"Srsly oppa i just want to search for articles about myself, why wont you let me" i frowned as i looked at kris, i have been trying to snatch my phones from his hold for over than an hour but he and unnie just dont let me

"Why would you want to look at it, we already told you people dont hate you" unnie said as she sighed

"You two are suspicious thats why! I mean you guys are hiding something from me i want to know what its!" I groaned totally frustrated with em, its been a week and 2 days since the accident and they haven't let me watch tv or grab my phone

They both looked at each other anxiously as they sighed "am your older sister amd you got to listen to me, its better if you dont watch it and thats final" she said her tone got no argument so I sighed

"K leave now please both of you , i will meet u too in the afternoon when i get discharged " i said sighing again before laying in my bed not looking at them "but..-"kris interrupted "i just want to be alone abit so please" i said with my back to them making them sigh before leaving before kissing my forehead n cheek muttering a take care of yourself

I sighed when i heard the door close and sat properly

I couldn't not think about worst kind of scenarios about why they were stopping me bout finding out anything

I sighed as i cupped my face in my hands, i was tired totally tired of trying..

The door opened which made me sigh "i told you guys that i want to be alone!" I cried as i looked up expecting to meet unnie and kris oppa but in front of me was a lady figure in all black+mask+ cap+ sunglass

I was taken back, surprised n scared "who...?" I asked but she didnt answer, we stood like that for like a minute before she took her mask sunglass and cap off

More than my confusion as to why she was here i was confused when i looked at her eyes red and puffy whole body tensed as she glared at me

She looked scaring, her eyes was in a dark color i could no longer recognize her.. she no longer was sulli. It was like she was possessed

"You won again soojung" she said through her gritted teeth i was afraid and just wished that someone would come in

"Unnie dont come closer, you are not in your best state dont do anything you will regret" i managed to say without stuttering which made her chuckle scaringly

"So now i am unnie huh? Dont worry i wont do anything to you its no use.. since you always manage to survive and i get to become the bad one" she said cold as she sat at a seat near me

"What do you mean?" I asked not getting what she meant

I was confused to see her dark chuckle

"I was the one who did it, the pictures the articles.. it was all me" she smirked

I felt attacked like i was attacked with a knife as what she said repeated in my head .. so this is why unnie and oppa didnt let me read news they were afraid i would find out she was it

"Why...?" I managed to utter as tears formed in my eyes

Yes i know we were ruined, we were no longer besties and no longer teammates..

But i never thought that we were broken to this state to wish for eachother's ruin

"Shouldn't i be the one to ask that?!?! What have i ever done to you that you always wanted to ruin me!??" She cried at me as she threw her fist at the place beside me

I was broken... i felt like i couldn't breath as i looked at her and tears just managed to come out

"I dont get why you are so upset at me unnie.. we were good we were great when we were teammates then you left us and suddenly lost contact with us .. hows that my fault..? Then i cane to you when i heard you were sick but you pushed me away! Then you come and tell me to give up the role of a movie and that you wont let me have it! Tell me now uniie.. what was my fault?" I stopped finally looking at her

I thought after this she will finally get back to her sense but.. she scoffed snd glared at me

"I always worked hard i was the child actress loved by many but then we debuted and you got the attention why? Because you are the sister of jessica of girl's generation wow. Never mind i was k with it, i liked one guy for 4 years and when i finally got to confess he told me that he had feelings for you the great soojung" she laughed dryly

I was speechless what what..?

How is that my fault..

" you know who he was? Kris yes. I didnt want to break our friendship i didnt want to get jealous and hate my time with you so i left because i couldn't pretend. I was k with all of it because you were still a friend to me" i felt like she was soft at heart but something was stopping her from being soft

And she blamed me for that..

"I needed that role with all of me, the directions promised to give it to me and i saw it as my last hope.. i went to the audition and tada there i saw the greatest soojung~ you laughed at me! You said you didn't expect me you expected someone better than you so they will make you abit greedy to do better for the act! You laughed at me because you got famous huh!" She glared at me as she laughed dryly tear showing

" why would you see it like that!!!! I was just upset about the way you talked to me in the hospital! I was upset about how you looked at me and asked if i was the one who auditioning! I never thought i was better than you to laugh at you!" I cried as i tried to grab her hand

I hated it, i hated what we became..

I may be at fault for making her this depressed am at fault

"Unnie please calm down its still not late we can start again, i will forgive you i will help you please just lets forget everythi-" i uttered with tears i. My eyes but she slapped my hand away and got up harshly with tears and anger in her eyes

"Dont bullshit me jung soojung! I hate you! I hate you with all of me! You ruined my everything! My fame my friendships my relationship and even... even my baby! I lost my everything because of you! I hate you with all of me!"she shouted at me and in that moment the door opened and kris oppa was standing wide eyed

Not now please oppa..

I looked at suli and she was frozen before she turned to look at me with more tears and hatred in the eye "i hate you.." she mouthed me before leaving the room leaving me in tears