Thats it, i was discharged and finally out of the hospital. I was able to see lots of fans and reporters outside the hospital when i was discharged but i was scared so i just had my head low my guards walking in front and behind me while my sister walking on my left and oppa on my right

I was thankful that they protected me like that but i was still scared.. if they dont hate me now .. that means the hate is toward sulli..

I cant help get worried over her.. she looked so bad.

I know i should hate her but i cant! Deep down inside her i could still feel the old sulli inside her so she was still important to me

I wont forgive myself if something happened to her

We arrived at our apartment and my mind was still a mess

"Oppa , unnie .. i have a favor to ask of you two.." i hesitatingly asked before looking up at them

They looked at each other and nodded, kris sat at the sofa in front of me meanwhile unnie sat beside me

I sighed as i bit my lip

"Whats wrong babe, is anything bothering you?" Kris asked and i could feel concern in his eyes sincerely

"I want you guys to help me find sulli... am worried about her" i said as i bit my lip worried about their reactions which i fully knew wont be a happy reaction

Unnie rolled her eyes and oppa tensed but he fake smiled when i looked at me

I was thankful to have him here and unnie and i really needed their help

" Soojung why would you want to find her? That witch tried to ruin you! I dont get it" she glared making me sigh before looking at oppa for help

I was begging him to side with me so unnie would agree but what did I expect kris decided to look elsewhere to avoid me

"She came to meet me today unnie, she was a mess am so worried over her unnie" i sighed as i bit my lower lip afraid to even say what was in my mind

"Am afraid she will do something to herself unnie, her eyes had no life in it. I know she did me wrong but it was all a misunderstanding.. she is still choi jinri we knew deep inside so please..? Help me" i begged unnie with my eyes

Unnie was angry at sulli because she never expected it from her to backstab me like that

"She is right sica, actually am mad too but I'm also worried about her she looked so bad when she left" oppa said concerned and i nodded as a thank you meanwhile he just gave me a simple smile

" arasseo, i will contact mr kim to hire people and search for her" unnie said as she still had a frown on her face

I hugged her right away and kissed her cheeks making her laugh " yaa go away! I dont want your kiss" she laughed making me chuckle as i backed away and sat

Oppa had a frown on his face " what about me?" He asked making me confused

"What about you?"

"Why sica gets hug & kisses and i dont?" He asked woth his brows furrowed making me chuckle

" thats up to me~" i replied hugging unnie and teasing him

He glared at me and got up n went to the kitchen, i couldnt help but chuckle as i followed him i saw him drinking water with his back facing me

He tensed when he sensed me back hugging him

"Fine now?" I grinned sensing him like this but he shook his head making me laugh when he tapped his cheek

I faced him still having a wide smile over my face he closed his eyes making me chuckle before kissing his cheeks - forehead- jaw anywhere but his lips making him frown when i backed away

"Jung soojung dont play with my feelings like that!" He frowned making me chuckle as i backed away to leave the kitchen

I was taken back when he grabbed my wrist and pulled me to his chest hugging me

He stroked my hair gently i was blushing red good that be couldnt see my face

"I am glad you are back soojung.. i felt like dying when i didnt get replies no matter how much i texted and when i saw your body lying lifeless on the floor that day i was broken compels " he quietly said it was so quiet that I wouldn't have been able to hear it if i wasn't in his embrace, i felt awful when i heard his voice like that..

"Dont ever worry us like that again babe , i dont think we would be able to handle it"

"Mianhae oppa" i felt my eyes teary as i grabbed his shirt and buried my face in it and crying finally. The tears i hided from em all this time

He continued to pat my back as a sign of comfort to me till i calmed down. He grabbed my chin making me look at him as he wiped my tears and smiled at me

What did i do to deserve oppa?