"Sargent Barns, you are to be the new fist of Hydra, put him on ice" I hear as i felt someone cutting my arm and then see those people again. " no, NO!" i scream as i was being put on ice and try to get out. " Bucky?" i hear a soft voice calling me. " Bucky?" i heard again " Doll?" i asked as i try to find her. " Bucky" i heard her clear now as i look around the pot . " BUCKY" I then woke up only to see that i was still with Okoyes and Ayo next to me with a disapproval look.

" what? did it work?" i asked then as they look at each other. " I will report back " said Okoyes as she left leaving me with Ayo.

"it is not as easy as we though, you seem to go back into your memories when we try to get the words out of your brain, and it is like the last time only She-Wolf can get you to wake up from that state" she inform me as i look around.

" where is she? where is my Doll? I hear her voice where is she?" i asked as i got up and look around, " i heard her call out to me. Where is she?!" i scream as Ayo then knock me to the ground with the spear to my head. "Calm down James remeber we are here to help you, what you hear was a recording of her calling you,, she is fine, she is with Shuri talking to her brother right about now" she said as she then release me allowing me to get up.

" I'm sorry, when can i see her?" she that a deep breath and noded no, "not yet you can not, the Queen will say when you can but for now we must try again" she then walk away and she turn around, " do you remember what was the nightmare you were having just now?

"... i was remembering the time when Hydra took my arm... if also the same memory i say after i meet Steve again, I lost control that time too, was about to attack another person when they drag her into the room and but a gun to her head...

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"Get into the room now!" a man order as they drag her by the arm into the room where Bucky was going berserk , " Do it!" the man order as he place the gun on her head while she is sobbing.

" no!" she yelled as bucky stop for a second before he continue, " if you wont help then we just kill him" the man said . " NO! STOP PLEASE DONT! I'll do it i'll help " she whimper as he lets her go and she walks up to him, " Bucky?" she calls him solftly as he stop, " Bucky, can you hear me?" he then turned around and she that she is walking to him ,but the man is behind her with the gun still on her head.

" can you let him go please? can you calm down? for me?" she asked him scared as he just drop the guy and walks to her and held her close to him. " im ok.. im ok im not hurt, please dont fight ok? im right here" she told him as there forhead touch each other for a second before he is being pulled back and strap to the machine.

" No! Stop, you promise you wouldn't hurt him!!" he heard her before they turn on the machine. " no kid i said we wouldn't kill him" was the last thing he heard

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" that was the time before we escape Hydra, before the..." i lok away

" I know, you need not to say it James, but if you wish to see her we must make sure that you wont hurt anyone else, so are you ready to try again? "Ayo asked me.

" can.. can i at least call her?" i asked , she sigh " i will see what i can do, but now we try again, understood?" Ayo asked

" yes, understood" i said. as we begin again