day 874

dear sage,

okay.

fuck sake, i don't want to admit this shit, but maybe simon was right to let you go like he did.

i hate having to admit that i'm wrong, but maybe i was. maybe he was just letting you go so you could go and do what you wanted with your life.

i'm sorry for trying to hold you back.

i'm sorry for trying to make you stay here, where you clearly never wanted to be.

i miss you immensely.

still not over the fact josh is getting married, i wonder how you would have felt about it?

i think you would have been happy.

i love you, always have, always will.

- your cuddle buddy xx