Today is another day of school and I'm not excited I got up and brushed my teeth I brushed my hair and put it up in a messy bun for make up I put foundation on and some eyeliner and fake eye lashes on I put on fake white nails I put on a white tank top and blue shorts with my white converses with a choke necklace

I grabbed my book bag and my phone and went downstairs I saw my brother and I rolled my eyes

"I really don't know why your still mad at me you should be grateful"he said I looked at him

"So I should be grateful that you almost murderd my ex boyfriend"I said

"Yeah"he said

"Jake you don't get it he could of died if I didn't get there in time your stupid ass could of been in jail right now I know your trying to protect me but you don't know how to control your anger"I raised my voice

"Don't you dare raise your voice at me"he yelled I flenched

"I don't have time for this"I snatched my keys and walked out I got in my car and I drove past my bus stop and I saw Mason staring at me I kept on driving I got to school and went to my locker I saw Bri and she had a eye patch on her eye and she was bruised I continue getting my stuff not making eye contact I walked in to study haul and sat with Carly some one gave me a note I opened it and it said sorry with a sad face and it was from Mason I smiled a little but I snapped out of it I looked at him and back down at the note and ripped it up and threw it I looked at Mason and his face was sad I asked myself if I'm acting like a bitch but I didn't care the bell rang and i told Carly to go ahead and leave with out me I went in the bathroom and the bell already rang I cleaned myself up and walked out I felt some one grab my arm and trapped me against the wall I looked up and saw Mason

"Mason get off of me"I complained

"No we are settling this"he said

"What can I do to get you to leave me alone I don't want to see you you make me weak"I said

"If you want me to leave you alone and move on then look me in the eyes and tell me you don't love me and you never liked me"he said my eyes watered up i liked him and want to be with him but if you are going to sleep with my enemy then I can't see him anymore but I can't let him go but I have to I'll try I looked him in the eyes

"I don't love you and I never liked you" I said my voice cracked his face went blank and let me go I got my stuff and left him I went to my lunch table and I saw Carly I started crying and rushing over to her

"What's wrong"she asked

"It's over for good with me and Mason"I cried

"Awww I'm so sorry"she said and rubbed my back I wiped the tears and no make up came off because I use water proof makeup I looked up and saw Mason sitting with Bri laughing that broke my heart I cried even harder Carly looked up and saw them she dropped her mouth I got up and ran past Mason and Bri Mason looked up at me but I continued running I ran home and ran up to my room and climbed in my bed I was thinking that we have a football game tonight I rolled my eyes and took a nap someone knocked on my door and I opened it it was Carly she hugged me

"You ok"she asked

"Yeah I'm fine"I said

"Ok we need to get ready for cheer"she said and I smiled I pulled out my cheer uniform and set it on the bed I went in the bathroom and curled my hair and did my make up

I put on my uniform and went to Carly she was finishing up her make up

"Done"she said

"Ok let's go downstairs"I said and grabbed my phone I walked down the stairs and saw Jake

"Hey Jake"I said

"Hey Riley"he said and looked up "and Carly"he said

"Well we are going love you"I said

"Love you too you guys be careful"he said

"We will"Carly said and we went to my red Lamborghini and got in

I drove to the high school and me and Carly got out and people was starring at us and made a path for us the boys were whistling I went up to this one cute boy and took a selfie with him to post and make Mason jealous

I posted it on Instagram and said in the caption having so much fun with this cutie

I kissed his cheek and left to go on the track I got my Pom poms out and headed on the field to hold up the sign up with Carly they ran out and Nick stopped to kiss Carly Mason stopped to wait for Nick he looked at me and I held up the middle finger he continued running with Nick I ran threw the football team i ran into Mason and fell he just walked away I rolled my eyes someone's hand reached out I looked up and saw the boy that I took a picture with I smiled and grabbed his hand he lifted me up

"What are you doing down here"I asked

"I'm the water boy"he said

"Oh cool what is your name"I asked

"Jack"he said

"That's a cute name"I said and I could see his cheeks turning red

"Was that your boyfriend that walked away and left you"he asked

"Well he used to be he is a complete jerk now"I said

"Yeah I can see"he said

"Well I should go I need to cheer maybe I'll see you in school or something"I said

"Yeah"he said and I went to my cheer squad

The game ended 15-10 we won and now the football players were cheering I didn't see Mason I was going to be nice and congratulate him but it seems that he's to busy I saw Mason coming out with Bri and his arm was rapped around her waist

"Party at my house at 10!!!!!"he yelled I rolled my eyes and got Carly and the whole ride she was begging me to come to the party I got annoyed and said fine so now I'm looking what to wear I want it to be a red dress I went in my closet and saw the perfect dress I did my make up and put on red high heels and got my phone

I went down stairs and saw my brother and his friend Josh

They looked up and there mouths dropped Josh's face was traveling down I walked over to him and put my hand on his chin and I leaned down to his ear

"Keep looking down and I'll break that pretty little face of yours and I'll make sure of it"I said and stood up straight

"Where do you think your going"he said

"To a party"I said

"Ok but please watch for boys"he said and I left and got in my car I had a breath mint and drove to Mason's house I saw Carly and I ran like an idiot to her

"Omg you look so good"I said

"Me look at you"she said and we hugged we walked in and there was people everywhere we saw Nick and we went up to him

"Hey baby"Nick said and kissed Carly it was kinda sad to watch because they remind me of Mason and I

"Hey have you seen Mason"I asked

"Yeah he went out back with that Bri girl"he said and I rolled my eyes

"Well I'm going to walk around"I said and they shook there heads and I left i saw jack and man did he look fine

"Hey jack"I said

"Oh hey Riley I didn't know you would be here"he said but as soon as I could reply everyone was crowding up I pushed my way up front and I saw Nick and Mason going at it Carly and Bri was trying to brake it up I stepped in and got in between them

"Ok guys lets talk it out what happened"I said

"RILEY GET OUT OF IT!!"Nick said

"NICK I DON'T KNOW WHO YOU ARE TALKING TOO"I said

"Yeah Riley get out of this"he said

"You know I had it with both of you and mostly that slut standing like a retard over there!!!"I yelled "first off with Bri she always been a selfish stuck up bitch she always wanted to be like me and second off I have Nick who yells at me like I'm his child and third"I paused and looked at Mason and walked kinda close to him we still had are own personal bubbles "I don't know my own boyfriend anymore you wouldn't even help me up when I fell I had a nicer boy and he was a gentlemen ever since that stuck up bitch came she changed you were is the Mason I knew and most importantly the Mason I loved"I said

"You don't love me and you even said that you used me!!!"he yelled

"Mason I know I said that but I didn't mean it and yeah I'm still a little pissed off"I said

"You looked me in the eye and said you didn't love me and that you used me and you didn't even cry!!!!"he yelled and I flenched

"You know what I sat down at are lunch table today and balled my eyes out even ask Carly but you were to busy laughing at miss drama queen over there and it made me cry even harder I ran pass you and you saw and you didn't even come to look for me you didn't even send a message I could have killed myself and you wouldn't care so don't you dare say that I don't love you I should say you don't love me!!!"I yelled and went off I realized I had him on a wall and my hands gripping onto his shirt I let go and started to walk

"Riley I'm sorry"he said

"I don't want to here it all I have left is Carly and the really hot water boy and most importantly my brother Jake and I might just call him now to come down here right now because I need him he warned me about you but I didn't listen"I yelled I continued walking and I went to my house and I cried I'm so depressed I ran upstairs and closed my door and locked it I ran in the bathroom and got my razor and sat in the tup I always do this to get some anger out I started cutting my arms slowly so it would Hurt more and I guess I cut myself to many times that I blacked out

MASONS POV

Every one was looking at me I ran out of the house to Riley's house I knocked on the door and her brother answered

"Can I speak to Riley one minute"I said

"She's in her room"he said I ran up the stairs I tried getting in her room but it was locked

"Riley open up"I said "Riley come on you know I love you please open up"I said but still no answer I picked the lock and went in her bedroom was empty I slowly opened the door to her bathroom and there she was just laying in the tup with blood everywhere and the razor in her hand my eyes filled up with tears

"Riley!!!"I said I rushed over to her "baby please wake up its all my fault for this"I said and tears came down I ran down stairs

"Jake call 911 Riley cut herself with a razor and blacked out"I said and he was shocked he grabbed the phone and called I ran upstairs and picked her up bride style and sat her on the living room sofa

"What did you do to her"he yelled

"We got into an argument and next thing I know is her laying in her bathtub passed out"I said

"So this was all your fault"he said

"Yeah"I said and put my head down and prayed that the love of my life will be ok