It had been a few days and I have been avoiding Milo by all means necessary. He had been leaving red roses on my nightstand every day as per usual.

I was so embarrassed about kissing him because I felt different it was out of my comfort zone and I just knew I had to put things back in order.
Even though that kiss was great. The thought of it made me ran my fingers over my lips.
Realizing what I did I shook my head ridding myself of the memories.

Not realizing I was standing by the kitchen counter with confused Maria watching me. "What?" I asked and she shook her head
"nada" rolling my eyes, I turned around to go outside when I ran into Milo.
Shit.

His smile was bright and warm and I couldn't help but feel some way inside. Quickly I shoved it out of my mind.

"Good afternoon all" he smiled specifically at me and then passed me straight and head to Serafina
" hola Bella (beautiful) can you please pour me a glass of water"
I don't know why but I felt a way when he called her that not to mention the fact that she was blushing really hard.
I had no idea where this feeling came from but I didn't want him near her.
"I've been looking for you" he turned around and watched me and shrugged "maybe you weren't because I've been in the same place that I've been in since I got here" he gave this sarcastic reply which annoyed me.

"Have some respect won't you. I don't want you walking into this house as you please!" He cocked his head to the side.  I needed an excuse to keep him outside.
"What? Why?"

"Because this isn't your house, your job is outside. You can't just do what you want to do!"
"Look Franchesca, you're being irrational if it's about the -"
"I DON'T CARE" I cut him off quickly knowing exactly what he was about to say. I didn't need the reminder.
"From now you ask from outside for whatever you need" I took my jacket off the chair next to the counter and went outside to wait for Federico.

While I stood there Milo came back "what is your problem Franchesca?"
"My problem is I don't want you inside my house getting comfortable with my maids now leave me alone!" I rolled my eyes.

"Ahhhhhh, you're jealous that's it" he was smirking and cheesing real hard. I scoffed at that statement.

"For the record I have an amazing boyfriend who will actually reach here any second I'm not jealous of anything while I have a good thing going on." I said proudly.

"I don't think you do buuuuutt if that's what you believe I'll let you think that but I still think you're jealous"

"Why would I be jealous of you? And who Serafina? You could date and I really wouldn't care. Wanna know why? Cause I got a good boyfriend and the poor don't interest me and I'm not attracted to you. I just don't want you distracting her." He looked taken aback.

"Noted." His lips were in a straight line before he walked away. I had a strong urge to apologize but maybe it was for the best for it to be this way.
Right then I heard the horn blow and Federico was here.

He said was taking me to this club because it was his friend's birthday, thankfully my girls were coming too so I wouldn't be completely bored or alone.

We made small talk on the way to the club but things felt a lil weird between us. I just couldn't put my finger on why but I just knew something was different.

I stepped out of the vehicle and when I came around he held my hand so I was guessing maybe this is a good sign.

When we entered the place was filled with people. Rico guided me through and when we finally reached the birthday boy's table, we wished him a happy birthday.

I sat down with Rico and tried engaging in conversation with the birthday boy "how was your day Mauricio?"
He shrugged "it was all regular degular. My momma didn't care if it was my birthday or not she woke my ass up at 8 in the morning" I laughed at that.
"I threw my tantrum when she left. I pulled up my pants and told her like the man I am, Me voy de este casa!" (I'm leaving this house!)
He turned his head a looked at me "you know what she did?"
Curious to know I said "what?"
"She slapped the shit outta me" he shook his head while I laughed. Latin moms for you.
"The only reason you ain't seeing it now is cause I had a girl put some make up on that shit" I couldn't stop laughing. We engaged in conversation for a while before he got taken away by some girls.

I had no idea where Federico went but he came back with drinks. All the boys were now gone so it was just me and him. "Mi amor, are you having a good time?"

I nodded "let's have a better time"
"Let shot this down" I looked at him like he was crazy but I went for it. Immediately I felt that burn in my chest. Federico looked like he was a little tipsy.

He came closer to me and started kissing me and I return the kiss. Then his hands started traveling up thighs and I tried pushing his hands back because I was a little uncomfortable and we were in public.

I'm not comfortable with that. At all.
But he kept going and I was just uncomfortable "Federico" I hesitated stopping cause I had no idea how he would feel about me postponing this but I just wasn't ready.

"Federico stop, we're in public" I push him back a little and he had an annoyed look on his face "Mi amor, who cares? Look around nobody is paying attention us" when I looked around he was right, they were all making out and being touchy feely. Some were actually getting up and going somewhere, I guess I know where that is.

"Yeah but Federico I'm not comfortable with this maybe another time when it's just me and you" he nodded and kissed on my neck. "We can take the back room right now" he whispered.
"But my girls are coming I don't want them to miss me" he shook his head "we can be quick"
"I don't want my first time to be like that" he nodded but looked annoyed "alright Franchesca" he got up "where are you going?"
"Don't worry about it" I stood up to stop him "Federico!" But he slipped past me and kept going.

I sat there in disbelief. He brought me here and he had left me alone.
Thankfully I saw my friends were here, they were passing through the dance floor. Before I did anything I saw they were walking towards me.

"Heyy girlfriend" Ariana hugged me and Bella followed.
"This party is lit!" Bella said jumping in excitement.
"Why are you here alone?" Ari asked "Federico went to get us some drinks" I lied because I really didn't want to tell them the real reason why.
They nodded "well, un I gotta pee real quick I'll be back" Ari said but they were acting strange "yeah me too" Bella said before they both rushed off.
Me finding it strange I followed behind them and stood by the entrance of the bathroom.
I could them whispering
"We have to tell her!" Bella said
"I know we have to tell her, but we just have to be prepared because we don't know what to expect from her"
"What do you mean?"
"What if she ends up saying we're lying or something you know like being in denial"
"She won't because he's still there sucking on the blondes neck like a damn leech!"
"Okay, I'm just saying we have to be prepared because I love that girl and I only want the best for her" she sighed
"You're telling me?! Federico has been a piece of shit but she loves him and I can't convince her not to she's just going to have to make that decision for herself. But she definitely deserves better than that"
After hearing this I went to look for Federico cause I couldn't believe what I just heard!
I called for my chauffeur that my dad assigned for me recently and I told him to pick me up while still looking for Rico.

I couldn't find him nowhere but I did find Mauricio "hey where's Federico?" He had that look of surprise with his eyes wide open. "He uh he was umm" he stammered "he went for drinks and I never saw him again" he was lying and it was just pissing me off.

I walked in the back and I know it was risky but  once I saw another friend of his I stopped him "hey Federico said to meet him in one of these rooms do you know which one it is?" He nodded "yeah it's the one down the hall to your right. "You're gonna finish that?" I pointed to the drink in his hand.
"It's if you want it" he shrugged I thanked him and took it.

Once I reached by the door, my heart was beating hard in my chest. I heard a female moan and I felt the stinging in my eyes.

I opened the door and behold I saw him on the bed with her sitting on his lap while he was kissing her neck and her lips.
"What the hell is this shit?!" Before I knew it whatever drink I had in my hand flew across the room but they ducked in time. I couldn't control the rage I had. The lamp that stood close by I took it flung it across the room towards them but they ducked in time.

I hadn't realize he was begging me to stop and the girl was crying. I took my heels off and I flung it at him and it hit him square in the forehead.
"Are you okay?" She tried to caress him but I took my other pair off and threatened to throw it at her too if she touched him. She scurried away from him.

"I hate you Federico, why would you do something like this to me?!" I cried "amor, I have needs, I'm a man! I need to have sex! I need some kind of release please understand" he said rubbing his head and pleading for me to understand.

"I thought you loved me!"
" I do but I never imagined I'd be with a virgin but I held on for the longest I could!"
"Do you know how embarrassing it is to be with a virgin! Seeing all my friends get laid and all I get is a good night kiss!" He yelled and I felt a whole wave of tears and anger piling up I took whatever was near and started throwing them again until a few pairs of arms began holding me back. That's when I realize there was a crowd by the door and they had all heard him.

This was the worst day ever! They dragged me out of the back room area and I realized Ariana and Bella were pushing the men to let go of me.

"Franchesca I'm so sorry" I held my hand up to stop Bella from saying anything else " I know and I understand, I- I- I just want to be alone right now" I pushed passed them.

"Franchesca!" Ari yelled after me but I just really wanted to go home.
Thankfully when I stepped out my chauffeur was there. I immediately hopped in the car and then the uncontrollable crying happened.
Until I reached home.

He dropped me at the walk way to the front door. I opened the door trying to control my crying and walked up the walkway. I took two steps until I see another car pull up and Rico came rushing out. I continued walking the walk way but faster cause I didn't want to see him.

"Amor! Amor!" He yelled running behind me as he grabbed my hand I used the other one to slap him.
"Don't cal me that because you know we're not together anymore!" I yanked my hand from his grasp.

"Babe don't say that, I only kissed her I didn't have sex with her I swear!"
"I don't care Federico!!" I yelled "you embarrassed in all possible ways y no te quiero ver mas!" (And I don't want to see you anymore)
"Babe, don't say that! you know I love you and I always will. If you want me to wait I'll wait for you." He went on his knees.

"Do me a great favor, leave or I'll have my security escort you out" I walked away and before I knew it I was whipped around and he held me tightly in his grasp he used his other hand to hold my chin tightly.

"I tried to do things the nice way I told you I was sorry!" He was really hurting me.
"You're hurting me!" I tried to pry his hands away from me but before I knew his body was ripped away from me.

"She said you're hurting her!" I opened my eyes to see Milo standing in front of me.
"Who the hell are you?!" He got up from the floor and was ready to charge at him but Milo punch him square in the face and before I knew  it the security came and dragged him away.

Before my Milo turned around I couldn't control my tears and I started crying but i turned off because I didn't want him to see me crying again.