I will never give up, Astrid
(HICCUP'S P.O.V)
It's been an hour and I'm now at the bus stop waiting for the bus. I still can't get Astrid out of my mind. I never want to. If you guys are wondering about my knuckles that bled yesterday, don't worry, it's taken care of. They're clean like I never punched my mirror. Weird right? 2 minutes later I heard the bus come. I snapped back out of my thoughts and the bus came to a slow stop in front of me. I inhaled and exhaled before entering the bus. I hope Astrid forgives me. I hope she isn't.....oh...my...gods....
That-that girl isn't Astrid. But she looks so much like her. As I looked down the isle searching for Astrid in the back as I walked and ignored the glares I got. *sigh* Yep. Everyone heard about me and Astrid's 'break up.' So. Anyways, as I was walking I made it to the back and saw a girl who looked like the opposite of Astrid. Is it her? Time to check. As these thoughts were floating around my brain I sat down next to 'Astrid' but she didn't notice because she's either ignoring me or she didn't actually notice.
I was about to speak but Astrid broke it, "What do you want?" Astrid asked me, harshly. I was a bit taken back by the sudden tone of her voice. This isn't the Astrid I know. Astrid's sweet, adorable, and cute. But this Astrid is: Beautiful, mean, harsh, and stubborn. Oh, no. Did I change her? I then spoke, "Astrid. I wanted to say that what you saw back at the tree was...not expected!" I said pleading for Astrid to believe me. Astrid looked at me with a cute glare and said, "Not expected?!" Astrid asked me incredulously. I was about to speak until Astrid beat me to it, "Look. Hiccup, I don't care anymore! What happened back there can never be reversed. And the pain I felt can't either." Astrid said harshly but partially calm. I was about to tell her something else but the bus came to a stop and Astrid immediately stood up and walked out with the rest of the people.
I just stared at her figure outside the bus window as a tear fell out of my eye. Why am I so stupid? Why am I so inconsiderate? Why am I, most of all, not trying my hardest to get Astrid, the girl I love, back? I then sighed as the last thought remained in my head as I walked out of the bus into the school. I then turned my expression into determination and thought, "Not today, not ever. I'm going to get her back. No matter what it takes."
(ASTRID'S P.O.V)
Seriously?! Can't he see that he broke my heart?! You can't go back in time and fix it. The damage is done. No one can reverse what happened. I can't believe that he think's he's gonna get me back. Well, guess what? He's not! As I thought these things I entered the school and when I did everyone stopped and looked at me in amazement but I didn't stop walking. I kept walking to my locker as I saw guys looking at me with lust and want as the girls were envying me. I finally made it to my locker and when I did I saw Elsa appear next to me with Ruffnut. "Hey..Astrid." Ruffnut said breaking the silence as I shuffled through my locker. "Hey." I said plainly but loudly. The two were taken aback by my attitude but I shrugged it off and walked away as I slammed my locker shut making the two wince.
School's over and I've been ignoring Hiccup the whole day. He just won't get it will he? Hiccup kept trying to talk to me but I either walked away or ignored him. I'm right now in the music room since I was bored and I love music so...I decided to sing. I took out a keyboard and set it up with a mic in front of me. Ok. Here I go. Wait! Before I start singing I just wanna let you guys know that this song...em...I think you'll understand when I sing it.
No, I can't take one more step towards you
'Cause all that's waiting is regret
And don't you know I'm not your ghost anymore
You lost the love
I loved the most
I learned to live, half alive
And now you want me one more time
(HICCUP'S P.O.V)
I was walking down the school's hallways as I thought about today. It's...all so messed up. Today's events kept pondering in my mind until I heard music come from the music room.
I learned to live, half alive
And now you want me one more time
What? Wh-who's singing? I'm usually the only one in the school at this time. I walked and then ran until I made it to the music room. I gasped. There's Astrid in front of a keyboard singing? What's she singing about?
And who do you think you are?
Runnin' round leaving scars
Collecting your jar of hearts
And tearing love apart
You're gonna catch a cold
From the ice inside your soul
So don't come back for me
Who do you think you are?
Wait....is she...singing about....me? I-I have to listen to this. I inched my face closer to the glass on the door and heard it more clearly.
I hear you're asking all around
If I am anywhere to be found
But I have grown too strong
To ever fall back in your arms
Is...this how she's feeling right now? Is this what's going on in her? As I thought that a tear came out of my eye followed by another. The part where she said I've been asking people where she was was true. But some of them just ignored me because they heard what happened and they now hate me. To be honest, I hate myself too.
I've learned to live, half-alive
And now you want me one more time
And who do you think you are?
Runnin round leaving scars
Collecting your jar of hearts
And tearing love apart
You're gonna catch a cold
From the ice inside your soul
So don't come back for me
Who do you think you are?
Dear, it took so long just to feel alright
Remember how to put back the light in my eyes
I wish I had missed the first time that we kissed
'Cause you broke all your promises
I am now abruptly crying. A sob came out of my throat followed by another, and another, and then multiple. I'm now sobbing as I heard Astrid sing.
And now you're back
You don't get to get me back
That. That one line got me falling onto the floor in a miserable state. Is that how she feels? Tears and sobs were coming out of me as I was on my knees crying with my forehead on the door as my hand was also on the door. My lips were trembling as all of my tears came out. I can't believe it. I hurt her so much. It hurts me too. I can't believe it. I broke her heart, it can never be repaired, just like she said. I cried as I heard Astrid continue singing.
And who do you think you are?
Runnin' round leaving scars
Collecting your jar of hearts
And tearing love apart
You're gonna catch a cold
From the ice inside your soul
So don't come back for me
Don't come back at all
And who do you think you are?
Runnin round leaving scars
Collecting your jar of hearts
And tearing love apart
You're gonna catch a cold
From the ice inside your soul
Don't come back for me
Don't come back at all
Who do you think you are?
Who do you think you are?
Who do you think you are?
As I heard Astrid finish I shook my head, getting rid of the tears rapidly flowing out of my eyes, and stood up as I ran out of the school, all the way back home. All the while I was thinking, "I will never give up. Nothing is going to stop me from getting you back, Astrid. I promise. And this promise, I will never, ever break."
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HEY GUYS! WHAT'S UP!? How ya doin'? Good? Great! I'm good too thanks for asking :) Ok. So...Hiccup. Let's talk about him. Uh...he's having issues to get Astrid back. BUT! He's trying and he will never give up. And...Astrid. Oh, geez. Let's talk about her. She's a mess. She's....heartbroken, betrayed, and most of all gone. The Astrid we all know and love in this story is gone, and she's now a different girl.
Hiccup doesn't care as long as he gets the Astrid he loves back and get's her to love him again. So! I hope you guys enjoyed this. I just realized that the song I put here really reflects to this story. Weird right? And..I'm sorry if there were any mistakes. No one's perfect. I'm not perfect. So of course this won't be perfect :I Well! Anyways....I'll see ya guys next chapter. :)
BYE! :D
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