Haneul's pov

I opened my eyes and saw the clock shows 8.00am... It's not even a holiday, and my school already started at that time, I must be crazy!

I dash out from my room and take a super quick bath, then took my big round spectacles, before going downstairs,

Nobody was home right now. My dad always said that he has to gone to work early. But I don't believe that, I bet he's just trying to avoid taking care of me

I ran all the way to school and arrived there at 8.20am. I hurriedly went inside the school before the discipline master caught me

There are still many students walk in the hall, they saw me and start to tease me. Then some of them burn a hole in my head

Well I just ignored them, pretending not to heard anything. I already get used to get bullied and treat terribly since the first time I stepped into the school. It just get worsening after someone start to called me the ghost girl

I stop walking and frowned when my eyes caught Jungkook, and his popular gang, walk in the hallway. I couldn't look away from his beautiful face. I really wanted to approach him and talk to him. But you know that it's really impossible.

The first reason is, the girls definitely won't let me alive.

And right, I totally forgot about going to the class!

He makes it worse when he suddenly looked me then.., our gaze met. My heart skipped faster.

I saw his eyes, somehow giving me a really cold stare, before turning away
It's just for a second but the scene was like slow motioning

I entered the class. Mr Han and the whole class attention was now on me, "Lee Haneul ssi, why are you late?" he said sounding annoyed. I quickly said sorry and bowed at him

"fine, go to your sit now" he told me as I walked to the back of the class, feeling relieved. My seat is in the corner back.. and luckily, I had no seatmate so there will be no one who can judge me all day...

The lesson had start about an hour and now it's already close to bell.

As usual, I'm not focusing. I look to beside me which appeared to be a window. It's kinda lucky for me though... You'll know why

My eyes suddenly locked at some guys, playing basketball on field. I kinda admit that they're all super hot, especially one of them. I couldn't help but to smiled slightly. You know who I mean, it's Jeon Jungkook

"Lee haneul ssi, is there something good outside the window that makes you smiled like that?" Mr Han asked making the class full of laughter.

I feel super embarrassed but the bell suddenly ring, saving my life

All students start to ran towards the front gate. Except for me, I was going upstairs, to the rooftop

The breeze was incredibly cool and comforting
But I actually went there because I love to stare at this guy from far away and watch his every move, he's Jungkook... He's always there before I had arrived

I'm not here to spy at him, but these days... I ever saw him like, getting angry, looking so stress and more

I just don't understand how can he always smile brightly infront of people when his life is full of problems.

Well, his life probably not as worst as mine

As soon as I open the rooftop door, I saw a guy back, stand at the edge of the rooftop. If he move forward a bit, I bet he would fell down, instantly

I walk closer and noticed that he's actually Jungkook

Gosh, is he trying to end up his life this time ?

"andwae.." I was murmuring but he probably heard that.. He slowly turn around towards me, "who are you? Ahh.. Are you one of my fans?" he smiled in a friendly way.

He usually do that to his fans, then he start to flirts them.. It's his habbit which I don't like. He always do that then leave them, heartbroken..

"n-noo, I.. don't even know you, I just coincidentally saw you here" I forced myself to smile widely

He then paused, staring at me from head to toe, "then, just mind your own business" he said coldly while turning away

Gosh, I wonder why am I still worrying about this two-face jerk..

"are you.. idiot? You think your problem would just ended by ending your life like that?" I yelled at him, maybe too harshly. I felt mad because of his attitude though

"shut up you nerd! You don't know anything about me, stop acting like you know it!" he yelled back at me, seems like throwing out his frustration to me

Is this his true self?

My heart was like being crushed by his words. I felt my blood went up.
But my little heart somehow push me to just protect him

I saw him started to stepping forward. I immediately ran to him and spontaneously grab his hand.

Opposite from his attitude, his hand was surprisingly warm

He turn around as he look at me with some kind of sad expression but then it changes to an unreadable expression

Without saying anything, he jump back to the rooftop area, then he walk away from me, ignoring me as if I wasn't there

But he suddenly stop,

"hey nerd girl, pretend like you don't see anything about this, and please don't ever appeared in front of my sight again." he said as he continued walking and finally gone behind the closed rooftop door

I keep frowning here, still standing at the same spot
I guess it was totally a wrong thing to like someone popular like him, huh?