lucy pov

today was gonna be a normal day by the looks of it I walk to the guild as usual huh what might be wrong now nothing so far the fishermen told me to be carful I said okay stopped by a sakura tree for a little then continued to the guild to see a lisanna and team natsu looking at me erza whipered sorry I don't know why but soon I found out natsu said luce we are taking you of our team you were just a cusion for all our falls and we don't need a set back anymore. I smiled walked away sat at a table with my heart shrivling up and dying while I look like my normal self on the inside to I am feeling like a robot  so i asked for a milkshake and left with a fake smile that could convince anyone and like a robot i walked with my emotions stuck in a  heart that's locked up in a box with chains that can only be broken with love but i doubt that will happen ever again so i go home and my eyes cry but i don't make sound its dead silent with only my eyes acting with emotion nothing else i smell my tears they are filled with my emotions that should be plastered on my face but no i am putting them in like a trash and exit me threw a emotion less state i fall asleep with my eyes desperate for sleep and then the darkness consumes me and i feel at peace with the darkness i never want to leave never i don't want the pain of the world no i don't and a dragon with blue swirls but is black as night he looks like my soul heart and body he looks like my peace my peace that i should feel he looks at me with the eyes of greed and want full of vengeance love hate and the rest of my darkest emotion he looks like a replica of what i should be and what i want to be he looks at me and reacts and says oh you will be like me darling you will. and i see destruction and death i feel at peace with the world and deside that might be what i desire and then i walk into the desolate place full of darkness i love it my eyes feel like rage and they turn blood red matching that dragons eyes i love it but its not enough to break my chains over the box its enough to strengthen them i like it i fall in a grass patch and i lay their admiring the desolate area with my new blood red eyes full of the darkest emotions of the world

hello friends this is the first chapter and its deep like really deep i didn't know i could make it that deep but i hop you like it bye

sencirily kiwi