Chapter 34: Love

"When you look me in the eyes I can feel how much you love me."
                       -Anonymous

Your body shivered as you stared at the red-headed male infront of you, your arms crossed over your chest as an attempt to gain some extra protection from the cold weather.

Your blue orbs watched as Hoseok saddled up the horses, his tangerine gaze carefully studying the leather saddle as he buckled it around the horses stomach.

"Are you sure about this?" He asked suddenly "You may never see them again...this could be your last chance to say goodbye."

You sighed heavily and shook your head.

"I've already told you: If I even told them I was leaving they would lock me in my room again. It's better this way."

Hoseok slowly nodded sadly, his hands continuing his task.

"I wouldn't blame them...this is a dangerous mission..and they all care deeply about you, myself included."

You raised your eyebrows.

"Then why are you helping me?"

The sorcerer shrugged.

"Even if I tried to talk you out of it you'd just sneak out by yourself. At least this way I'll be there to protect you."

You nodded slowly, taking a step closer to the red head.

"Thank you Hoseok, for everything."

He chuckled.

"No problem."

You grabbed his hand softly, intwining your cold fingers with his. His soft gaze met yours tenderly, confusion swirling in them as you slowly stepped closer.

"I mean it. Thank you so much for believing in me. Thank you for everything."

Hoseok's eyes widened, his heart thrumming loudly in his chest as he stared into your blue eyes. He swallowed hard, his gaze falling onto your parted, lips which were now a light shade of rosy pink due to the cold.

He moved closer to you, his body seeking out your warmth and his eyes never leaving your lips.

A deep blush rose onto your cheeks at his longing gaze, you could feel his hand holding onto your tighter, beginning to gently pull you closer towards him. You could swear your heart stopped beating. He was so close, and yet, so far away.

A gentle breeze blew around the two of you, causing a few strands of his red locks to fall out of place. You gently moved your free hand up to move them, but Hoseok's other hand caught you before you could, he held your hand softly, bringing it to his lips and kissing it tenderly.

You couldn't breathe.

You had always seen Hoseok as a ray of sunshine, a bright and friendly companion with a happy and positive disposition, but now, under the paleness of the moonlight...he looked ethereal. Perfect in every way.

He gently squeezed your hand, pulling it away from his lips.

"You are so beautiful." He whispered. "Every time I see you, you leave me breathless."

Your eyes widened as you stared at the smiling man. Normally you would retort with things like "no I'm not" or "yeah right" but His voice was filled with such sincerity that you found yourself unable to doubt what he had said. He made you feel wanted, and loved.

Hoseok's body slowly gravitated towards yours, his chest bumping into yours and his hand slowly moving to hold you and your lower back, and his other hand, releasing yours and gently crumpling your face, as his thumb rubbed your cheek tenderly.

"Can I kiss you?"

Your blue eyes fell onto his parted lips and rose back up to meet his now pale yellow eyes.

You opened your mouth to speak, your body whole heartedly agreeing.

"Ye-"

"What are you doing?!"

Your body jerked back from Hoseok's in fear at the deep, loud voice that boomed through the silence of the night. Your heart now pounding for an entirely different reason.

Your gaze rose up to meet your attacker, falling on Min Yoongi, who was basically fuming where he stood.

His body was still adorned in his silk night robes and his chest heaved in anger as he took in the sight before him, his ruby red eyes glared at the two of you.

You began to shake, you couldn't tell if it was from the cold or from the glare that Yoongi was sending both of you. Betrayal, hurt, anger and sadness all swam in his red eyes as he clinched his jaw tightly.

You cleared your throat awkwardly.

"I-I can explain."

Yoongi continued to glared at you, his eyebrows knitted together in anger as he turned on his heel, marching towards the Great Hall.

"I'm telling the others."

Your eyes widened and your feet followed after him quickly.

"Yoongi you cant do that! If you tell them they'll try to keep me here."

"Exactly." He growled out.

You frowned as you followed him up the steps and into the doors of the great hall.

"I'm not going to stay here. I can't. And you can't make me!"

Yoongi suddenly stopped walking, his body coming to a complete halt as he slowly turned to face you. His red eyes glowing in the darkness.

His hands suddenly grabbed your upper arm roughly, pulling you in an unknown direction.

"Hey! Let me go!" You protested, trying to free yourself from his grip as your feet struggled to match his fast pace.

He threw open a large wooden door, to reveal a bedroom, you assumed it was the one he was staying in. He slammed the door shut and roughly released you, his hands running through his hair as he angrily paced the room.

You rubbed your sore wrist angrily.

"Stop pulling me around like that, I'm not a child!" You yelled angrily.

Yoongi stopped pacing and glared at you.

"Then stop acting like one." He growled out.

You raised an eyebrow, placing your hands on your hips.

"I'm not acting like a child, I'm acting like a woman with the freedom to make any decision I want!"

"You are being, impractical, childish, and selfish!" He retorted.

You scoffed.

"Just because I want to help these people by tearing down the wall-"

"THIS ISNT ABOUT THE GOD FORSAKEN WALL Y/N!"

You moved towards him angrily.

"Then what is this about?! You're acting like a jerk to me for no reason and frankly I don't appreciate it!"

Yoongi scoffed in disbelief.

"You really don't know what this is about do you?!"

"No I don't! Why don't you shed some light on the subject?!"

Yoongi didn't hesitate.

His feet quickly matched over to you, determination and anger in his eyes.

Your eyes widened.

"What are you-"

He cut you off, his large hands roughly grabbing the sides of your face as his lips met yours roughly.

You blinked your eyes in shock at his sudden actions, your hands moving to push at his chest, in an attempt to make him stop, but he didn't, in fact, your touch only drove him more.

He began stepping forward, your feet following him as he moved quickly, your back slamming against the wall of his bedroom as he continued to kiss you passionately.

"Y-Yoongi Stop." You mumbled against his lips, but he was relentless, his lips continued to move harshly against yours.

Passion radiated off of him in waves and you slowly began to succumb to his advances, your hands slowly trailing up his chest and tangling in his raven locks as you slowly began to kiss him back.

Yoongi slowly pulled away, his eyes now dulling to a pale yellow and filled with adoration as he stared softly at you.

You pushed him away, frustration swirling in your eyes.

"Why would you do that?." You asked. "You can't just kiss me whenever you want."

Yoongi frowned.

"Why do you insist on being difficult? Why do you insist on hurting me time and time again?" He asked, his voice cracking slightly.

You eyed him curiously.

"What are you talking about."

Yoongi sighed sadly.

"You know that I love you."

You gulped down hard, your eyes falling to the ground. Just a few seconds ago this man was yelling at you and shoving you against the wall, but now his voice rang with only sadness.

"I'm sorry." He suddenly stated. "I know I crossed the line. There is no excuse for my actions tonight. I behaved like an idiot and for that I am sorry."

You raised your gaze to meet his.

"It's okay." You stated softly. "I said some things that were out of line too..."

Yoongi sighed, running his hands through his locks, laughing sadly as he stared at the ceiling.

"Why can't you love me back?"

Your eyes grew wide at his words.

"I-I-"

He cut you off.

"It's okay if you don't love me back," He started. "Just give me a chance to show you how much I love you."

You bit you lip, eyes falling onto the ground as the raven haired king approached you, his hand gently gripping your chin and moving you  to come face to face with him.

"You never fail to amaze me. Everyday there is something new that makes me fall in love with you even more than the day before."

You stayed silent... your eyes staring into his.

"I'm not saying you have to love me, I'm just hoping that one day, you will."

A/N,
Hello!
So I've had an idea and I really like it and I'm so excited to see this go through. I'm doing a "character Q&A"

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