--= Mark's + Point of View =--

I can't sleep. No matter how hard I try I just can't do it. But, do I even really want to? No, I guess not. I'm restless, something keeps bothering me at the back of my mind about Jack but I can't figure out what it is.

 He's been normal, for the most part but...It's almost.... Like he's saying goodbye to everything, or coming to terms with something. But that can't be it right?

 I mean, he's been better than he ever has been. We practically live together, we have a dog! And he really does seem genuinely happy...So what is it? 

What is he thinking, what is he doing what's he planning. I have to find out...It's going to drive me mad. There's definitely something there that wasn't there before. 

He's kinder, more sincere more genuine, less crazy and more....human. I don't know, I'm lost. I need advice but, no one in their right mind would have done this and brought a patient from an insane asylum to their home and live with them for over a month, almost two now! 

Maybe a couple of days, hell, even a week, but I doubt anyone would let you keep a patient to begin with. What the hell is going on with that place...

Something's up, and I honestly can't put my finger on it. Tomorrow I'll go visit the asylum, if the secretary we know is there ask her some questions, maybe I can even see his portfolio and his files. 

I mean, it's a long shot, but not as long of a shot as having a patient live with you for 2 months. Hell, he's supposed to be the equal to a terrorist or Jack the Ripper according to them. 

I just don't know, I'm so confused I need answers but answers are not what I'm going to get unless I search for them.....Or unless I ask him myself. 

I mean why beat around the bush, he's going to find out sooner or later since I always forget to be sneaky with stuff. So...Why not ask him? Yeah.

I'll do that before I go to the asylum to check things out, I wanna know what's going on from his perspective, and from the other. Maybe they even know the date that he'll......

No. I don't want to think about that, I'll just keep everything light for now. We just left a tough spot and, I don't want to fall back into another. 

But now I have a game plan for tomorrow I can follow. The only thing left is to just do what I can, sleep and then what lies ahead of me...

I'm going to ask him tomorrow.