It was just another boring Thursday on March 30th ,or so I thought!

   I was at lunch on my way to where my friends sit at outside, after I finished eating lunch in the cafeteria. I put my purple ear buds in and put Spotify on playing... actually I don't remember what song it was to be honest! Then all of a sudden one of my newest friends, aka the friend who is most likely to kill me haha no joke, anyways well she can running up to me! She was all like (I'm just gonna say their real names!) ,"Did you know that Keely is now dating Matthew!? " . I just answered ,"ya." Because I over heard him telling my other friend ,I'm just calling her A,  at lunch. And since you don't know how that even means anything, Matthew is that person who now sits next to me who I was talking about in the last chapter!

  At that moment I didn't really even care ,like at all! The only thing I found that was interesting about it was that the intier grade knew about it with in like 10 minutes! Then when we went back in class, everyone would not stop talking about them! Within like 5 minutes of listening to everyone I all of a sudden got this burning feeling in my chest! Like if someone stabbed me in the heart! I didn't know what it was,or why I was like that! Then I just hit me,just like that! And I couldn't admit it to my own self!

I realized that I had fallen for my friend without even realizing it!! And I had to lose him just to find that out!! So when I went home I put a chapter pretty much saying that I had no words on today! And then after the 5 minutes explaining that she didn't have to murder someone, she thought she had to by the way I was acting, I told her about it! She was like the only person I could trust with a that big of a secret!

  Then with in like three days I wrote a song about it!

The Next Tuesday

Then when Tuesday came I actually regain hope,finally!! I found out they broke up! I feel like a terrible friend for saying this because Keely is also one my friends, but I did a little happy dance in my head!! I was so relieved that I might have a chance!! But I only had to work up the nerve and tell him...

And that was the major hard part!! So I automatically thought..., "Why. Is. This. My. LIFE!?!?!" !!!