Nash pov

I hate when lily has these dreams cause then I end up having them. I hate seeing lily back in that state it hurts me and it makes me hate her more. I dont hate her because she got hurt. I hate that she gets all the attention. I hate that when im around her i feel like she's gonna get hurt again. I walk down stairs to see my brothers and both of my sister. This family looks odd all together. most of my family has brown hair. Then theres a blonde skylynn and a red headed Lily i often wonder about lilys hair. Neither of our real parents have red hair. I didnt realize i was staring at her till she started to move around in her seat. She was uncomfortable because the only time i look at her is when im about to yell at her or hit her. I wouldnt hit her or yell at her in front our parents boy she's stupid. I sit across from her. She looks down.
"Lily what would you like to eat?" Mom asks
"Im good im not really hungary." She stutters. She looked like she was hungary but i know why she wasnt eating. Yesterday i called her fat after that she didnt eat dinner and now shes not eating breakfast. I feel a little bad.

Lily's pov

Hayes poked my sholder. I looked at him. He leaned over and wispered."dont listen to nash your not fat." I just smile at least one of my brothers care enough to make sure im okay. He tossed me an apple. I eat half of it then threw the other half away.
"Do you have cheer today?" Skylynn asks
"Yes sky." I say.
"Do you need a ride?" Mom asks.
"I dont know give me a second to ask. Hayes do you have football practice?" I ask hayes.
"Yep. Would you like a ride?" He asks. I nod. Me and him have practice in the same gym just different parts of the gyms.
"Nope i gotta ride mom."  I say. I stand up and walk over to my chair sit down and go up. I walk into my room and start packing my cheer bag. Nash walks past my open door.
"Ugly." He states i get small tears in my eyes. This boy is brining me so close to cutting. I havent cut before but i've thought about it. I finished packing my bag.
"Hayes lets go." I yell.
"Okay im coming." He yells back. Off to Cheer