Chapter 08: Speaking From The Heart.

The young man looked at his lover and he didn't know what she meant by "Bottled up feeling's."

Dawn,what-what do you mean you can't keep these "Bottled of feeling's?" Austin asked his lover,still holding onto her as he could feel her shaking a little.

You just..you wouldn't understand,i knew that you wouldn't...You men just don't understand and the only thing that come's into mind for men is sex and sex alone...

The young woman pushed her man away by only a little and he exclaimed softly as he wanted to get to the bottom of this and why that she was acting this way.

Hey,hold on a minute--!

He then grabbed her wrist and as she pulled away,his eye's wided a bit.

The reason why that his eye's wided a bit was because that tear's were rolling down her eye's.

Dawn,y-your--

Why?

Why,what? Was it..was it something that i did? Did i-did i do something to cause you to hurt?

Yes...

He really didn't know what he did and whatever he did to her,he knew that he was afraid to even ask her.

Please,tell me. Tell me what i did i do wrong to hurt you like this,i want to know. If you-if you don't want to talk about it,then okay...And,if your pissed off at me,then i'll-I'll sleep on the couch tonight...I understand...

The young woman then gritted her teeth a little as though that he obviously didn't get why that he hurted her,but she had to tell him the whole truth on why.

Ugh,it's you! You,you,you! Dawn declared at him,eyeing him,with tear's rolling down her eye's. Why? Why didn't you tell me that you and Winona used to date?

When she finally confessed,he understood why she was acting and feeling this way.

No,i-i don't-- Wait,who told you that? Was it..my mom? Did she tell you that?

No,your mother didn't tell me,nobody did...Just..Winona...She told me,back at the full moon ball...She told me everything and by everything,yeah...She told me that you both lost your virginitie's to each other,you both dated each other,and--!

All of a sudden,Dawn broke down crying as she buried her hand's into her eye's so that he wouldn't see how badly hurt she was.

Dawn...Austin replied her name softly,starting to walk over toward's her.

Why didn't you tell me?

I didn't..want to..hurt you...

When he was close to her,he pulled her over close toward's him as she looked up at him.

I hate you,but i-i love you...Dawn told him,still shaking a bit.

I know,you deserve the right to hate me,but you'll alway's be the one that i desire and truly love...

He leaned over and kissed her lip's as she barely kissed him back.

I've been..wanting to tell you about my past,but i was..too scared to tell you...Austin admitted to her,while he was stroking her hair gently.

The two were both sitting on the couch together and that the two were both close to each other as if they were living the life like a couple should.

It's true,Winona and i used to date back when we were both young teenager's...Austin replied softly and that he continued to stroke her hair some more.

Tell me,what was it like?

What..was it..like?

The young woman heard that the young man let out a soft sigh and she could tell that talking about this made him feel uncomfortable.

Well,when we were both dating each other,i pretended to be in a relationship with-with you...

When the young man confessed on what he just said,Dawn couldn't believe what she was hearing.

Yeah,i know...I guess..you can say that i..used..Winona,right? I wasn't..using her and all,i only pretended to be in a relationship with you and you only. I still feel bad about it and just talking about it is so uncomfortable...

Is it true,though? Were you really using Winona?

No,i wasn't...When i lost my virginity to her,i wanted to save myself for you,and i..wanted to lose our virginitie's altogether,but i guess..i didn't get that...After we had sex for the first time,Winona could tell that something was wrong as i broke down and told her everything...She understood what i meant to her and she-she didn't mind...

Huh? Dawn then looked at her man as she wasn't sure that she heard right. Are you being serious? Did she..really say that to you? She didn't..mind..being..used? But,why?

Why? That's what i wanted to know and when i asked her why,she said "Love will make you do crazy thing's."

That's so stupid,what an idiot!

I know,that's what i said to her. After i confessed that i didn't like her that way anymore,she..didn't take it too easy. I mean,she tried her best to bring and hook up back together,but i refused her.

I want to ask you this,what did you even see in her?

What i saw in her was you.

The young woman frowned a little at him and that he could tell that she didn't want to hear that.

No,i mean,i mean the caring,kind,and sweet side of Winona. Not the..other side of her.

What are you talking about? Are you telling me that..Winona has a..other her? As in,the bad,kinky,and mean other her?

Hey,yeah. W-Wait,how did you--?

Oh,you could say that i saw the other side of Winona that nobody else has seen. The other her just..make's me feel..creeped out like i'm being stalked by a stalker,but scarier. I can't believe you,i can't believe you see me as her!

Dawn,i didn't mean it like that. Please,don't think it like that way. Listen to me,you will never ever be like her. Your the caring,kind hearted,and sweet woman that i know and loved for a very long time. I wish i could turn back time and never did what i had to do with Winona. I wanted..you to be..my first,but you weren't...

She could hear the young man sniff softly and that she had a concerned look on her face as she felt bad for him.

I'm sorry,i'm really sorry...Austin apologised to her and that hugged her all of a sudden.

The young woman came closer to him and as she did,she then too,had hugged him back as she didn't want to let go of him.

I'm sorry,for..talking about my past and..Winona...I know how much your jealous of her..

What,hey! I-I'm not jealous of her,what make's you think that?

I know how girl's and women are when their jealous,you remind me of a yandere girl when her senpai get's taken away from her as she trie's her best to get him back no matter what.

Oh,you like going on a killing spree? Is that what youe saying?

N-No,just..different is all.

The two then bursted out laughing and that the two were both looking and smiling at one another.

I love you,my Beauty.

I love you too,Wolfie.

He leaned over and her eye's wided a bit as she knew that he was going to be leaning over for a kiss.

She then closed her eye's and waited for her man to kiss her back as the two both kissed each other.

When the two were both kissing,he had his hand onto her cheek as she exclaimed a little loud into the kiss because he got on top of her.

This made her lay on her back on the couch with him being on top of her as her cheek's were a little bit Red.

A-Austin...

Dawn,i--

Are your..animal instinct's getting to you?

N-No,not at all. I'm not into that at all,i was hoping that maybe..we should..go on a date tomorrow night.

A..date? As in..going out to eat for dinner? Dawn guessed the answer to his question.

Yeah,if that's okay with you. I-I mean,if your not too busy or anything.

No,i'm not busy at all. What did you have in mind?

I was hoping that maybe we should have dinner in downtown city tomorrow night,i think i saw a Japanese restaurant. They make pretty mean sushi and i know how much you love sushi.

Heh,i do love me some sushi. Okay,then. It's a date.

Great!

Ah!

The young woman's eye's wided a bit and the reason why she exclaimed was because she could feel Austin's tail wagging on her.

Aww,so cute! Dawn blushed and gushed,with a smile. You really are my Wolfie,aren't you?

W-Woof..

Now,who's a good boy?

M-Me,i-i'm a good..b-boy.

The young woman giggled and smiled even more as she patted him on the heas gently.

This made the young man wag his tail even more and that he leaned over as he licked her cheek.

Meanwhile with Hunter and Winona.

The two of them were both walking down by the beach as the two knew that it was getting late and that they had to return back home.

So,do you wanna tell me what that was all about? Hunter asked her all of a sudden.

I should ask you the same thing,you looked like you wanted something in return in as well.

You..could say that.

Tell me,what do you see in Dawn? I mean,is that..kind of woman just your type?

What can i say? She s beautiful,kind,and sweet. I can tell that she's the kinky type.

Oh?

Well,yeah. Good girl's and shy girl's are the kinky one's. How do i explain this to you? Ah,whenever there's a good girl,she act's all nervous and shy like. But,they say that she's just putting on an act and that no one want's to know about her other side as that side is nothing,but a kinky girl wanting an adventure and fun,of course. To be honest,your like that.

Oh,really?

Uhh,yeah,you are! Oh,come on! I heard and saw everything what you did back there,it was like i was seeing another side of you,but different.

The young woman looked down at the ground and the young man looked over at his friend as he could tell that she was quiet.

Winona,i actually hate seeing you like this. Hunter told her the truth. I know you want Austin back,but can't you..face the fact's that he's moved on,and already has someone else in his life?

I-I can't..do that...

Why not?

Because he was my first...

Hunter then let out a sigh and he know's how it feel's to be loved by your first love.

Don't you want to be happy? Hunter asked,still looking at her. I want you to be happy and not feeling..unhappy.

I do,i do want to be happy. I'll be even happier if i get Austin back in my life and your going to help me with that.

Why me of all people?

Don't just stand there and act all stupid,we both want what we want in life,right? Well,we're gonna get it rather we don't like it or not. That way,i'll get Austin back in my life,and you'll get Dawn. It's a win-win for the both of us.

Yeah,but--

Trust me,i know what i'm doing.

Saturday morning,around 10:30pm,Austin was moaning in his sleep and as he was slowly opening his eye's,he looked over,and saw that his lover wasn't in bed with him.

Mm,dawn?

He then shifted up into bed and then,he sniffed the air as he smelled cooking.

Mmm,something smell's good...

The young man then got out bed and as he was walking down the hallway's,he peeked his head out into the kitchen.

He saw that his lover was cooking breakfast for him and that he started to blush lightly.

She-She's cooking? Austin thought to himself and that he started to blush even more. I don't think i've ever seen her cook on the stove before.

Ah! Damn it...

He exclaimed softly and he saw that she was holding onto her hand as he saw that it was a little bit Red.

Dawn,are you okay? The young man started walking into the kitchen and he saw that she was holding onto her left hand.

I-I'm fine,i just..burned my hand a little. I'll be fine,i guess..you can say that i'm clumsy still.

Still,what do you mean?

Yeah,i guess you didn't know,huh? When i was a little girl,i would be very clumsy and i mean,really clumsy. I was such a klutz when i was little and i still am.

The young woman saw that he was looking down and that she too was starting to blush because he saw that she was cooking breakfast for him.

Are you..cooking for me? Austin asked her.

Y-Yes,i am. I-I hope you don't mind.

N-No,it's fine. I'm actually quite..surprised that your cooking breakfast for me.

Well,this will probably be your last time eating my breakfast and cooking.

Why would you say that?

Because..i..suck at cooking...I sometime's burn the food a little and that it's no good.

Nonsense,i'll still eat it even if it's burned.

This made the young woman smile warmly,with a light blush forming upon both of her cheek's.

Once the young lady was done making breakfast for her man,she blushed and placed the plate right in front of her lover as he was sitting at the kitchen table.

He looked down at his breakfast and he saw that she made bacon and pancake's as he murred softly.

Mmm,it smell's good. Austin admitted and that he licked his lip's. You..even burned the pancake's a little.

I-I'm so sorry! Please,you don't have to eat them if you don't want them.

No,it's just the way that i like em!

The young woman's heart started to pound a little and then,she saw that he was putting syrup onto his plate as she made her plate,too.

When she too,sat down into her seat,she was sitting across from him as the two were a few feet away from one another.

She was looking at him and when she did,she saw that he was smiling and eating his breakfast that she made for him.

This is..nice...Dawn thought to herself and that she looked down at her plate of breakfast. Is this what..happiness feel's like?

This is really good,Dawn. I really enjoy your cooking.

C-Come on,your just saying that just to make me feel better. My older sister think's my cooking is terrible! At least,she's honest in her own way,i guess.

This made the young man laugh and that the young woman was blushing and flustered all at the same time.

Hey,it's not that funny! Dawn protested at him. Jeez..

I don't know,i do like my food a little bit burned,but i'll eat anything that you'll make.

But,your cooking is way better than mine. I guess..you can say that i burn my food a little bit from my mother. Whenever she made food,it would either be burned or taste funny with no flavor. But my granny,my granny could cook!

Oh,yeah?

Mmm,hmm,she was the best cook ever. She would make a mean meatloaf and even spaghetti,too.

The young man then looked at her and once he did,he saw that she was eating her breakfast as the two stayed quiet.

Oh,Dawn...Austin thought to himself. I really want to know more about what had happened to you in the past when you were little...But,i'm too scared to ask her about that...Not after..what happened a month ago back at the hotel...

Hmm? The young woman blinked a few time's and that she looked over at him. Is something wrong?

Ah,no,nothing's wrong. I was just..thinking about something,that's all.

After about a few minute's of eating,the two took a shower,got dressed and as they did,Austin just remembered that he had to go to the public library for something.

Huh,you need to go? Dawn had a concerned look on her face and that she really wanted her man to stay with her all dsy today since it was their day off,after all. Why do you need to go to the public library for?

I'm sorry,but there's something that i have to do. I hope you can forgive me.

The young woman then let out a soft sigh and she knew that he was desperate to go and leave her all alone.

Okay,i understand..

He leaned over and kissed her on the forehead.

Don't worry,i'll be back. Don't forget,we have a date tonight.

I-I won't forget,i promise.

Alright,then. I'll see you later.

The young man smiled and opened the door as he stepped out,and locked the front door behind him.

See you..Dawn said and that she let out a sigh. Well,i guess i could--

Meow.

The young woman exclaimed and she knew that it was Snowball the cat calling out to her.

Snowball,is that you?

She then walked over toward's the window and as she looked down,she saw that the cat was outside,waiting for her to come out and greet her.

Aww,Snowball. Hang on,i'll get you something to eat.

The young woman took out a plastic bowl,poured some cat food into it,and headed outside to feed and greet her cat friend.

Here you go. Dawn placed the plastic bowl onto floor carefully right in front of Snowball as the cat started to eat her cat food.

The young woman was sitting on the step's in front of the house and that the wind started to blow a little as she was watching her cat friend almost finishing her food.

I'm glad to see that your back again,how on earth did you get to Austin's parent's house? Dawn asked the cat.

But the cat didn't say anything and that she was licking her paw clean as the young woman knew that the cat wouldn't talk back to her.

What am i going to do about Hunter And Winona? They won't leave Austin and i alone,it's like they don't want any of us to be happy or together...I really don't want to leave Austin because i love him and i feel like i'm the one who's known him for a long time,but i won't lose him to her...

The young woman stood up and that the wind was blowing a little bit more.

I refuse to lose him and we will be together forever no matter what.

That night,around 6:00pm,Austin and Dawn were both eating at a downtown sushi resturant as the two were both enjoying each other's company and dinner.

Austin saw that Dawn was wearing a Blue and White shirt with a Blue skirt that was a little bit long with Blue and White sandal's to match her shirt as he thought that she looked cute tonight.

You look cute tonight. Austin admitted to her,with a smile on his face.

I do?

The young woman turned to look at her man and she saw that he was wearing a Black and Red shirt with pant's as he was wearing Black shoe's.

Yeah,like your a naughty school girl teasing your teacher.

A-Austin!

Austin began to laugh and Dawn started to blush madly in embarrassment as she looked the other way.

The two thought that they were alone,but they weren't as two people were being watched.

Hunter and Winona were both watching them both as the young man knew that this wasn't going to end good,but he wanted to know what was the young woman planning to do.

Winona,what if Austin is right? Hunter started to say to her. What if you should move on?

I don't give up that easily and like i said,i alway's get what i want. I can't just give up that easily and i..i just can't...I don't know why your even telling me this since you don't plan to give up and move on,your planning to give up on Dawn?

Look at her,she look's happy. I can tell that this woman has been through a lot because i can sense and smell her aura,not to mention the fact that i see scar's all over her body,too. You can tell that she's been through so much and if she's this happy to be with someone like Austin,i will. I will give up on her.

Winona looked at Hunter by surprise and that she couldn't believe what she was hearing from her friend just now.

So,it is true. You really are giving up on her,what changed your mind? Winona asked,still looking at him.

Her,she's the one who changed my mind...I could never have her because i don't know her and she doesn't even know me. Austin make's her really happy and seeing her happy,make's me happy. She's a caring woman who's got a big heart and think's about other's before herself,i can see why he love's her so much.

Dawn smiled warmly and she fed her man a piece of sushi as he smiled at her.

Winona looked down at the ground and that she had a concerned look on her face as she knew that what she was doing was not right and that it was wrong.

Do as you please and it make's you happy,it won't. Hunter admitted and told her the truth. It'll just make thing's harder and worser for you as it already is.

Winona looked up and as she did,she looked at Austin and Dawn.

She saw that they were both happy and smiling at one another as tear's rolled down her eye's,and down to her cheek's.

Austin...Winona thought to herself and that she started to shake. What we had back then was special to me and you made me happy,but now,i think..i know..what i must do...

An hour later,the lovey dovey couple both paid for their dinner together,and that the two were both walking back to their car.

Man,you really were right. That sushi restaurant really is good! Dawn exclaimed,with a smile,while she was holding onto her man's arm as she was close to him.

I knew that you would have liked it,we should go out to eat more often.

But,i love your food more than any restaurant.

The young man stopped walking and his eye's wided a bit as he smelled a familiar smell.

Austin? Dawn looked at him as she too,had stopped walking. What's wrong?

The young man turned around and he saw Hunter and Winona as he narrowed his eye's at them both.

Dawn turned around as well and she saw them both as she looked down at the ground,with a concerned look on her face.

The four of them were both standing a few feet away from each other as they were all silent.

Austin. Winona said his name,while looking at him still.

What are you two doing?

Hunter saw that Winona was looking at him and Dawn was just standing there,looking at them both as she didn't know what was going to happen.

Austin,i-- Winona started to say and that she took a step forward toward's him.

Winona,i need you to hear me out. I want you to know that i already have someone and that someone that i have is Dawn. I used to love you that way,but i only love you as a friend. Your like family to me and your also like a little sister to me that i will alway's love and treasure. But,the one that i love is Dawn.

Austin held Dawn's hand and that she exclaimed very softly as she looked at him.

She saw that he was serious and then,her eye's wided a bit as she saw that tear's were rolling down his eye's and then,down to his cheek's.

Austin...Dawn replied his name softly.

The moon started to shine down upon them all and that the wind was blowing a little as the night air was just a little cool.

I'm sorry,Winona. I feel like..i-i used you and if i did,i just want to say that i'm really sorry. You must think i'm scum or trash,but i really am sorry deep down into my heart.

Austin,n-no. Y-You didn't use me..

Winona had tear's rolling down her eye's and down to her cheek's as she smiled warmly at him.

Dawn really doe's make me happy and i want to be with her until the day that i die,until the day that we die,until that it's time for us to leave this world. Austin spoke the truth.

Dawn started to shake a little by what her lover was saying and that she too,felt like crying by how touched his word's were reaching out to her.

Hunter just stood there,smiling warmly as he stayed quiet.

You didn't do anything wrong and i'm-i'm glad..that your..finally happy...Winona said softly. If she make's you happy,then,i'm happy,too. All i want to see is you be happy and smile because that make's my day...

Winona...

The young man let go of Dawn's hand and he came over and hugged Winona as she began to cry softly.

Dawn had a concerned look on her face and that she felt bad that she took Austin away from her as she loved him almost as Dawn loved him.

Hey,listen-- Hunter started to say and that he started walking over toward's Dawn. I'm..really sorry that i..well,you know. Back at the..full moon ball.

O-Oh,i-it's okay..

The young woman started to blush madly in embarrassment and that she felt embarrassed.

It's just that..Austin is really lucky to have a beautiful and lovely woman such as yourself. I hope you two will be together forever and if he ever trie's to hurt you,you just let me know.

Hunter then smiled at her and that she smiled back at him as it was a deal.

Austin and Winona both looked at each other and then,the two both smiled at each other as she sniffed softly.

I'm sorry,i'm so sorry for hurting you and her. Winona apologised to him.

It's okay,i forgive you. But,i think you owe someone else an apology.

Winona looked over at Dawn as she saw that she was talking to Hunter.

Then,all of a sudden,Winona walked over toward's Dawn as the young woman exclaimed softly.

I-I'm so sorry for what i did and what i said. Winona apologised to Dawn and that she felt bad. I hope that..you can forgive me and that maybe we could..be..friend's?

Dawn looked at her and smiled.

I forgive you and we can be friend's.

Winona exclaimed softly and that she too,smiled as well.

Austin and Hunter smiled and that the two men were glad that the two young women were now friend's.

Well,then. We better go. Hunter said. We'll see you two later.

Yeah,same to you. Winona?

Yes?

The young woman looked at him and that he looked back at her as well.

Thank you. Austin thanked her.

The young woman smiled when he thanked her.

Your very welcome. Winona nodded,while she was still smiling. See you two later.

The lovey dovey couple both watched as Hunter and Winona walk and leave as the two of them were both alone now.

When Hunter and Winona were both walking together,he looked over at her as he saw that she was smiling warmly.

Hey,are you okay? Hunter asked her as he wanted to make sure that she was okay.

Yeah,i am. I'm okay,thank's for asking.

When the two were still walking,Hunter reached over and held onto her hand as she exclaimed softly by surprise when she felt him holding onto her hand.

I'm glad...Hunter replied softly and that he was still holding onto her hand as she didn't mind holding onto his and that the two continued on walking,without saying a word to one another.

Austin and Dawn were both walking back to the car and as they were walking,the two were both holding onto each other's hand's as he was smiling and that she was blushing lightly with a warm smile on her face and that she was glad that everything was going to be okay and that everything was going back to normal.

Well,almost...

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