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It was Monday, I woke up showered and dressed in my leggings and a large hoodie .

I went downstairs for breakfast and as usual everyone was having their breakfast.

"Aren't you going to greet your family Oakie"

"Oak not Oakie"

"What the hell are you wearing oh my God," my sister asked, I ignored her annoying voice.

"Can I....can I have some toast I asked my mom"

"Learn some manners first"

I threw the plate down and broke it before she could answer I ran off and slammed the door.

I couldn't deal with them so I got in my car and went to Mcdonals drive thru to buy some breakfast and coffee .

I parked at my school and had my breakfast ignoring everyone passing me, it's so hard pretending that you are okay and everything seems perfect when it's not .

I dated a guy Vance we were popular and I was the only one in love he forgot to tell me he didn't love me back and watched me as I fell instead of holding on to me he let me go and I fell flat on my face.

Everything was great so I thought ,after giving him my heart and was comfortable enough with him taking my virginity things were great except for moments I'd want us to meet and he was busy , but I let that slide till his close friend Jackson told me he slept with Lexi, I comforted lexi when she cried about her "periods being late"little did I know it was because of Vance.

I remember the moment he told me I cried because I lost 2 people I loved I thought I could trust, they had sex at a pubic place while at the same party and someone took a video and he's dad wanted to kill him being a Pastor...it was a mess and a part of me felt bad for him..

So they moved away for a fresh start....but he left a mess of my broken heart and lex, I had to face the gossip and whispers at school "poor oak"

I confronted Lex and all she said was "She met him first "and when I told her about him she couldn't say she likes him too, so she looked at us and resented me till they had sex I don't know what hurt most her answer or the fact that she showed no remorse....she said she wasn't sorry because she followed her heart.

I finished my food and threw away my wrappers got back in my car and while removing my bag I saw him....he who's lips tastes like heaven..

He parked his bike and ran his hand through his hair I stood there frozen....he looked around and I didn't even see Lexi stand beside me.

"Oh honey he's out of your league" she said

I turned around and smiled she looked confused...

I wanted to keep quite but my dad says I have a smart mouth and that might get me in trouble and he was right I won't keep quite .

"Oh Honey that's not what he said yesterday when.....oops forgot we are not friends and P.s he's a really amazing kisser" then winked at her and left.

I got to my locker...

"Boo"

"Don't you get tired of doing that"

"Never" she said laughing

I closed my locker and pulled her to a corner .

"Yesterday the new guy kissed me and I couldn't sleep, I mean he's lips are soft almost like a marshmallow but sweeter more addictive, I can't fall for him I...."i couldn't finish my sentence .

"Calm down you dork"

"Sorry I just...."she cut me off again.

"I don't know what to say"

"Stop cutting me off, I was saying I like him"

"We spoke about this Oak stay away from men"

"When did we say that? "

I walked off I thought she was excited hearing about him but now ?

"Oak I'm sorry wait"

"No Jess go get your daily doze of orgasm from Tom in class and leave me alone"

With that I got in my class and sat down..

The teacher went on and on about things I'm sure I'm hearing for the first time I was writing notes ,okay I lied I was drawing hearts on my notepad trying to not think about marshmallow lips.

"So why are you drawing hearts on your book"

"What the fuck are you lost"

"Shhhh" he placed his finger on my lips and my body felt a billion feelings.

I looked at him and he looked good really good but there was something in his eyes I couldn't figure out what it was.....

"Im bored and don't want to hear about molecules and whatever the fuck she's talking about "

"Such bad words from those hot lips"

"Aren't you lost Marshma....." fuck I nearly called him marshmallow lips .

"I don't think I'm lost if you're here"

I blushed....

He came closer and our faces were inches apart...I swallowed my spit.

"uhmmm I...I mean can..."

Before I could finish he kissed me in class with the teachers back on us he kissed Me ,earning  a few loud cheers from my classmates and when our teacher looked at us he broke the kiss.

"Mr Duran I think you're lost..... please kindly leave my class"

The teacher told him but it was like her words fell on deaf ears he just looked at me and I couldn't stop the smile from my lips what the fuck is this guy using?

"I just can't get enough of those lips"  his words broke me out of that trance.

He got up and left all eyes were on me and I'm pretty sure by lunch everyone will be talking about me...urgh

Who the hell does he think he is kissing me like that fuck him boys like him are bad and addictive , it's like I need him to do that again and more I don't even know why I'm thinking about sex but I am.

Thank God we were done and it was lunchtime I didn't feel like having food so I walked to my car and sat inside listening to Julia Michaels.

I don't even know his name but at least I know he is  Duran what a sexy surname can someone be sexy and have a sexy surname?

Someone knocked on my window I wanted to scream because they caught me off guard..

I looked up it was Jess smiling holding blue jelly beans that I'm obsessed with and chocolate milk I smiled and opened the door for her .

"Peace offering "

I nodded .

"Im sorry Oak I was jealous I don't know why but I was "

"That's  not us Jess we don't compete for anything or anyone we compliment each other"

"Sorry it won't happen again I promise "

"Fine"

"I heard about your make out session "

I laughed..

"He has this thing he just comes and kisses me and leaves me wanting more"

"Really anyway I heard his trouble he uses drugs and....."

"You know better then to judge Jess remember how fucking your cousin brought shame to you and your family people judged you harshly"

Why is it that the people judged the most are the ones that judge the most I understand the trauma ,but it's not fair to take that out on other people rather show them compassion you know how it feels right?I love Jess but her being this way was not helpful.

"You just had to........fine just be careful okay"

"Sorry but shouldn't you be more understanding plus just
yesterday you were singing his praises"

"Yeah before Tom...."was my turn to cut her off.

"Dont say it.... FYI Tom is the last guy to talk about people ...."she kept quite Tom her boyfriend who flirts with me. And  tells me he likes me when she's not looking....

Everytime I get the courage to tell her about  him I don't because after the whole cousin thing, being with him made her happy and that's what I cared about, her happiness.

"What do you mean"

"Never mind Jess let's just eat these jelly babies and go to hell and yes by hell I mean class"

We ate our sweets and went to class I passed Duran and he winked at me fuck ....

Classes were long after the day Jess left with Tom am I walked to my car and found him leaning against my car I got excited but will be dammed if I showed him.

"What do you want now"

"Your lips for now on my lips but I'd rather have them somewhere else"he smirked....

My body went cold or hot maybe both...

He came closer to where I was standing turning me around till he was pressing me on the  car and held my waist then started smelling my hair ,he ran his thumb on my lips...

"Fuckkk" he said he was so close I felt his member move.

He took my hand and put it on his hard on.

"You feel that"

I was supposed to be disgusted by this but for some sick reason I was turned on ....

"I need to..."

Before I could finished I was pressed harder on my car being kissed like he's life depended on it...

I couldn't resist running my hand through his hair and gently pulling it he moaned on my lips .....

He slowly ran his hands on my back then the front of my bra I thought he wanted to take it off, but he only moved it a bit and went to my left nipple caressing it with his thumb....fuck

He broke of our kiss and gave me a peck then turned around and winked at me...

I stood in one place frozen what is he doing to me ?

After wiping the drool off my face I took my things and got in my car and left .

I got to my Estate and when I parked in front of my house there were so many cars I didn't know what was happening so I got out, and went in as usual everyone didn't care if I was home .

I went to my room and showered God knows I needed a shower when I was done I put on my Barbie pjs yes a whole 17 year old they are comfortable and I loved them...okay my nana bought them for me .

I got on my bed took my laptop and started searching for my favorite movies 365 days I love it ,oh how I wishI could be kidnapped by a man like Massimo and give myself to him , but this is real life and oh well I've never met any real life, Massimo.

My movie was finished and I wasn't happy how could Blanka do this to me, I was a mess no this can't be at least her book has a sequel so maybe that would leave me happier , I was having a debate when my phone vibrated .

"What are you busy with hot lips"~Jamie

"Who's this? Hot lips really?I said that on purpose I saw his name ML(aka marshmallow lips)....~Oak

"You're breaking my heart baby" ~Jamie

"You are 5 min away from getting blocked"~Oak

"Okay fine the guy of your dreams "~Jamie

"Massimo is that you? 🥺😍"~Oak

"Who the fuck is Massimo I'm Duran dammit"~Jamie

"Oh" sent I was smiling...

He kept quite....

"Fine what do you want Duran"~Oak

"Can I take you somewhere "Jamie

"No thanks"~Oak

The noise in my house was getting louder there's no way I would be able to sleep, my brother is getting married so I hear them laughing and happy .

"Come fetch me I don't want to drive Emerald Estates 456"~Oak

"See you in 6 minutes"~Jamie

The phone vibrated and he was outside I wore my oversized wool-blend bouclé cardigan and bunny slippers.

No one looked at me as I passed them, i  opened the door and left ,when I got to him he had a black eye and busted lip but still fucken hot, bruises look good on him???

I walked to him..

"Barbie really Oak"he was smiling and man he looked hot..

"What they are comfortable"

"Yeah sure babe"

"Are we using that" I pointed at his bike

"No baby we are flying with my rocket the fuck?"

"If you're going to be an ass I might as well...."

He cut me off and carried me to his bike.

"Come here"

"What's up with your face"

"Underground fight you should see the other guy"

I nodded....

Then he showed me a Helmet and put it on me...

We got on his bike and he drove off....I was scared of the speed at first, after a while I felt lighter like I was flying and I held on to his waist tighter..

After driving for some time I wanted to try something crazy I slowly let go of his waist and put my hands up, it felt great when the wind blew my hair....... I felt invincible.....