"Eat, you're to skinny"


Millie's POV:

The next day i woke up with a small smile on my face, as i recalled the events of last night. 

last night

I was woken up gently by Cameron, as it was time for dinner, I didn't want to wake up, i was grumpy in the mornings, i turned on my side so that i didn't have to face him, and continued my dreamless sleep. Some time later, as i was about to fall into a deep sleep, i was picked up by a pair of strog and hairy arms and moved, i groaned a little but moved around in Cameron's arms so get comfy. I heared faint chuckling. I opened my eyes a tiny bit to look him in the eyes and lecture him about not mocking me when i was sleepy but the small smile on his face made me speechless. "Your so cute kitten" he said whilst shaking his head to himself. 

He brought me down stairs and lay me on the most comfortable couch in the world and left me, only to come back a few seconds later with a bowl of steeming hot cheese and tomato twirly pasta, my favourtie shape. He sat beside me and handed me the hot bowl of food, and then turned the TV on as he dug into his own bowl of food. 

I didn't move. I think he noticed. Over the years at the orphanage i had lost my appatite for food, particially because they didnt feed me and Karly but mainly because every day we were reminded how fat we were and that we didn't deserve to eat. 

I didn't want him to say the same things to me, and i also was so scared to put on weight i refused to eat it. Despite how delicicous it looked. Trying to move the subject, so that he wouldn't notice my lack of appetite, i decide to ask him the questions that we're deeply on my mind. 

"Are you going to hurt me Mister?" i asked sincerly, keeping my eyes down so as to not make eye contact. "NEVER. i would never hurt you, you are too pure to be in this world. I would never hurt wat's mine. And you're mine now babygirl." , he said i was happy with his response but mainly scared of his possessivenes . "When am i going to go back to the orphanage?" i said in a small voice. Terrified of getting another punishement from my caregivers but also desperate to see Karly again. "Orphanage?, you're an orphan" he stated confused. "i didn't know" he said in a small voice , i didn't want him to feel pity for me, this angered me a little. "you're not going back to the orphanage, you will live here, with me" he stated in a mtter-of-fact tone with no room for discution. "But what about my friend Karly, i can;t leave her alone" at this point there were tears in my eyes. I coudn't leave her, she and i had been through so much together. She was practically my sister. "Please" i said my voice craking. When he heared my voice, his head shot up to look me in the eyes, he reached for me and brought me to his lap. He nuzzled his head into the crook of my shoulder and we stayed still for a couple of minutes in compelte silence. But it was comfortable, i knew at this point that i was beginning to trust him. 

"If is means so much to you babygirl, she can come and live here with us". At this point i beggan to sob, no one had ever showed me so much kindness. he hugged me tigher almost telling me it was okay to cry. 

One our emotional moment was over i tried to climb out of his lap in fear that i was too heavy for him and he would reject me just as i was beginning to trust him. "Where are you going babygirl, stay on my lap, i like you here, i need to be close to you so that i know your safe", he said as he kisses my exposed shoulder. I shuddered at the feeling but agreed.

As we were watching the movie he had found on netlfix i reached over me and handed me mu untouched bowl of pasta "Eat, you're too skinny, you need to get healthy" my heart began to been faster, i had no other excuses for putting of the food, what was i going to do. "No im not" i wishpered so lowly so that he coulnd't hear me but i was wrong. 

Hi, i just wanted to say a massive thank you to @karinas89 

 as well as @Annabellehdksjsnjsls

 for voting on every chapter on my book. It really meant so much to me :) 

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