"Jealousy, that dragon which slays love under the pretense of keeping it alive."
                                   -Havelock Ellis

Namjoon sighed as he ran his hands through his dirty blond hair, his mind was a mess,all he could think about was you.

Y/nY/nY/n

His mind was all over the place every time he turned around he was thinking of different scenarios, his golden eyes trained on the creek infront of him.

When he had first met you.

When he healed you.

When you cared for Hoseok.

Namjoon released a frustrated grunt and continued to pull on his dirty blond locks.

He was old.

He'd been alive since before the Great Wall was built, he was there when the rest of his kind died, trying to place the Great Barrier around the Dark Forest. He had seen Kings and empires come and go and never once did he even consider having feelings for someone.

And then he met you.

You, a girl much younger than him, but every bit as wise. Your blue eyes were the first thing that had Namjoon captivated, he'd only seen the curse's color one other time before the Great Wall was built, and that person died in order to build the terrible wall.

You were different from any other woman. You were brave, kind, smart and beautiful. Everything you did, you did with grace and elegance, showing no fear or hesitation.

Namjoon didn't understand his feelings.

He didn't know why he constantly found himself moving closer to you, or trying to sit next to you.

He didn't understand and it bothered him.

It bothered him terribly.

Namjoon had always been a kind man, putting others before himself, always wanting to see others succeed where he could not.

But when he saw you with Hoseok-

Namjoon sighed, rubbing his hands down his face. He's never been jealous. Ever. But the way you smiled at him and spoke so softly made Namjoon's blood boil.

He knew he shouldn't feel that way. Hoseok and Namjoon were the last of the Great Sorcerers, they had been through thick and thin together, even if they were from different kingdoms. Namjoon always wanted Hoseok to find happiness in his life.

But he didn't want him to have you.

He didn't want anyone to have you.

"Namjoon?"

Speak of the devil.

His heart jumped at your soft voice, his body turning to face you.

"Ah. Hello lady y/n." His voice was shaky. "Did you need something?"

You smiled and shook your head, eyeing the sorcerer warily.

"No. I just came to get Hoseok some water."

Namjoon frowned as he watched your blue eyes move across the stream, his chest stinging with bitterness at the mention of Hoseok's name.

"How is Yoongi fairing?" He asked, trying to avoid the sorcerers name.

You shrugged before bending down and placing the bowl into the creek, using your hands to rinse out the bloody water.

"He's fine, just a huge baby. He's sleeping now though."

Namjoon nodded, moving his eyes to look up at the sky, from what he could tell it seemed to be about 3 in the afternoon.

"We will probably have to make camp here tonight. We've already lost most of the day." He sighed out.

You nodded your head, filling up the water bowl.

"Hoseok said that too."

There it was again.

Another pang of jealousy.

Namjoon's golden gaze snapped back to your form, watching you stand up, your eyes being wary of the water bowl in your hand.

You jerked at a sudden pain in your shoulder, dropping the water bowl,causing all of the clear liquid to spill out onto the ground. Your left hand immediately moved to your wound, gently holding the area to try and get some relief.

Namjoon's golden eyes widened at your pained gasp, his body moving swiftly to stand by your side.

"Are you alright?" He asked.

You nodded, turning to face the dirty blond male.

"My shoulder hurts."

Namjoon's mind immediately went to the Umbra bite, worry filling his mind.

"May I?" His voice was soft as he motioned towards your shoulder.

You nodded and began to untie the front of your shirt until it was loose enough to fall away from your shoulder.

Namjoon gulped at the sight of your bare, sun kissed skin. Your whole right shoulder blade was on display before him, the rest of your upper body only covered with a flimsy shirt that was far too big for you.

You pulled your (h/l), (h/c), hair to the other side of your neck, giving him a full view of your shoulder.

Your skin looked so soft, and flawless. The sun had darkened your complexion, making you tanner than you were when he had first met you. Namjoon could see the top part of your black brassiere peeking through the fabric of your shirt and he swallowed hard, remembering when he had seen you in it the day before.

ControlControlControl

Namjoon had to chant the word in his mind, as he moved closer to your bitten shoulder.

Small drops of blood were seeping from the scabbed over wound, causing Namjoon to worry a bit. His long fingers brushed your skin and he had to stop himself from gasping.

You were so soft.

ControlControlControl

The sorcerer swallowed hard, shutting his eyes tightly as he tried to compose himself.

"It looks like the wound has opened." He stated with a shaky voice.

Your ears perked up at his unusually weak tone.

"It must have happened when I was pulled from my horse." You said quietly.

You could feel the tension beginning to form between the two of you, after all, we weren't an idiot.

You could feel Namjoon's hot breath fanning over the back of your neck, and hitting the bare skin of your shoulder.

Your heart was thumping in your chest at the feeling.

Your common sense was telling you to leave, before you did something you would regret, but your feet refused to move.

You hadn't gotten to know the sorcerer on a deep personal level yet, so his touch shouldn't have made your knees grow weak.

But it did.

You sucked in a breath as Namjoon's fingers began to trace an outline of the bite, his touch leaving a trail of electricity in its wake.

"You're fine." He whispered as he took an involuntary step closer to your form. "But you need to be more careful."

You could only nod in response, the feeling of his warm hand and close presence proving too much for you.

Namjoon noticed your silence, he watched as your shoulders tensed under his gentle touch.

"Y/n." He breathed out, trying to gain your attention.

You turned around to face him.

Gold.

You found yourself staring directly into his golden gaze, your body going frigid at his close proximity, his nose almost touching yours.

Namjoon's eyes were wide as he studied your face. He didn't expect you to be that close. His gaze began trailing from your blue eyes to your plump lips as his tongue darted out to wet his own.

He could feel himself moving impossibly closer to you, your hot breath fanning over his moist lips.

Your shirt was still hanging loosely from your small form, giving Namjoon a full view of your whole right shoulder and the top part of your chest.

Your blue eyes were wide and your pink lips were parted as you began to breath heavily.

You looked so.......

Tempting.

ControlControlControl

"We shouldn't." You suddenly whispered as you began to take in the situation.

Namjoon swallowed hard, his golden eyes now locked on your tempting lips. He nodded.

"You're right."

Neither of you moved away from each other, in fact your bodies began to gravitate together.

"We can't."

You spoke again as your blue eyes fell onto his lips, your actions contradicting your words entirely.

Namjoon nodded once again.

"I know."

The two of you were so close.

You could feel his body heat, your heart speeding up at the proximity. You wanted to kiss him. You really wanted to kiss him.

And he really wanted to kiss you.

Is wanted even the right word? More like he needed to kiss you.

He needed to feel your lips against his, If he was going to keep his sanity he had to caress your lips with his own.

He moved in closer, waiting for the soft contact.

You closed your eyes, heart still pounding in excitement.

Both of you were so close.

His lips found yours.

You could swear that you almost passed out from how perfect his plump lips fit with yours. They were warm and steady as they began to slowly move against your own.

He was hesitant.

Gentle.

This was stupid.

And you knew it was stupid.

Oh god, you knew.

But you couldn't stop yourself even if you wanted to you.

Your right hand slowly made it's way up to his face, cradling his jaw in your grasp. Your fingers feeling the slight stubble on his chin.

Namjoon moved his hands to tangle into your (h/c) hair, cupping to back of our head and pulling your body impossibly closer.

You let out a content sigh as his other hand wrapped around your waist, holding you closely to him.

When the need for air was too much, you both parted.

You were both breathing heavily as Namjoon rested his forehead against yours, his eyes closing in pure bliss as your scent filled his nose.

He moved his hands up to grab yours from his cheek, bringing it to his lips, kissing everyone of your fingers softly before placing a final kiss to your palm.

Your face was red and your heart was on the verge of exploding as his eyes found yours.

"I-" You started.

Namjoon shushed you.

"You don't have to speak." He stated. "Right now, no words are needed."

You nodded, closing your mouth and watching as Namjoon released your hand and cradled your face in his hands, placing a chaste kiss to the tip of your nose.

"You're so beautiful."

Your eyes widened at his soft voice, whatever breath you may have had leaving your body entirely.

You didn't know how you felt about him,

But you knew that you wouldn't mind kissing him again.

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Yoongi sighed in contentment as he rested on the ground, his hands resting behind his head as a pillow and his orange eyes staring up at the blue sky.

He was happy.

And why wouldn't he be?

You and he had finally begun to make progress in developing a friendship. Even though the two of you were not yet the best of friends, you were certainly closer than you were this morning.

When he woke up, Hoseok had told him that you left a small bowl of soup beside of him in case he was hungry, and you were currently at the creek getting fresh water for him to drink.
(A/n, we all know that's not what you were doing at the creek.😅)

Yoongi was smiling like a school boy.

You were so perfect.

"You're awake."

Yoongi's eyes darted away from the sky to find the source of the voice, frowning when his orange gaze landed on Jin.

Yoongi didn't have anything personal against Jin. After all, the only thing Jin was really guilty of was sleeping around.

The rosy haired prince had always managed to find the right words to get under Yoongi's skin, whether it was a joke about his curse, or a sentence phrased the wrong way, Jin knew exactly how to push Yoongi's buttons.

"No. I'm sleeping with my eyes open, and you're disturbing me so go away." Yoongi spat out, moving his eyes back to the sky.

Jin frowned and crossed his arms.

"I have a question for you and I'm not leaving until you answer it." He growled out angrily.

Yoongi's eyes snapped back to the prince at his harsh tone.

Jin had always been extremely playful, always offending people with jokes and charming smiles.

He has never spoken to him this way.

The ravenette nodded, his full attention on Jin.

"Why did you do it?" Jin Asked.

Yoongi tilted his head to the side in confusion, crossing his arms over his chest defensively.

"Do what?"

Jin frowned stepping closer to the seated prince.

"You know what." Jin stated.

Yoongi shrugged.

"I'm afraid that I actually have no idea what it is that you're talking about." He started as he eyed the prince worriedly. "Maybe You should lie down, you're behaving like you've been drinking."

Jin released an angry growl, kneeling down and grabbing a handful of Yoongi's shirt, his golden eyes piercing Yoongi's.

The prince's eyes were wide at Jin's sudden actions.

"I will not allow you to treat me like a child Min Yoongi." Jin started. "Even if I have been drinking."

Yoongi could smell it.

The alcohol on his breath.

Jin was not a good drunk, he became violent, rude and unbearable. Yoongi often fear what would happen to Jin if he were to get drunk in the wrong place.

"I honestly have no idea what you're talking about." Yoongi stated calmly.

Jin grunted in annoyance.

"I'm talking about this!" He yelled into Yoongi's face as his fingers pointed to the now bandaged wound on the ravenettes chest. "Why did you take the arrow for her?!"

Yoongi's eyes were wide at Jin's question, his heart thumping in his ears at the thought of you.

Jin frowned at Yoongi's silence, pulling his shirt harsher.

"Answer me!"

The black haired prince snapped out of his shocked stated and gave Jin a bored expression.

"I didn't take it for her," he started. "I was moving to get my weapon when the arrow pierced me."

Lies.

Jin glared at Yoongi.

"You must think me stupid." He stated darkly. "I saw the way you ran infront of her! I heard you call her name! I am not ignorant Yoongi!"

Yoongi frowned, trying to act nonchalant.

"I didn't know what was happening. I simply yelled her name out of shock."

LiesLiesLies

Jin shook his head.

"You seem to forget, that I grew up with you. I know you, and I see the way you look at her Yoongi. You desire her. You wish her to be yours." The rosy headed prince chuckled. "You are a fool if you think that someone of her beauty and stature could ever love someone like you. You are worthless and cursed and you would only bring her pain."

Yoongi's eyes widened at Jin's words.

"I know you too well for you to lie to me." Jin started. "So I will ask again; why did you take the arrow for her?!"

Yoongi's mind fled to thoughts of you, your laugh, you smile, your personality. The way you spoke of your mother, the way you cared for him and treated him like he actually mattered.

Yoongi moved his eyes to meet Jin's

"Why do you think?" He growled out.

Jin smirked releasing Yoongi's shirt.

"I knew it." Jin stated. "I knew you would fall for her."

Yoongi sighed, frustrated.

"Congratulations." He said sarcastically.

Jin's face suddenly became serious again as he stumbled back to his feet.

"But you can't have her." Jin stated. "She's mine."

A/N,
And enter Drunk Jin! I've been literally dying to write this chapter! I'm so glad I got it posted!

I want everyone to know as we continue with this book that the reader will be kissing the other members as well, so please don't message me saying that the reader is a slut(it's happened before) this is a BTS X READER book so I have to allow the reader to have interactions with ALL of BTS.

Oh and one more thing.

If you haven't read my New Book? Chapter you really need to. Go check it out and message/comment your favorite,
So far the Hwarang book is winning 14 to 12 (with the Jungkook book in second.) I really want everyone to have a say so go and vote.

Who do you ship Y/N with? Comment!

-Max