50. Love Me Despite My Faults
My alarm wakes me, making me jump and I nearly fall off my bed.
Fuck, give me a heart attack why don't you?
I didn't get much sleep last night, I'm exhausted. I'm a growing man and I need a decent amount of sleep.
My mom decided to watch the notebook last night and spent most of the movie crying her eyes out.
Now normally I would mock her about being a blubbering baby but giving the circumstances I just pulled her in for a hug and let her cry on my shoulder. I knew deep down that she wasn't crying about the movie.
I grab my phone off my dresser and the first thing I do, other then turning off my alarm is text Riley.
Me:
Morning gorgeous. Want a ride to school today? xx
It only takes a minute for her to text me back.
Riley:
No thanks, I already have one. Louis said he was going to pick me up this morning :P xx
Me:
Ohhh really? Go and enjoy yourself with Louis then but I'm sure he isn't going to pleasure you the way I can xx
Riley;
Only one way to find out xx
Me:
You wouldn't dare. xx
Riley:
I'll be waiting by your car once I'm ready. See you soon rockstar xx
I smile at my phone and throw it down on the bed before finally dragging myself out of the covers to get dressed for school.
Once I take a quick shower and I'm ready I grab my bag and head downstairs into the kitchen, I can smell the faint aroma of bacon. I didn't expect my mother to be in the mood to cook breakfast this morning but the rumbling inside my stomach is thanking her, she's an angel.
"That smells good." I state as I walk through the doorframe but seeing my father standing by the stove makes me stop dead in my tracks.
"Morning." He says not even bothering to look at me.
"Why are you here?"
This man has the audacity to be cooking me breakfast.
"I live here." He tells me flipping over the bacon that's slowly sizzling in the pan.
I'm really hungry.
"Well you're not welcome here anymore." I spit.
"This is my house Harry."
"What do you want dad?" I cross my arms over my chest and stand up right trying to look threatening and intimidating at the same time but I know I'm failing miserably because I can see a faint smirk appearing across his stupid face.
"I just want to talk." He picks up his coffee mug from the counter.
Fuck knows why he is being so calm, acting like nothing even happened. His attitude towards the situation is pissing me off even more.
"I'm not in the mood to talk."
"Just sit down, I've made you some breakfast."
"I'm not hungry." I lie but, I'm starving but I'm just not in the mood to deal with this right now.
I turn on my heels and head for the front door, not looking book and ignoring my hunger.
I'll grab something to eat on the way to school, hopefully Riley won't mind.
"Harry can you just give me 5 minutes that's all I'm asking for." My dad pleads.
"You don't deserve even a minute of my time."
"Where are you going?" He asks as I open the door to leave.
"To school obviously."
I step outside and see Riley standing by my car as my dad is calling my name from behind me.
Her facial expressions change from happy to see me to concerned for me. "Are you okay?" She asks as I approach her.
"Harry!" My dad shouts from the front steps. "I'll be here when you get home from school so we can talk then."
"I won't be coming home! Don't you understand that I don't want to talk to you?"
I nod my head for Riley to get in the car and she politely waves to my father before she gets in the passenger side and I immediately start the engine, pulling out of the driveway as fast as I can.
Riley doesn't say anything but her hand falls onto my lap and I let out a huge breath. "I'm sorry about that."
"Hey it's okay. If you want to talk about it I'm here. If not then we can just talk about something else." She shrugs.
I wish I was more like Riley.
She's so selfless despite what she's been through and I admire that.
"I actually want to grab something to eat before going to school if that's okay. I didn't have time for an awkward breakfast." I laugh lightly trying to avoid any awkwardness that may be in the car with us.
"Sure."
...
I grab an egg McMuffin from the closest McDonald's drive thru. I'm not a giant fan of McDonald's breakfast but there isn't much else around here that would be quick enough to not be late for school.
"Want a bite?" I ask Riley with a mouthful of food.
"No. I'm good thank you. I've eaten, plus it looks like you're really enjoying that." She giggles as her hand reaches up to wipe sauce of my face.
Slightly embarrassing that I eat like a slob but it's a part of me that I'm unable to change and Riley should love me despite my faults.
Love?
Woah!!
I shake away the thought from my head.
"Are you okay?" Riley asks quietly from the passenger seat.
I nod in response instead of saying anything and continue our journey to school in silence.
But not awkward silence thankfully.
...
When I was laying in bed last night trying to switch off my brain so I could get some sleep, all these thoughts were flowing through my mind. Obviously the main focus was my dad and the new baby, but Riley also invaded my thoughts.
She has done since I met her.
I decided last night that I want to ask Riley to be my girlfriend.
That's fucking scary when I think about.
I don't know how to be someone's boyfriend but I'm willing to learn along the way.
I plan on asking her in the next few days unless I panic and get too nervous and scared, which sounds a lot like me these days.
But, I want to talk to Niall first.
I know I don't need his permission but he did go on two dates with her and the first one wasn't even bet related so he must like her in some sort of way. I also want to find out what's going on between him and Vicky because that shit came out of nowhere.
Also I need to bust his balls about her like he did to me all those times.
"I'll see you in English." Riley says as we walk up-to the entrance of the school. "Thanks for the ride." She grins bearing teeth and she looks as fucking gorgeous as ever. I swear her smile makes my heart race as corny as that sounds. "Bye Harry."
She turns around to walk away but I grab her by the wrist to stop her, lightly pulling her back to face me and before she can say anything I press my lips to hers.
It only takes her a couple of seconds to wrap her hands around my neck pulling me closer to deepen the kiss and I swear my head explodes.
I literally don't give a shit that I'm kissing her in front of everyone right now. I don't want to sneak around anymore and I plan on making her all mine soon.
When she finally pulls away she smiles shyly, looking at the floor and I can see her cheeks are flushed.
I actually made her blush!
Yes!!
"I'll see you later." I peck her on the lips one last time and she walks away to her first class but not before she glances back at me giving me a cheeky wink.
I'm not going to lie. I can't fucking wait to be inside her again. My cock is aching at the sheer thought of it.
"What the fuck was that?" A familiar voice says from behind me causing me to turn around.
"None of your business Amanda." I groan, trying to avoid anything she has to say.
"Is she like your girlfriend now?" I can hear the trotting noise of her heels by my side as she's trying to catch up with me.
"Not yet."
"Since when did you want a girlfriend?" she goes on. Does this woman never get the hint to leave me alone? Can't she tell by the tone of my voice that I don't want to talk to her?
"Since I found a girl that's actually worth it." I grin at her and her jaw drops to the floor. "Now if you will excuse me I have to get to class."
A/N
Sorry about this shit chapter but I felt like I had to update something since I haven't updated this story in a looong time.
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