day 1456

dear sage,

hey, long time no letter. i'm sorry, that was so bad. classic vik i guess.

i suppose i'm literally just writing to tell you that i finally understand why you left.

i'm not going to explain it, you know the answer yourself, you don't need me to explain.

you're not stupid.

you had always been my best friend, since primary school for fuck sake. i was supposed to look after you. but you soon out grew me, physically and literally. you wanted something new, something different, and to be honest, so did i. i will never regret spending my time with you.

you are still my favourite person on the planet, you always will be.

you are so unique, so different, so irreverent, so beautiful and so, so loved. everyone loves you, even after you left them and haven't come back in three years apart from when we literally chased you for a mile at least.

i didn't even get to see you that night.

yes, i miss you, of course i do, but i have to let go, and these letters to you, these letters that i have in a shoe box, these unsent letters of grief and despair...they're holding me back.

i love you, but i have to let go now.

i'm sorry sage.

- vik xx