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The next minutes feels like the world has stopped infront of me

I saw clearly with my own two eyes, the girl who'd successfully give me a random of new feelings, now fell lifelessly on the cold road

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"excuse me sir. Sir!"

I finally came back to the reality, after God-knows how long I'd losing my mind

Just then, another someone gave me a punch in the face. Now I'm hundred percently remember all what just happen

I'm in the hospital now, waiting for haneul, when suddenly Jimin hyung grab my collar

"what the hell are you thinking, why didn't you save her?!"

No one really knows, but right now, my heart feels like getting stabbed thousand times, until it doesn't feel anything anymore.

"uhm, excuse me sir. Fortunately, there isn't a serious injured but she's currently in coma. We just need to wait her improvement" the doctor said

"she's really gonna be fine right?" Jimin reassured then he get a nod from the doctor. Then we get permission to visit her room.

I slowly move steps to go into her room, but Jimin caught me

"ya, jungkook ah, I think you've got a lot to explain!"

I was about the answer when my eyes caught haejin, inside the room, crying

"I've nothing to say, hyung" I said coldly then left

I'm sorry..

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Haejin's pov

I was sitting alone, beside haneul who's now sleeping peacefully on the bed.

I could finally calm myself down, after being the most panick one knowing my one and only sister get the accident

Just then I heard loud voicesㅡwhich I assumed Jungkook's and Jimin'sㅡ outside the room

"ya! how can you just leave like that after-- aish!"

It's actually my first time, watching Jimin very mad like that. He's always a soft guy, especially to the maknae

But I do know his feeling right now,

Jungkook's not the maknae we used to know after all

I went up to him and pat his back slowly. He then turn around and stare at me in surprised look

"ya, are you okay? how about haneul?"

"I thought you guys are very busy today"

"then, you think I'm just gonna leave you and haneul like that, just like that jerk?"

"ya, don't be mad at him. I know he didn't mean it. Maybe he'd a reason"

"what reason?! you always sided him. always. That's why I didn't want haneul to be like you!"

I paused, then Jimin added a question, that gave me a pain feelings

"You still love him right?"

"I told you, I don't love him anymore, as does he. He never love me for the first place"

"what?"

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Jungkook's pov

I just wish these all could erased the haunting feelings and thoughts in myself. I just wish, none of it never happen before

"hi, I'm Min SooA. Hope we can get along well" she smiled and gave her hand to me

Just be like your oldself, jeon jungkook

She looks beautiful, tall, slim, and rich, literally the type of every guy's dream. Moreover, she looks kind and friendly. Not like those queenka girls at school

She looks totally like my type, that I used to always looking for. This may be the chance to forget about haneul, forever..

"Jeon Jungkook" I replied and smile playfully like I always did.

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"are you feeling fine?" she asked gently, as we two are now left alone

Well, my 'mom' just ask me for the last time to went to that so-called blind date meetings and I accepted

my last wish is, I just hope that my decision was right

"I'm gonna order you some drink--"

I then grab her wrist and made her stop, "wae?"

"let's just go out from this place and have a real date." I gave her a mischievious smile

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Haejin's pov

I became a bit desperate and scared knowing there isn't any sign for haneul to wake up. It's been 2 weeks

"doctor, you say haneul would wake up soon" I decide to meet the doctor

"I said 90 percently yes, but I'm afraid there's 10 percent chance of not"

"but w-why I thought-"

"uhm, she'd a stressed disorder before right? It could effect her health improvement. So, it's all depends to herself"

Is this how haneul had feel when I left her. Is this how she feel, suffering of loneliness and scaredness..

I'm about to go back to haneul's room when I caught a similar messy-looking man standing infront of the door

I couldn't hold back my throbbing heart, after seeing his face

"a-appa"

Since I went back to Korea, I haven't meet or visit him. I just couldn't bring myself to appear infront of him

he look at me with a horrified look, I couldn't describe. What I know is, he look way worse than the last time I seen him

"you wench.. how dare you leave me and haneul, just like that."

He's drunk like usual, but right now, I could see a glint of sadness in his eyes. Then somehow it turns into red

"And now you dare to appear infront of me?!" he suddenly start to lose control as I cried, "I-I'm sorry appa, I won't do it again!"

"You, and haneul too, really give me a lot of burdened in my life! It's better if you two won't appear again infront of me"

Tears start to flows down as I saw his back fading away.

I know, it's all my fault, but please.. don't blame and hate haneul too for it.
she loves you more than you'd love her..

Just then, I heard sound that made my heart dropped.
A beeping machine sound come from haneul's room, then a few nurse rush to go inside

I panickly open the door and see haneul having a cardiac arrest..

(A/N cardiac arrest is a sudden heart stopped, usually in coma state, and can caused dead if failed to be rescued)

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