Hey, guys tell me in the comments if you want me to keep making the chapters longer because if you do I will keep doing it. Anyway on with this chapter.

Ginny decided to tell Harry about her thoughts, so she started looking for him until she found him in the library. She walked up to him and sat down.

"Can I talk to you, alone?"

Harry looked at her and just nodded. He followed her to their dorm and sat on the sofa.

"What's up?" Harry asked while taking her hands.

"I....I...I'm, ok I'm thinking of becoming a death eater. Ginny said with a tear running down her face because she doesn't know how he will react.

"Your what!!" Harry screamed and stood up forcing her to stand up.

Ginny juts sat on the ground crying into her knees.

"Harry hugged her and cradled her "It's ok" he kept saying it over and over again.

After that night Ginny hasn't had a single thought about becoming a death eater and she also hasn't been visiting her dad.

Its the day they return home for winter holidays and Ginny is going home with harry to his parent house. Ginny is hiding all her scars because she is scared about what his parents would think.

"Ok, I know its cold but seriously?" Harry said pointing at her trying to hide her scars.

"I'm just scared about what your parent would think of me," Ginny said as she sat on the sofa.

"Trust me they will love you," Harry said then kissed her.

They walked down to the Hogwarts express and boarded about 3 hours later they get off the train and look for harry's parents.

Lily waved at her son and shouted: " Harry over here".

"There they are," Harry said while pointing.

Harry and Ginny walked over and got greeted by Lily and James. They left the platform and got in the car and drove to Godrics Hollow.

Harry and Ginny are sitting around the table for breakfast table while Lily serves breakfast when James walks in and hugs Lily from behind, James sits down and starts flicking through the Daily Prophet.

"So Ginny how is your dad getting on?" James said without thinking.

Memories just flooded through Ginny mind, playing the memories back on by one. There were tears in her eyes she got up and started walking out.

"Ginny dear what about breakfast," Lily said knowing James hurt her.

"I'm not hungry," Ginny said with tears rolling down her cheeks, then she left.

Ginny went upstairs to her and Harry's bedroom and rummaged in her bag and found a razor blade. She did the only thing she could think of, she sliced her arms until all she could see was blood flowing down them. 5 minutes later Harry walks up to see blood all over the floor leading to the bathroom, he walks into the bathroom and sees Ginny's arms with blood dripping from her fingers to the floor.

"Come on my mum will bandage your arms," Harry said while taking a towel and wrapping it in her arms.

Ginny nodded and they went down to Lily. Lily turned around and was shocked when she saw the state of Ginny's arms.

"Ginny dear what happened?" Lily said while pulling out a chair and leading Ginny to it.

Ginny just sat down not speaking, Lily took that as a sign as I don't want to talk about it and started banging her arms.

"There you go, sweetie," Lily said.

"Thanks," Ginny said while trembling.

It's 8 at night and Lily and James are talking while Harry and Ginny are in Harry's bedroom.

"I think we should try and take her to a therapist or something James, you should have seen the state of her arms," Lily said.

"You can try, but don't force her it could make it worse," James said then kissed his wife passionately.

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