting and i shouldn't be being selfish like that.

i want you back just as much as the others, sage, please just, fucking come back. we need you.

-tobi xx