(BACK TO ASTRID'S P.O.V)

As I was running home I left a trail of tears behind me. I was still crying, yes. I then slowly stopped running and walked. After about 3 minutes I made it home. I dropped my forgotten backpack on the floor and rushed up to my bedroom. My mom's somewhere right now, like always, so I'm alone. *sigh* Back to my lonely life. I still changed though. I'm different but I'm still gonna be alone. Just because I changed things about myself doesn't mean everything will change. Unless it's a movie.

I sighed and walked over to my D.J. I love music so I'm gonna sing. As I set up my things I kept thinking. Why did I kiss Hiccup back? Why is everything so complicated? Mostly love. Love is the most complicated thing to have in your life. Or in anyone's life, for that matter. I finished setting up my equipment so when I did I took out my blue laptop. I placed it on top of my table next to my D.J and looked for a song I could sing. Hm...which one, which one? I kept scrolling down until I found a song I wanna sing. I smiled and clicked it. Music can also make me smile. It's not just anything that can light up my world. Music is sorta the only thing that can anyways.

Remember the song I sang for Hiccup at school? Yea. I felt like it connected so much to my life. Ugh. That cheater. I hate him. I broke up with him though. As I thought that I smiled but something in my heart had a little pang. Wait. Why did I feel like I regret breaking up with him? I'm never going to regret it. But...I won't promise it because I'm not entirely sure. Wait, what? I shook my head getting rid of the thoughts floating around my head and paid attention to the world in front of me. I picked the song and stood in front of the mic that I have set up. I'm gonna record this. When the song started it started recording.

You long to set the world straight
But you will fail if you wait or hesitate
So, take aim and pull the trigger back

There was a time when I knew of love and amity
But it faded like the warmth inside a falling tear
Is it a crime to see fault in our humanity?
Why do we create this cycle of hate, breeding more fear?

There's a pain deep inside of me
And you're struggling to stay alive
But if we last I know
We'll live to see a brighter tomorrow

You long to set the world straight
But you will fail if you wait or hesitate
So, take aim and pull the trigger back
Through every fear that you fight
You're giving life to a spark of crimson red
It burns bright just waiting to ignite

As our impulses ring aloud
This world's evolving to the sound of a new beginning

It cries at last, that relentless sound I know so well
Always deafening but I can never pull away
The die is cast and you can't restart or change the past
But if given only one more chance could you carve the way?

I can feel it waste away inside
But the fire in me hasn't died
And I would rather sell my soul
Than watch it all slowly fade away

I'm sick of being afraid
And living by the mistakes that I have made
But I'll change THAT with these hands of mine
Believing in something more
I'll carve a path through that rusted doorway
There's still more that's still worth fighting for

Our battle cry is rising higher
As raw emotion fuels the fire, piercing through the night sky

The shooting stars fall upon the darkness
Until the skies are pitch black and starless
But when the world is reborn the curtains open wide

You long to set the world straight
But you will fail if you wait or hesitate
So, take aim and pull the trigger back
Through every fear that you fight
You're giving life to a spark of crimson red
It burns bright just waiting to ignite

As our impulses ring aloud
This world's evolving to the sound of a new beginning

When I finished singing I smiled and put the equipment back. While I was doing that I didn't fail to notice a rock hit my window. "OH, GODS!" I shouted in a high pitched voice and I stepped back as a rock flew through my window breaking the glass. I just stood there in a weird pose looking at the rock incredulously. What in the world just happened?! I looked between the rock and window. Who threw that?! I slowly and cautiously walked towards the window.

Once I looked out I felt something hit me in the eye. "OW! WHAT THE HELL!" I shouted covering my eye and looked towards the direction the rock came from. When I did something unexpected happened. Hiccup came out of nowhere - that's what I assume - and knocked me back so I was on the floor with him on top of me. I struggled to break free. "Nngg!" I groaned as I tried getting out of his grip. I couldn't so I plopped back down on the floor with a defeated grunt. I was breathing heavily because of the struggle. Hiccup looked at me in the eyes and said, "Astrid! Listen to me!" Hiccup pleaded.

Are you serious!? He's practically a maniac for doing this to me! First, he grabs me in an alley way and practically makes out with me! Second, he's freaking pinning me down and begging to let me listen to him! In my own house! I was about to shout in protest but Hiccup kissed me on the lips. C'MON! WHY IS HE DOING THIS TO ME?! Wait. This...this isn't really all that bad. Hiccup slipped his tongue in my mouth and for some reason I responded to it by opening my mouth wider having him make the kiss deeper and hotter. I moved my lips against his as he moved his against mine. Hiccup entwined his tongue with mine and sucked on my tongue making me grunt. I then opened my eyes wide and pulled back from the kiss and was about to speak until Hiccup kissed me again, harder.

Wait. Wait! We're done! We're through! Why am I responding to the kiss? Wait. Wha-what is happening?! Hiccup then broke the kiss and looked at me in the eyes. Hiccup licked his lips because there was some saliva there and spoke before I can. "Astrid. Please....I beg you to listen to me." Hiccup said as he stared into my eyes and tightened his grip on my wrists but it was loosened enough so it wouldn't hurt. I then spoke, "You already told me, Hiccup! You told me and I listened. But I'm just going with what my mind says. You. Kissed. Her. Back." I said with my teeth gritted at the last words. I know people say you should go with what your heart chooses but...how does that even work?

Hiccup licked his lips and said, "Astrid! I didn't! Please listen to me!" Hiccup said practically shouting. I furrowed my eyebrows and said, "Ok! Even if you didn't I still won't forgive you! You didn't even move! What? Were you traumatized or something?! Or were you just too stupid to move!?" I said shouting at him. Hiccup face then turned into anger and he said, "Ok! I'm stupid! I know I am! But call this crazy! I love you! I don't care what happens! I love you! I love you! Is that all you wanna hear?!" Hiccup said shouting at me. I turned my own face into anger and said, "Yes! But I don't trust anyone! Nobody ever loved me! Nobody even cared for me! Most of all nobody's ever even spoke to me for a decent conversation!" I shouted at Hiccup.

Hiccup shook his head and by now were were both standing, face to face. Hiccup then spoke again, "Well guess what?! I love you! I care for you! And I love having conversations with you!" Hiccup said arguing with me. I shook my head and shouted again, "I love you too! But you changed me! I'm different because of you! Even if you didn't kiss her back you still did something besides the kiss that broke me!" I argued back. "What'd I do then?!" Hiccup said taking a step towards me. I spoke once more, "You broke the promises!" I shouted at Hiccup. Hiccup face softened an inch and he took one big step towards me and kissed me.

The kiss was hard and aggressive but it felt good. Hiccup and I started stumbling towards my bed as we kissed. Hiccup has his arms around my waist but his hands sometimes wonder around my body. My hands were wondering around Hiccup's body and hair. Hiccup then pushed me into bed with him on top of me and ran his hands up my thighs to my stomach and back. I had my hands under Hiccup's shirt and started trailing my hands all around his body: His chest, his back, his stomach, everywhere under his shirt.

Hiccup then pulled my shirt up and out of my skirt......

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Hey...guys....I hope you guys liked this chapter :) Wow. It's been a long time since I've said that. Ok. Anyways. They apologized! Sorta. Not really. But...what's gonna happen next chapter....? Who knows? Can anyone guess? Ok. This chapter...uh...I feel accomplished. I don't know why but I do. Hah. I'm sorry if the unfinished make out session sucked. I'm not good at doing those stuff. If you guys think it's fine can you guys tell me? I'm desperate. Ok! Anyways! I'll see ya guys next chapter!

BYE! :D