Reader's pov:

I stare at the mirror as tears fall down my face. Do I really deserve to be with Ronnie. I think those girls are right...

I'm not as beautiful as his ex, Caitlin.

I'm ugly, worthless and I'm not slim enough.

My eyes travel over to my blade. No no I can't! I promised him I wouldn't do it anymore.

I slid down on my wall and take on shaky breaths. I dial Ronnie's number and fake a cheerful voice.

"Hi babe!" "Don't think I can make it to our date" "Maybe next time" "I'm too lazy"

I end the call and continue sobbing.

I kept on making excuses as I avoided him. I decided until I lost weight, I wouldn't see him.

I'm hungry though...

I stare at the scale. At least I've lost weight!

I freeze upon hearing a knock. Who could it be?

I slowly open the door and gasp. "R-Ronnie why are-"

before I could continue he moved I'm and dropped a bunch of groceries. He held my face looking worried.

"You haven't been answering my calls!" "You've gotten thinner y/n!" "What's happening?" "Please talk to me"

I burst out sobbing abd eventually tell him. He hugged me as I sobbed.

"Trust me y/n they're just jealous!" "You are beautiful and I'll never leave you!" "I love you"

I nod and smile. "I love you too"