Right now we are on our way to the hotel we will be staying this weekend. I'm really excited to stay here, Harry said he has a whole schedule for us and I can't wait to find out what's in our itinerary. The car that is driving us is a Land Cruiser, so I kinda feel like if I was in the jungle right now.

Harry has his camera out, waiting for a good shot. I'm also looking out of the car, admiring the place we're driving into.

We finally arrive to the hotel. It's a big hotel situated far from everything, when you enter you literally feel like you're in paradise. Everything it's decorated very caribbean, it's very open and it has a lot of nature around. The car stops in what I think it's the lobby, and we both leave the car, taking our own things with us.

"Woah, this place is beautiful." I say, astonished.

"It really is." He says, moving his camera to his eye and snapping a picture of a tall palm tree. He then turns to me, the camera still on his eye. "Smile, babe."

I smile for him, tilting my head to one side and squinting my eyes close. He chuckles at the way I smile and puts his camera down.

"Let's get our keys. I can't wait to see our cabin." He says, holding my hand and walking inside of the lobby.

This isn't technically a lobby. It's just an open space where you can see the restaurant from, it has some couches and fans here and there. It has a reception area but it's not the common reception of an hotel. It's very different. Harry gets our keys and almost instantly a bellboy comes to us and takes our bags, showing us the way to a golf cart.

The boy also drives us deeper into the hotel. It has a stone pavement rounded by plants and different kind of trees. I look around amazed, this place is really a paradise. Soon enough he stops in front of a cabin, it's the only one isolated from the others. We thank the boy and he places our bags inside, before we even walk inside.

"I want to go first." I say, walking in front of Harry and he lets me.

I go inside the cabin and I'm completely amazed of the beautiful room in front of me. It's a little house, with wide open windows and flowy white curtains. Everything is made of rattan furniture, white cushions and some details in dark green. I walk in the middle of the room and stare at the view. The beach is right in front of our cabin, the white sand just a couple of steps from here.

"This is amazing!" I say, my mouth opening. I can't believe I'm here, with him. "Look at this bed."

I stand in front of the double bed in front of me, it has a million of pillows with patterns and white covers. It looks so comfy, I want to jump inside and sleep for all eternity. Harry walks behind me, making me follow him.

"I don't know about you but..." He says, walking backwards and taking off his shirt. "I can't wait to go in the water."

"No before me." I say, walking towards him and out of a sudden he starts running. I take off my dress and run behind him.

I reach him but when we both touch the sand we burn our feet and exchange a stare of 'now what'.

"Faster!" I yell, trying to get to the shore as soon as possible, and specially before him.

We end up laughing as soon as we reach the shore and the cold sand reach our feet. Harry hugs me when he reaches me, holding my body up so our faces are at the same height. I can't help but smile at him and laugh, and he does the same.

"Thank you for all of this." I say, he slowly places me on the ground again, a wave reaching our feet. "I'm not going to stop thanking you."

"Thank you for coming with me." It's all he says, he comes forward and places a small kiss on my lips. And then while taking my hand, he smirks and starts walking deep in the water.

After some moments he leaves my hand and I dive inside the water. I swim under the water for some seconds and feel so free in here. I take a breath and swim on my back, looking at the sky. I needed this, I really needed to feel the water under me and feel like home. I swim for a couple of minutes, enjoying every second of it.

Then, I swim towards Harry, who was still standing with half of his body dry.

"Is it too cold for you, Styles?" I say jokingly, standing up in front of him. I put my wet hands on each side of his stomach, bringing him a bit closer to me.

"No." He chuckles, looking down at me biting his tongue in one side of his teeth. "I was just watching you turn into a mermaid." 

"I love swimming, I missed it." I say, a wide smile on my face. I take his hands, walking backwards taking him with me. "Swim with me."

He agrees and gets inside of the water. We swim and play, just enjoying each other and this amazing place. The water is calm, the waves are small so it's perfect to just enjoy the water. After some minutes I end up tangled at Harry's back, while he floats in the water. I rest my face in the crook of his neck.

I feel so happy right now, so happy right here with him. It feels so natural, like if we have known each other for so long.

"Why did it took so long?" I ask in a whisper, it actually slipped from my mouth.

"What did?" He says, turning me around so I'm not facing him, my legs still around him.

"For us to be together." I say, I can't step back now. "I just... I just feel so happy with you and, I just wish this between us would have happened sooner."

"Where is this coming from?" He smiles, pushing my wet hair out of my face.

Thoughts from the past come to my head. When I was first starting my journey, thinking that I didn't need someone else ro be happy. I wanted to find myself, to find my own happiness. I did find it, but even when I found myself in Barcelona, there was something missing. And I think it was him.

"I don't know, I'm just very happy." I say, moving my arms around his neck. "I was in denial for a long time thinking that I didn't need someone else to be happy."

"I'm so lucky to be that someone." He whispers, just an inch away from my face.

Instead of saying anything else, I come forward and close the gap between us. I kiss him like I have never kissed him before. The butterflies inside of me are going crazy, just because I feel so happy right now that it actually scares me. I kiss him deeply and he kisses me back, a pure shown of affection. He separates with a grin on his face, staying close to me.

"I have to say, I never pictured you like a PDA kind of girl." He says in a chuckle, moving his eyes to the shore.

When I turn to where his eyes are pointing, I see a family of five walking in the shore. I see the mom of the three kids walk a bit faster and she slaps the arm of her husband who was staring at us, I turn around completely embarrassed. Harry laughs in the crook of my neck, hiding his face also.

"Oh my god. The things you make me do." I say, holding my laugh.

After a minute I untangle myself from him, still standing in front of him.

"We should go back to our room to not scare any future families." He says in a chuckle, I agree, walking out of the water.

As soon as we get back to the cabin, we both dry ourselves and he throws himself in a sofa. I go to grab something to drink in the kitchen, I'm already feeling hungry. He connects his phone to the bluetooth system and Miss You by The Rolling Stones starts playing, I leave the kitchen with the bottle of water in my hand and walk towards him.

"Do you remember?" He asks, he has a smirk on his lips. I shake my head, hiding my smile.

"What should I remember exactly?" I place the bottle in the coffee table, still looking at him.

"When I asked you to stop listening to the song?" He sits up and just to tease him, I place each of my legs on each side of his body, sitting on him. "When you were sitting next to me when we first met?"

"Because this song turns you on..." I say,  staring at his mouth while I open mine, but not quite touching his lips, only the hot breath coming out of my mouth.

"So you do remember." He whispers, I look him in the eye, seeing him already with his pupil dilated. I smirk, looking down at his lips again. "What a great flight back then."

"I agree." I say, finally closing the gap between us, feeling his hands hold me by my legs.

This time, he moves his tongue against mine more hungrily than ever. One of his hands move me by the small of my back to be closer to him, I let out a small moan at the contact, smirking into the kiss. I like to feel his cold skin against mine, his hands going all over my body.

Out of a sudden I feel him move me down in the couch, separating our lips briefly. He looks at me, running his tongue over his bottom lip, I feel my stomach tensing just by looking at the way he is looking at me.

"We only have ten minutes until the cart picks up." He says, placing his body over mine, pushing his pelvis into me, the friction making me open my mouth. "We have somewhere to go."

"Only ten minutes?" I say in a breath, feeling his hand go down my stomach.

"Let's make it count." He whispers and smirks deeply, his hand going inside of my bikini making me close my eyes just feeling him.

His finger goes inside on me, my hip moving to him as an instinct. He moves to kiss me, biting on my bottom lip softly and then placing small kisses along my jawline. He moves in and out, but for some reason I'm a bit tense, and he notices it.

"Relax for me, baby." He whispers, continuing on sucking on my skin as he keeps moving.

Closing my eyes I breathe out, he is moving slowly waiting for me to get used to him.

After a minute, I moan softly, feeling him bite my skin and with that I relax, he keeps moving, I want more and more by each second. He moves his lips a bit down, his mouth attacking my skin and that makes the perfect combination of pleasure. Another finger goes inside of me, that makes me let out another moan.

"You're... So delicious." He says, trailing a path of kisses until he is face to face with me again. "Look at me."

I open my eyes, my mouth still open leaving out short breaths of air. He is moving a bit faster, I arch my back but he pushes me down with his body. I feel his weight on my, and my stomach is asking for more of him.

"Harry, I-" I breathe, I'm almost at my high, it's difficult to keep my eyes open. He starts moving faster, I moan loudly this time.

"Don't move your eyes from me." He says, his free hand holding my face.

"I'm- close." I moan, I close my eyes feeling his fingers go deeper, in and out of me.

"How close?" He keeps moving, I feel him let out short breaths against my mouth. I move my hands behind my head, grasping the fabric of the sofa. "Hold it."

"Harry..." I moan, opening my eyes again. He smirks increasing his movements.

"Fuck, baby." He breathes in my mouth, both our mouths almost connecting but we are both gasping for air. "Hold it."

"Oh my- God!" I close my eyes, trying to remain still but each corner of my body wants to release. I tremble under him and groan, I feel his mouth on the crook of my neck.

"Let go." He whispers and as if it was a command, I let go closing my eyes and reaching my high.

"Aah!" I moan, feeling his fingers make a couple last movements until he takes them off of me.

He stays over me until I work on my breathing, my eyes are still closed and my chest moving up and down. My stomach feels numb still, that was amazing. He places soft kisses on my neck, coming back to my face. When I finally open my eyes he is staring at me with a smirk on his face.

"I love your moans." He says making me blush. "I should make a song about them."

"Are you always so romantic after giving a girl an orgasm?" A side of my mouth tilts up, moving my hand to that fallen curl in the middle of his forehead.

"No." He smirks, moving closer to almost touch my lips. "Call yourself lucky."

"Oh, I know I am." I say, bringing him closer to him to kiss him.

But just in time, we hear a high pitched honk coming from outside of our cabin. That was uncalled for.

"Guess we ran out time." He whispers, placing a final kiss and standing up. "Let's go wash ourselves. You're going to love our next activity."

Before changing my bikini to a clean one and putting a dress over me, he walks out of the bathroom and we both leave the cabin. The boy drives us to our next destination, and while he drives, I feel Harry's hand sneak between us and he intertwines our fingers.

Out of all the gestures, this is one of my favorites. He does it so natural, not putting much thought on it when it actually makes me all warm inside. Who would have thought that this boy, with his bad-boy appearance and rock star demeanor, was going to be so caring and cute?

We finally arrive to some sort of fishing house, the boy parking in the parking spots in front of it. Almost instantly, someone steps outside of the little store and receives us. He has a navy blue work Chemise and white swim trunks. Harry steps of first with his hand still in mine, I follow him.

"Welcome! You must be Harry and you must be Frances." He says, he has a french tone in his voice. "Are you both ready to an adventure under the sea?"

"Under the sea?" I ask, my mouth gaping. "Are we-?"

"Scuba diving? We are." Harry confirms, I open my mouth wider and make a little excited jump.

"I have always wanted to do it! Oh my god, I'm so excited." I say, now remembering there's a man in front of us. "Sorry, he wanted to surprise me."

"Well, it's going to be my pleasure to teach you both. I'm Christopher, come with me. I have a suit for the both of you." He says, moving his hand for us to follow him.

After taking a suit our size, we both grab our equipment and Christopher lead us the way towards a pool. He asked us some health care questions, if we had breathing problems or maybe panic attacks. Once we were clear, he started the lesson.

He teaches us the basics, holding our breaths and using the oxygen mask. He also mentioned the most common signs used under the water. It was a quick class, or that's what I thought. When we finished the little class, he came back with two sandwiches and two bottles of water, saying it was included in the plan and I was glad, I forgot I was hungry.

Then, we went into a small boat where we had to dress in the scuba suits. There was another instructor that was going to go with us, he started talking about the corals we were visiting and the fishes we should find under the water. He kept talking but I was more focused on seeing Harry struggle zipping his suit up. I went to help him, finally we were both in our suits.

The boat stopped near the shore of what seems like a private beach, the instructor telling us our tanks will last for nearly two hours but our little scuba tour is going to be shorter. But in case of any emergency, he tells us how to get rid of the tank. I glance at Harry, he has a concentrated stare on the instructor. This is so exciting.

The instructor goes in first, and Harry follows him. I jump right after, moving my clappers. I adjust my mask and he tells us he's going to do us a five minute test just to make sure the tanks are alright. We all put our oxygen masks and go inside the water. After the little test, he submerges again and we follow him.

At first it was just seeing plain dark blue, since the day was a bit cloudy and the sun wasn't shining that bright. But once we went a big deeper, when the flashlight on his head starting illuminating the ground, I spotted the corals.

We saw a bunch of tiny different kind of fish living in their natural habitat. I wanted to gasp, but I managed to remain calm. I took mental photographs of every single thing in here.

The instructor eventually signaled us to follow him. He showed us another coral after some minutes of swimming. This was like the one you see in movies but there weren't that much fish in here. Then, he kept swimming and we follow him. He showed us the way in between two big rocks and he let us explore a bit.

Everything finished all too soon, because soon enough the instructor showed us his clock flashing and that meant our lesson was over. He swim towards the shore of a different isolated beach and we finally had a grasp of oxygen, catching my breath and Harry did the same, both of us standing by the beach.

"So? Did you like the little tour?" The instructor asked, I took off my mask and pushed back my hair.

"It was amazing! Did you see the little seahorse?" I move my hands to my face, I turn to Harry. "Did you see the little seahorse?!"

"I did, love. It was incredible!" He says, his eyes are wide. The mark of the mask on his face, I bet I look the same. "But what about those huge rocks almost at the end? Nature it's amazing."

"I'm glad you both enjoy the little trip." The instructor says, now walking towards the shore. "I'm going to get us some coconuts. You can wait here until the boat pick us up."

"Thank you." We both say, almost at the same time.

We do follow him to the beach, sitting down in the sand while taking off our scuba attire. I unzip half of the suit, letting the cold air hit my skin.

"Woah, that was unbelievable, so freaking awesome." I say as I rest my hands behind me in the sand, moving my head back. "Than-"

"Don't thank me, that's all you do." Harry stops me, he is laughing. "I appreciate how thankful you are but- You don't have to thank me."

"Harry, what am I supposed to do?" I say, turning my head to look at him. "To not thank you every time you give me a nice surprise?"

"You're very stubborn, aren't ya?" He chuckles.

"I am." I move closer to him, now our bodies are next to each other's. "And if I want to thank you, I will."

He turns to look at me, an enamoured grin on his lips. He moves his hand to my face, moving his thumb down my cheek.

"Just think about when you become my girlfriend." He says, making a pause laughing softly. "An official girlfriend." He licks his lips, I blush without controlling it. "I'm going to keep doing nice things to you over and over. You don't have to thank me every time. I... I'm not used to it."

And it's now that it clicks inside of me. I remember when he told me about his previous relationships. That some of the girls were with him only because they wanted fifteen minutes of fame. Maybe they wanted him for his money. For his looks. I smile at him, feeling all kinds of warm inside.

The thoughts of knowing that does not know what true affection means is heartbreaking.

"Babe." I hold his hand that was on my face in both of mine. "I will always be thankful. No matter how little the gesture is." I give him a smile, reassuring him that it's okay. "It doesn't matter if it was a dollar chocolate or... A trip to the freakin caribbean islands." I make him snap a smile. "I still appreciate the chocolate equally. Do you get what I'm saying?"

He looks at me for a second, I have studied every single gaze he has given me and I know he understands.

"I guess I do." It's all he says, a shy grin on his lips. I chuckle shaking my head at him. "You called me babe."

"Come here" I say, cutting him off in a sweet way, moving his face to lock my lips with him.

He lays me down in the sand, his leg tangled in mine as he keeps kissing me, his tongue going inside of my mouth as we share salty watered kisses. I smile through the kiss, his hand in the crook of my face. He suddenly stops, staring down at me. His lips are a bit darker, it happens every time we kiss.

"Thank you, then." He whispers, staring deeply into me. "For being thankful with me."

"Now, that's something you shouldn't be thanking me for." I say, moving my hand to his face. "It's the way is supposed to be."

He gives me a sad smile, pecking my lips once more. We both sit up right after because the instructor announces he's back with our coconuts, already opened.

After forty minutes we're back in the cabin. We both go inside of the shower after agreeing we are too tired to take turns. We wash away all the salted water from our bodies and our hairs. We're both still using our swimsuits, so it's a very innocent shower. He uses my shampoo, just to tease me. I help him wash his hair, now he smells like delicious lavender. Then he helps me with mine, it was very playful, but not a single word was pronounced.

I leave the shower first, wrapping a towel around my body.

Once outside of the bathroom I take my swimsuit off still wrapped in the towel. I grab a smaller towel from the closet outside, drying my hair. I walk towards the window, the sun already went down but the orange lights are still illuminating the horizon. It's a beautiful view from our room. I dress myself, using one of his shirts just because they are more comfortable to sleep in and I get inside of the bed, my body pointed towards the view.

After a minute I feel the bed shifting with his weight and out of a sudden a pair of arms hug me from behind. He doesn't say anything, he just secures me close to him, his chest breathing on my back as I feel his breathing slowing.

And maybe it was the amazing day we had - or all the previous days combined - maybe it was that I'm hungry but also so tired to even think about food. Maybe it was his proximity, his warms arms wrapping me to him. Or the view in front of us. I don't know what caused it, but I feel it. Maybe I was too scared to accept it yesterday.

I feel the butterflies, the smile on my face, the warmness in my heart, the goosebumps in my skin, the defiant terror of knowing it filling every inch of my bones and I accept it, finally.

I accept that I feel it, I know I do.

It's love.

I love him.

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A/N: I don't know about this chapter but oH WELL

I have a surprise for the next chapter hohohoho get readyyyy lads