(september 9th, 2004)

(ᴬ ⁿᵒᵗᵉ ᶠʳᵒᵐ ˣᴮ: ᴼʰ ˡᵒᵒᵏʸ, ⁱᵗ'ˢ ᵂᵉˡˢ' ᵗᵘʳⁿ)

Hands down, one of the best summers I've had in a long time. I spent two weeks at a summer camp with my friend in early June, then spent the rest of the break with my family at our cabin!

But, it's September again, and now we're back to school... I guess there are upsides of school, like getting to see Jev, Hypno, and xB everyday.

Unlike last year, Hypno, xB and I aren't all in the same homeroom, unfortunately. It's xB, Jevin and I this year. Hypno is on his own, but at least Jevin and I have Social Studies with them! And I think xB might have Creative Writing with him too-

Oh, speaking of writing, this is not a diary. Just wanna make that clear. It's where I write little spur-of-the-moment song lyrics... So don't expect that many entries. I only write about important stuff, like the first day of tenth grade, or the fact that JEVIN IS SO MUCH TALLER WHAT-

Okay, that's an exaggeration. He's as tall as xB now, so like, two inches taller than Hypno, one inch shorter than me. I don't know why I felt the need to mention that. (ᴬ ⁿᵒᵗᵉ ᶠʳᵒᵐ ˣᴮ: ᶜᵘᶻ ʸᵒᵘ ˡᵒᵛᵉ ʰⁱᵐ ᵈᵘᵐᵇᵃˢˢ)

But anyway before class started on the first day, the four of us met up! I'm sure I had the biggest grin on my face as I walked over to them.

"Jevin!" I called, pulling out my earbuds. "xB, Hypno!"

Hypno turned first, "Hey! Wels!"

The last time I'd seen them had been just two months ago, but all three of them seemed to have changed.

Hypno was actually wearing a T-shirt for once, and his demeanor (xB taught me that word-) seemed a lot more.. mature? Not all of their hair had been tucked into their bandana, which made me think that maybe, just maybe, he's less insecure about it

xB grew like.. one single inch. And I mean, good for him- but... His voice also dropped quite a bit... But other than that he's basically the same.

As I said earlier, Jevin got taller. He also got a few new piercings and re-dyed his hair, the colour now a sharper shade of blue, almost the same colour as my eyes. I think he's also using new shampoo 'cause when he hugged me, his hair smelled different.

"Hey Jev," I laughed, ruffling his hair. I smiled up at xB and Hypno. "Hey, Hypno, xB! It's been a minute, hey?"

"It's has been! '' xB nodded, "But we're back."

"Hey, c'mon" Jevin glanced back at xB and Hypno, gesturing for them to come over. "Group hug, Losers."

"This is so stupid.." xB rolled his eyes, joining the hug. "C'mon Hyp!"

Hypno shook their head, a smile playing on their lips. "Nuh-uh. Physical contact is reserved for the special-est people."

I got that he was kidding -- he probably just didn't feel like hugging -- but I noticed xB's face fall. That just won't do.. (ᴬ ⁿᵒᵗᵉ ᶠʳᵒᵐ ˣᴮ: ʷᵗᶠ ʰᵒʷ ᵗʰᵉ ʰᵉˡˡ ᵈⁱᵈ ʰᵉ ⁿᵒᵗⁱᶜᵉ⁻)

But Jevin beat me to teasin Hypno. "Didn't you legitimately cuddle with xB that one night at camp?"

The group hug broke apart, the three of us laughing at the absolute horror on Hypno's face. He turned away, blushhinggg, and muttered, "that was an accident. Doesn't mean anything."

I rolled my eyes. "Yeah, sure."

Hypno was about to say something, perhaps they were going to bite back, tease me for "liking" Jevin (though I have no clue why xB and them think that.), but they were cut off by the bell.

"Uh-" Hypno pursed his lips, "We're gonna be late on the first day- b-bYE-"

"See you at lunch!" xB yelled, before checking his watch as Hypno ran off. "Yeah we should probably go-"

We followed Hypno's example, bolting into the school, and to class.

First day of grade ten, sophomore year.
Here we go again.

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Notes of the Day:

Please, look at me,
I want your attention~
Dance wi

Fuck
(ᴬ ⁿᵒᵗᵉ ᶠʳᵒᵐ ˣᴮ: ᵐᵒᵒᵈ)

'Just can't get enough of you,
Baby, baby, baby, blue
I'm just fifteen, and in so deep
There's Ocean water 'round my feet
Smooth like the current, cool like Ice
You freeze my heart, i find it nice
And even if our love runs through,
Oh, baby blue, yeah, I love you,

To-do
-Make a mixtape for jevin
-ask hels abou xay
-ask hels about polynomials
-write a song
-work on 'Perfect-lyrics'
-give xay the talk

Best friend, hold your breath,
I'll be with you 'til nothing's left
Pull me close, I'll kiss your neck
Oh, Best friend, you're the best

J̶e̶v̶i̶

I don't wanna ruin us,
But I've been thinking through some stuff
And falling in love can be tough
But for you I'd risk the world, my love

Polynomials
• an expression of more than two algebraic terms, especially the sum of several terms that contain different powers of the same variable(s).

I hate homeroom
I hate school
At least I get to
Look at you

Who is 'You' ( ͡° ͜ʖ ͡°)
-xB

Write in your own notebook bitch
(ᴬ ⁿᵒᵗᵉ ᶠʳᵒᵐ ˣᴮ: ᴵ'ᵐ ᵇᵃᶜᵏ ᵇⁱᵗᶜʰ)

Who are you,?
Why do I love you?
Why don't I know you?
Why do I need you?
Are you close to me?
Are you imaginary
Do you also love me
What could we be?

(I just rhymed 'you' with 'you' four times I hate my self aksjevsgk)

Songs for Jev's Mixtape
-Shut up and Dance with Me
-Best friend
-Summer of '69
-Free Falling
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