Dear Diary,

I finally understand why big brother has been avoiding me. Although he told me to not talk to anyone for the past few days, I went to Hungary.

We had a fun time! In fact, we even had a picnic together. It was a really nice and quiet time together, but that wasn't the reason why I brought her with me. I asked her that evening as we sat together and she just laughed to herself.

She told me I was too young to understand and that she would tell me when I a few years older and hopefully I'm 'not his sister' anymore.

I don't understand what she meant, but I know for sure that I want to be his little sister! He inspired me to be just like him! Except, well...I do look like a boy with out my bow...

Well, that is all I have since Big Brother Switzerland is still ignoring me and always looking at me funny like he was sick whenever I wear a dress or two.

...Does that mean he hates it when I wear them?

Love,

LilliBird