(september 7th, 2005)

I hate writing. It gives me a headache. But I should probably practice writing because it's grade eleven now! And junior year! And apparently the hardest year of highschool!

Yaaay <~~ (sarcasm)

But, the hardness (lol) of the grade is not the only thing that's different. Because im looking for things to write about, I want to note some weird behavior coming from our one and only Prince Charming; Wels.

DUDE WHAT IS UP WIHT HIM- I've asked Hypno and xB if they are noticing anything, but they just glance at eachother and shrug.

...come to think about it, he's been acting kind of off since we kissed last winter- which I guess could change a lot, but Wels had insisted that the kiss didn't make anything awkward so... I don't know.

I'll let you in on a little secret, Mr. Book, I was kind offff hoping that after we kissed and stuff he'd like... profess his undying love for me so I wouldn't have to say anything or make any moves or whatever but alas, the guy friendzoned me ...uh- i think.

I'm pretty sure that was a friendzone he pulled.

It's hard to tell with Wels.

But anyway, What I can tell is that he's been acting weird ever since, especially around me.

Best case scenerio: He likes me.

Worst case scenerio: He hates me because we kissed.

But I'm not an idiot, Wels wouldn't just decide to hate me one day, just because of one, seemingly insignificant kiss. I'm not going to assume that he hates me, it's not logical.

Well. There are my feelings for today. I still hate words. This took me like thirty minutes. I'm tired. I want to sleep.

Goodnight, fuck writing, fuck feelings, fuck you <3

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(A/N: AYO I HAVE WIFI FOR LIKE THE NEXT-- TWO DAYS CUZ MY COUSIN'S GOING OFF TO COLLEGE SO WE GOTTA TELL HER BUH BYE HIIII)