(august 9th, 2004)

Hey there.

Been a while, hey?

It's the summer of 2004, and Hypno, xB and I are all over at Jevin's for a sleepover. I'm currently awake (obviously) at one in the morning on Jevin's couch, with a bunch of morons conked out around me.

Hypno is facedown on the rug, in something of a T-pose position. And do not ask me how they are breathing because I do not know-. xB is curled up on the armchair… upside-down? I don't understand how he got where he is, or how he's not tremendously uncomfortable but… whatever.

(ᴺᵒᵗᵉ ᶠʳᵒᵐ ˣᴮ: ᵈᵒⁿ'ᵗ qᵘᵉˢᵗⁱᵒⁿ ᵐʸ ˢˡᵉᵉᵖⁱⁿᵍ ᵇᵉʰᵃᵛⁱᵒʳˢ.)

Jevin is starfished on the opposite side of this couch, looking adorable as ever. And by that I mean he's drooling. I'm being sarcastic.

Okay maybe I'm not he is really cute with his hair like that-

But anyway! On the subject of Jevin, I've made a decision. Well… less 'I've made a decision' and more 'I was bullied into this decision quickly after telling Hypno and xB that I like Jev'.

I'm maybe gonna ask him out. And maybe he'll say yes. And maybe we'll start dating.

There's a lot of 'maybe's.

But my problem is: I can't just say 'oH hEy jEvIn i rEalLy lIkE yOu, WaNnA gO oUt'-- No!  I have to do it the Wels Way™.

So. I've made a decision.

I'm gonna write Jevin a love song. Which honestly seems like an obvious thing to do in retrospect but xB was the one who gave me the idea.

I want to confess before school starts, but I only have one month and it'll take longer than that to write a song… though I totally could take a prompt from some of my forgotten lyrics like… like-

Like Baby Blue. Oh my god.

It's perfect.

…

I've got a busy month ahead of me. But it'll be worth it.

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Notes of the D̶a̶y̶ night:

Original Baby Blue Lyrics:
'Just can't get enough of you,
Baby, baby, baby, blue
I'm just f̶i̶f̶t̶e̶e̶n̶ sixteen, and in so deep
There's Ocean water 'round my feet
Smooth like the current, cool like Ice
You freeze my heart, i find it nice
And even if our love runs through,
Oh, baby blue, yeah, I love you,'

This sounds gross I wanna change it

Notes for New Lyrics:
- guitar happeee vibe, please
- COMPLIMENT THE GUY
-  Jevin likes cheese (the literal kind and the metaphorical kind) So make it super cliché. Cliché love song
- blue theme - think oceans, ice, the sky, his hair (duh), blue raspberry Popsicles I guess

Verse
(References)
Riff?
Chorus
Wannabe with

…

(A/N: The next few chapters won't be around for a while for two reasons; I'm going on a trip with my family, so I won't have WiFi for the next three weeks and also… we gotta birth le Baby Blue, which'll take a while. Luv y'all, stay safe and we'll hydrated!! <3/p)