Hi everyone~ I'll try to update everyday but we had school so it would be hard TT--TT anyways lets start....

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Jimin's POV

Love.... What is love? Love is a condition wherein the happiness of the other people is more important than yourself. Even though it hurts seeing them love another person.

Most love are unfair and fair. Fair for the people who fall inlove with the right ones and also their love ones love them too. While unfair for the other people who watch their love fall inlove with another person.

My kind of love is unfair. In other words its One-Sided Love, the most painful love of all, in my opinion. And Im so lucky having that love right now.....

I sigh and continue watching the love of my life.... with another person. It hurts? Yeah! But I have no right to be jealous because we have nothing between us. I hope we had but sadly we dont.

I just look at the book, I just took from this library. Well im in the library stalking them.... nah im just kidding I went here to sleep, but I cant sleep because it hurts. I read the title of the book I took.

Hanakotoba: Flowers and their Meanings

Wow how great, I got a flower book -__-. Well Im just going to read it to kill time and so that I wont see what they are doing. I started opening and reading some stuffs in it.

I look at their direction, and saw them laughing quietly as their faces are close... too close. I felt pain in my chest and quickly looked at my book. I just turn the pages, not caring whats on it. But my hand stops at a certain flower....

Yellow Tulip
Such a beautiful flower, but with a sad meaning.

Yellow Tulip means One-Sided Love.

I felt my cheek got wet and I touched it. Why is this wet and Why am I crying? My eyes widened and I quickly wiped my tears and put the book on its bookshelf. And I left the library quickly as possible.

I ran, ran towards somewhere. It hurt soo much, why?!?! As I ran tears were falling, falling and falling. As I stop running, Im already here infront of the exit of this school. We dont have any classes left so I left the school to go to the place I treasure a lot.

As I got here. Its an abandoned building, but the inside though... I went inside and its full of flowers. I smile this is my well our secret garden. The only two of us only knew this. I quickly went upstairs on the rooftop. This building is still stable so Im good. As I got there I sat on the edge. Its not really that high, and if I fall no one will really mind, well except for my parents. But I bet he wouldnt mind me dying since he already love someone else.

I just sung a little song...

Lonely, lonely, lonely whale
Ireohge honja noraebulleo
Oettan seom gateun nado
Balkge biccnal su isseulkka
(Lonely, lonely, lonely whale Singing alone like this
Can even an out-of-the-way Island, such as myself shine brightly)

I sigh again and look at the sun, its still up. I look down. I really wonder what will happen if I fall. I chuckled a little. Why dont I try? As I was about to do something.

Jimin hyung!!!! Someone yelled. I jumped a little and hold onto the metal on my side. My hear started beating fast, I really thought Im going to die!!! Im just playing a while ago.

Then I felt someone pulled me away from the edge. I look at who is it... Its him...

Jimin hyung!! What are you doing?!?! What if you fall from there?!?! Are you crazy!! He said at me well yelled.

Mianhae(sorry) Jungkook-ah and Im not trying to jump or comit suicide, Im just sitting in there relaxing I told him

But still!! What if you fell down? Hyung you cant leave me He said as tears fell from his eyes and my eyes widened and I hug him.

Im sorry Jungkook, I wont do it again... sorry I said as tears fall from my eyes.

We let go of the hug and he hit me in the arm.

You better be!! He said and I just smiled at him as I wipe my tears.

I will dont worry I said as I ruffled his hair, and he smiled.

Anyways what are you doing here? He asked me as we sat on the ground.

I got bored so I went here I lied to him. I went here because I was in pain seeing you inlove with another person.

Oh okay and GUESS WHAT?!?! He said and I looked at him.

What? I asked him.

TAEHYUNG TALKED TO ME!!! IN THE LIBRARY! AND ITS SOOO AWESOME!! HIS SOO CLOSE >////< He said as he fanboy. I smiled at him a fake one he wont notice.

Really?! Im soo happy for you Kookie ^^ I told him.

Thanks hyung~ how about you and your crush? He asked me.

My crush? He loves someone else I told him and his eyes widened.

Then you should make him fall for you! Or stole him from the one he loves He said. I ruffled his hair and smile.

If I did that he wont be happy and I want him to be happy. If he will be happy in the arms of another person, then I will let him go. Thats basically how love works Jungkook I told him and he pouted.

Thats so sad hyung and whoever your crush is, is lucky He said.

Lucky? Why? I asked him.

Because you love him so much that you will do everything to make him happy even though your hurt He said as he looked at me.

I guess your lucky then I mumbled.

Hmm? What did you say? He asked. I shook my head

Nothing come on lets go I told him and I stood up.

Okay Jiminie hyung ^O^ He said as he stood up to.

We started walking while talking about our day. As I got home I saw my mom and dad talking and it looks like important.

Oh Jimin your home, We need to talk My dad said. I quietly sat across the sofa they are sitting in.

What is it appa? I asked him.

Were planning on moving? My mom said.

Moving.. where? I asked them.

In America They both said.

My eyes widened no way... How about Jungkook?!?!

Well its just a plan, I mean if you want then will move but if you dont then were staying here My dad said.

Oh okay but can you give me some time to think? because it was too sudden, the request I told them.

Okay honey we understand My mom said as she held my dads hand tighter.

Looking at them you can really feel the love. I just smile and told them Im going to my room. As I got there... I started thinking. My future in there would be good, but my love. Leaving Jungkook will be hard since we were little were unseparatable! I dont think thats a word but nevermind were just like that!!

I lay on my bed. Tomorrow, I will answer there question. Only Jungkook can stop me. Only him.... and if he didnt then were leaving and Im leaving my feelings for him...

*skips to tomorrow*

Im here at school now. My heart started beating fast as I saw Jungkook. I was about to call him, but he already had company. My smile slowly faded and I just put my head down and started walking.

School was normal.... except for the fact that Jungkook is always with his crush Taehyung -___- I hate it. It hurts....

As the bell dismiss us, I went to my locker. Then I felt someone hug me. I looked and smiled.

Jiminie hyung~ I miss you! Jungkook said as he hug me tighter.

I miss you tooo Kookie I told him.

Im sorry hyung because I was away from you He said as he let go.

Its okay kookie as long your happy ^^ I saw you with Taehyung and you really are happy I told him even though It hurts for me. He smile showing his bunny teeth.

You know hyung, Im falling for him.... He said and I froze.

Then I heard an explosion inside of me. My heart it shattered into million pieces.

Hyung are you okay? He asked

Y-Yeah im fine im fine and wow good luck Jungkook I told him trying to hold back the tears.

O-Oh okay and thanks Jimin hyung He said. I cant take it anymore....

I gotta go now Jungkookie my eomma and appa told me to be home early, well see you I said as I started walking.

Okay hyung~ See you tomorrow He said and I quickly wave at him and left.

I ran ran ran, as tears fall again in my eyes. I laugh sarcasticly wow what a dejavu. I quickly got home and I fixed myself before entering the house. As I enter I saw my mom and dad.

Eomma, Appa I made my decision I told them and they looked at me.

Okay son what is it? My dad asked.

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Jungkook's POV

Todays another great day~ I cant wait to see Taehyung **. As I walk, I saw Jimin hyung!!! I was about to call him, but he quickly went in another direction? He was suppose to go to school! O.O his skipping classes!! This is a no-no.

I quickly went up to him and tackled him.

What the-- He said

Yah! Hyung your skipping classes!! I told him as I let him go.

Jungkook? He asked as he look at me. I pouted.

Where are you going? I asked him.

Any where, I dont want to go to school right now He said as I can sense his not in a good mood.

Well then lets go~ Lets enjoy this day then! I told him as I pulled him.

He didnt say anything, but I felt him held my hand tighter. I just lead him to a place we can enjoy!!

Ta-dah~ I told him as we were in front of the carnival

His eyes sparkle and I smiled.

Wow!!! This is daebak!!! He said.

I know come on lets play! I told him and we just ran.

We spent our whole day here at the Carnival. It was fun we ride some rides and we even play the games. We also won some stuffs toys!! One Bunny and one Cat. Jimin hyung had the Bunny and named it Kookie because he said it looks like me >3<. Then I named my cat Chim Chim because he look like him xD.

We finished our day in the secret garden, just laying down. Tired...

Today was fun I said.

Yeah, It was fun soo much He said then he sat up.

Jungkook, I--Im sorry He said and I sat up too.

Sorry? For what? I asked him. He just smile.

Im just ugh mianhae He said and I just laugh.

Your weird hyung I told him.

Can I hug you? He asked me and I froze for a second but nod.

He hug me and I hug back. I dont know why but I felt his upset right now and I dont like it. I want him to be happy. After some minutes.we let go.

I will miss you so much He mumbled.

What did you say? I told him not hearing what he said.

Nothing, anyways Jungkookie I better get going now, and thank for today I enjoyed it He said. As we both stood up.

Me too hyung I enjoy it and see you tomorrow~ I told him. He smiled a sad one?

Goodbye Jungkook and I-- I love you always remember that He said and I smile.

I love you too hyung I told him as we departed.

Hyung is so weird today. Maybe I need to cheer him up again tomorrow!! Yeah I will do that. I hug my Chim Chim(Cat Stufftoy).

*skips to tomorrow*

Im in school. I cant find Jimin hyung..... Taehyung didnt come to school. Where is Jimin hyung?!?! I sigh maybe his in the secret garden?

As school finished, I went to the secret garden.... His not in there >3< where is he?!! I went to the rooftop of it. I look confused. In there in the middle was a Yellow Tulip with a blue envelope attach to it.

I quickly went to it and read it. I froze as I saw....

To: Jeon Jungkook, Jungkookie, Kookie

Fr: Park Jimin, Jiminie, Chim Chim

It said and my heart started beating fast.... I took a deep breath and opened it.

Dear Jungkook,

Hi!! Your wondering where am I right? And also why am I writing you a letter? Well you see as you read this im probably gone... Well not gone gone but Im in another country now. Im sorry for not telling you this really sorry thats why im saying sorry to you yesterday... I also want to confess something, You know my crush? Or the one thag I love? Its you-- Yes you Jeon Jungkook. I love you not in a sibling or bestfriend way but in the way I want to marry you. But I cant I know you love Taehyung so here I am letting you go even though it hurts. Meeting you was the best thing that I ever happened to me. I love you sooo much Kookie and sorry for leaving you. Well I guess thats all, Take care of your self and remember I will always love you. Till we meet again ^^ <3

Love, Park Jimin

P.S: I bought Kookie(stufftoy bunny) with me!! So I wont miss you that much (even though I know I will) and oh a yellow tulip for you~ Wanna know why? Because that flower means One-sided love. Just like my love for you only one sided.

Tears, tears fell from my eyes. N-No way this isnt happening right?!?!?!

I sat on the ground crying... If only I told him that I love him he wouldnt be gone. Yes I love him too, but its all too late now.

I hug the letter in my hands. Im so stupid, stupid, stupid!!!!

I screamed and cry.

Jimin hyung............ Come back to me please... I love you so much, Im sorry if I hurted you im soo sorry... Hyung I promise we will meet again, and I'll fix my mistakes. I love you hyung, I love you I said as I cry.

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Umm Hi~ Sorry for the feels 😅 should I write a part 2 or just leave it like this? Anyways please vote or comment on what you think ^^