Ch. 22 I can't lose you
Weeks passed, and Edmund gradually began to return to his old self. Elizabeth, Lucy, and the camp's healers remained by his side, tending to his every need. They ensured he was kept warm, nourished, and surrounded by the love and care he'd missed while under the White Witch's influence. Slowly but surely, the shadows in his heart began to fade, replaced with the light of hope and redemption.
When Aslan presented Edmund with a sword, it marked a turning point. The gesture was more than just preparation for battle—it symbolized trust and belief in Edmund's ability to overcome his mistakes. Though initially nervous, Edmund joined Peter and the warriors of Narnia in training, determined to prove himself. Each day brought improvement in his swordsmanship, confidence, or reconnection with his siblings.
One evening, as the camp quieted under the blanket of night, Edmund approached Aslan, who sat watching the flickering flames of a campfire. The great Lion-like Emperor turned his wise gaze to Edmund, sensing the weight of the boy's thoughts.
"May I ask you something, Aslan?" Edmund began hesitantly, his voice barely above a whisper.
Aslan nodded, his gentle expression encouraging Edmund to continue.
"Why did you..and everyone...forgive me?" Edmund asked, his tone trembling with emotion. "After all I did—betraying my siblings, nearly dooming Narnia—why wasn't I punished? I don't deserve to be here."
Aslan regarded him for a long moment, his deep eyes seeming to see not just Edmund's present self but the boy he had been and the man he could become. Finally, he spoke, his voice calm and resonant.
"Edmund, forgiveness is not given because it is earned. It is given because it is needed," Aslan said. "You made mistakes but chose to turn away from them and back toward what is right. That choice, that willingness to change, is what matters most."
"But I was weak," Edmund said, his head bowing in shame. "I let her manipulate me, and I hurt the people I care about the most. How can I ever make up for that?"
Aslan rose and placed a hand gently on Edmund's shoulder. "True strength is not in never falling, but in rising after falling. You cannot change the past, Edmund, but you can shape the future. And you do not have to walk this path alone. Your family, your friends, and I—we all believe in you."
Edmund's eyes filled with tears, but he nodded, understanding the depth of Aslan's words. "Thank you," he said softly. "I'll do everything I can to make things right."
"I know you will," Aslan replied with a warm smile. "Remember, you are stronger than you know, Edmund Pevensie."
The two sat together in the glow of the fire. The weight on Edmund's heart lifted slightly as he began to believe in the possibility of redemption—not just in the eyes of others but in his own.
Elizabeth and Aslan's bond deepened in ways that did not go unnoticed by those around them. Their growing connection was evident, whether it was their shared moments of quiet conversation, their subtle but affectionate glances across the camp, or the way Aslan always prioritized Elizabeth's requests.
To Narnia's warriors, seeing their leader and the eldest Pevensie sister so aligned in heart and purpose was inspiring. To her siblings, it was a source of curiosity, amusement, and joy—especially for Lucy, whose youthful enthusiasm made her the most vocal supporter of the pair.
Lucy often observed them from afar, her mind already spinning with dreams of the future. The idea of Elizabeth and Aslan walking down an aisle surrounded by Narnia's magical creatures brought a grin to her face. Her excitement grew when she thought about the possibility of Elizabeth and Aslan having children—a little one with Elizabeth's elegance and Aslan's majestic presence running through the meadows, filling the land with laughter.
She giggled at the thought, earning a questioning look from Susan as they tended to their chores.
"What's so funny, Lucy?" Susan asked her tone light but curious.
Lucy clasped her hands together, her eyes sparkling with mischief. "Oh, nothing," she replied with a sly smile. "I was just thinking about the future. About how wonderful it will be when Elizabeth and Aslan get married. And when they have a little one of their own! Wouldn't that be the most adorable thing ever?"
Susan chuckled, shaking her head at her younger sister's imagination. "You've certainly let your imagination run wild, haven't you?" she said, though the thought warmed her heart.
Overhearing the conversation, Peter grinned and added, "If Aslan's half as wrapped around Elizabeth's finger as he seems to be, Lucy might be onto something."
Unaware of her siblings' musings, Elizabeth was with Aslan on the outskirts of the camp, discussing strategies and plans for the coming battle. Yet even in their serious conversations, there was a softness between them, an unspoken understanding that transcended words.
For his part, Aslan cherished Elizabeth's wisdom and bravery. She was unlike anyone he had ever known—a leader in her own right, fiercely protective of her family, and willing to sacrifice for the greater good. She brought light to his heart in a surprising and comforting way.
Though the war loomed, and their responsibilities weighed heavy, the connection between them offered a glimmer of hope—not just for Narnia, but for a future where love could flourish even in the face of darkness.
Edmund sat quietly by the fire, watching Lucy from afar as she hummed to herself while tending to some flowers near the edge of the camp. Her radiant innocence and joy reminded him of Tumnus's words—words that had stayed with him since that fateful day when the young faun had sacrificed himself for Edmund's safety.
Tumnus had spoken with a bittersweet smile, his voice trembling with sorrow and hope.
"Edmund," Tumnus had said, kneeling beside him as the cold of Jadis's looming magic began to take hold, "tell Lucy... tell her that she has the heart of a queen. Not just any queen, but the kind of Queen who will bring warmth and kindness to Narnia. I see it. I feel it in my very soul. She will be loved by her people and those who stand by her, like me."
Edmund had tried to protest, to beg Tumnus to run while Jadis and her followers weren't looking, but the faun shook his head, his determination firm.
"She saved me once, in her own way. This is my way of repaying her. And I will follow her, even if it's only in spirit."
Those final moments haunted Edmund and the image of Tumnus being turned to stone as he shielded Edmund from the White Witch's wrath soon after was etched deeply into his mind. Seeing Lucy's carefree laughter, he felt the weight of the truth pressing on his chest. How could he tell her? How could he burden her with the loss of someone who had admired her so profoundly?
Lucy glanced up and caught Edmund's gaze, her smile as bright as the sun. She waved him over, her innocence and trust making his heartache. He slowly rose and walked toward her, sitting beside her among the flowers.
"Ed, are you all right?" she asked, her tone filled with concern.
Her smile faltered, replaced by a look of worry. "What is it?"
Edmund took a deep breath, summoning the courage to speak. "It's about Tumnus."
Her eyes lit up with recognition and warmth at the mention of her faun friend. "Tumnus? What about him? Did you see him?"
"Yes," Edmund said, his voice heavy with guilt and sorrow. "I saw him, but... he's gone, Lu."
Lucy's smile faded entirely, her face falling as the weight of his words settled in. "Gone? What do you mean, Ed?"
Edmund's voice broke as he explained. "He saved me, Lucy. He stood up to the White Witch so I could return to all of you one day. She turned him to stone."
Tears welled up in Lucy's eyes as she absorbed the news. "Tumnus," she whispered, her voice trembling. "He did that for you?"
Edmund nodded, his tears threatening to fall. "He spoke about you, Lu. He said you have the heart of a queen and that you'd bring kindness and warmth to Narnia. He believed in you more than anything. He wanted you to know that."
Lucy sobbed softly, her small frame shaking as she leaned into Edmund for comfort. "I'll never forget him," she said through her tears. "I'll make sure his sacrifice wasn't in vain. I'll be the Queen he believed I could be."
Edmund wrapped an arm around her, holding her close. "You already are, Lucy," he said softly.
Aslan stood on the edge of the hill overlooking the camp, the golden light of dawn casting a warm glow over the land. His expression was serene but distant. His piercing eyes clouded with the weight of knowledge he could not yet share. Beside him, Elizabeth stood silently, her presence a source of comfort and pain.
She had grown close to him, and he to her, in ways neither had expected. Her strength and compassion drew him in, and he admired her resilience and devotion to her family. But now, those same qualities threatened to break his resolve as he grappled with the visions of his death that haunted him in the quiet moments they shared.
Elizabeth tilted her head slightly, studying him. "You're deep in thought again," she said softly, her voice carrying both curiosity and concern. "What's on your mind, Aslan?"
Aslan hesitated, his gaze remaining fixed on the horizon. The truth lingered on the edge of his tongue, but he swallowed it down, knowing it would only bring her pain before its time.
"It is nothing, Elizabeth," he said gently, his voice steady but tinged with a quiet sadness. "Merely the weight of all that is to come."
She frowned, unconvinced, and stepped closer, her hand brushing lightly against his. "You've been distant lately, as if something's troubling you. If there's anything I can do—"
Aslan turned to her, his expression softening as he looked into her eyes. "You do more for me than you know," he said, his voice warm. "Your presence, strength, and heart are gifts I cherish deeply."
Elizabeth's cheeks flushed slightly at his words, but the concern in her eyes did not waver. "If you won't tell me, then at least promise me this," she said firmly. "Whatever lies ahead, we face it together. You don't have to carry everything alone."
Aslan smiled faintly, a flicker of pride and affection crossing his face. He admired her courage, her unwavering belief in standing by those she loved. But in his heart, he knew there were burdens he had to bear alone, sacrifices he had to make for the sake of all.
"I promise," he said finally, though his heart ached with the weight of the half-truth.
Elizabeth nodded, satisfied for now, and turned to the horizon. Yet as she stood there, her hand resting lightly on his side, Aslan's thoughts drifted once more to the vision of the Stone Table, the White Witch's cruel laughter, and Elizabeth's tear-streaked face.
Silently, he prayed for the strength to endure what was to come—and for the hope that love and light would prevail even in the face of darkness.
Aslan and Oreius stood at the edge of the camp, the rhythmic clanging of swords from the training grounds faint in the distance. The lion-like Emperor's silver-white hair gleamed in the fading sunlight as his wise eyes lingered on Elizabeth, sitting with Lucy and Susan near the campfire, laughing softly at something her sisters said.
Oreius, ever perceptive, noticed the subtle shift in Aslan's demeanor. The great Lion Emperor, usually a pillar of strength and certainty, seemed burdened with a weight that even his powerful frame struggled to carry.
"Something troubles you, my Lord," Oreius said, his tone both gentle and firm. His piercing gaze flicked between Aslan and the young woman they silently watched. "You are not as you were. Does it have to do with her?"
Aslan's gaze did not waver from Elizabeth. "Partially," he admitted, his voice a deep rumble of melancholy. "But it is more than just her, Oreius. Something dark approaches—a test of the highest order."
Oreius remained silent, waiting for Aslan to continue.
"I have foreseen what must happen," Aslan said softly. "To secure Narnia's future and protect Edmund, I must make the ultimate sacrifice."
The centaur's sharp intake of breath betrayed his shock. "Sacrifice? My Lord, surely there must be another way."
Aslan finally turned to look at Oreius, his golden eyes filled with pain and resolve. "There is no other way. This act is necessary to ensure the survival of all who depend on us. But it is not my fate alone that weighs on me—it is hers."
Oreius followed Aslan's gaze back to Elizabeth, who now sat quietly, her thoughtful expression illuminated by the glow of the fire.
"You care deeply for her," Oreius observed, his tone softer now. "And you fear what your absence will do to her."
Aslan nodded. "She has already endured so much. To lose me in such a manner..." He paused, exhaling deeply. "It will leave scars, but she is strong. Stronger than she knows. Even so, I must ask this of you."
The centaur straightened, his loyalty unshakable. "Anything, my Lord."
"Protect her," Aslan said, his voice both a plea and a command. "Protect her and her siblings until I return. And should the worst happen... be the strength she needs to carry on."
Oreius's jaw tightened, understanding the gravity of the task. "You have my word. I will guard her as if she were my own kin."
Oreius placed a hand over his chest in a solemn vow, his determination evident.
Aslan returned his gaze to Elizabeth again, his heart aching with the knowledge of the pain she would face. But he drew comfort from Oreius's unwavering loyalty and the hope that, in time, Elizabeth would find the strength to rise above the coming darkness.
A few days later, the camp buzzed with noticeable tension as word spread like wildfire: Jadis, the White Witch, had arrived with her followers. Her icy presence chilled the air as she brought an army intent on capturing Edmund and executing him for his betrayal. But it was not just Edmund she sought—it was Aslan, the great lion-like Emperor whose power and authority she wished to crush.
Elizabeth stood at the center of the gathering, her siblings around her, their faces etched with concern. Peter stood by her side, trying to keep calm, but even he could sense the dread that had settled in the camp. Edmund looked conflicted, guilt waning over him. Lucy clutched Susan's hand, her eyes wide with fear but determination.
Aslan, who had been silent for most of the day, stood apart, his golden eyes hardening as he looked toward the approaching army. Oreius, his most trusted warrior, was already at his side, waiting for the order.
"Is this it?" Elizabeth's voice trembled as she spoke, her eyes searching Aslan's face for any sign of reassurance or that they might find a way to avoid this confrontation.
Aslan's gaze softened briefly before he answered her, the weight of what he was about to face weighing on his heart. "Yes, Elizabeth," he replied, his voice low and filled with sorrowful resolve. "The time has come. The White Witch will not stop until she has claimed Narnia for herself."
Susan stepped forward, her brow furrowed with concern. "But why? Why must you face her, Aslan? Why must you give yourself up for Edmund?"
Elizabeth nodded in agreement, her voice growing stronger, though her heart twisted with fear for him. "We'll fight together. We can't lose you, Aslan."
But Aslan's eyes were filled with an ancient sadness, a quiet understanding of the inevitability of what must be done. "It is the only way to save Edmund and all of you," he said gently, his gaze now focused on Elizabeth, who stood before him, her expression full of both love and fear. "Jadis will not be satisfied until I am gone. If I do not take Edmund's place, she will destroy everything—Narnia, you, and your siblings. I must be the one to pay the price."
Oreius stepped forward, his face grim but resolute. "You are not alone, my Lord. We will stand with you."
Aslan nodded. "You will be with her, Oreius. You must protect her and the others when I am gone. The future of Narnia is in their hands now."
Elizabeth's eyes filled with tears, but she held them back, trying to be strong for the others. "I can't lose you. I can't..."
Aslan's expression softened, and he stepped forward, his massive form towering over her as he gently touched her cheek. "You will never lose me, Elizabeth. Part of me will always be with you." He paused, looking into her eyes, his voice almost a whisper. "You have the strength of Narnia in your heart. Trust in that. Trust in yourself."
Before Elizabeth could respond, a cold wind whipped through the camp, and the unmistakable sound of marching feet grew louder. Jadis was nearing.
Now fully alert, Peter took his place at Elizabeth's side, his expression determined. "We stand together, then. We fight together. For Narnia."
Aslan gave a soft nod, his gaze lingering on each of the siblings, his heart heavy with the love he felt for them all. He then turned toward the horizon, his massive figure leading the charge as he prepared to face Jadis.
"I will face her alone," Aslan said, his voice quiet but unwavering. "This is my battle, not yours. Protect each other. Protect Narnia."
Oreius, though reluctant to part from his leader, nodded firmly. "We will follow your command, my Lord."
As Aslan made his way toward the meeting point, Elizabeth watched him go, her heart breaking with every step he took. She had feared this moment when the lion, no man she had come to love—who had protected her and her family—would sacrifice himself to save them all.
But Elizabeth's resolve hardened. She would fight for Narnia. She would fight for her family. And she would never forget the lion-like man who had given everything for them.
Aslan's golden eyes glinted with sorrow and resolve as he approached the White Witch. The air between them seemed to freeze, thick with the weight of their past encounters and the knowledge of what would unfold. The forest's shadows loomed over them, silent witnesses to the coming confrontation.
Jadis stood tall, her white skin pale against the afternoon sky, her icy presence cutting through the air like a blade. She regarded Aslan with disdain and calculation, her lips curling into a cold smile.
"You are late, Aslan," she said, her voice icy and smooth. "I was beginning to think you would refuse. But here you are, finally ready to meet your fate."
Aslan met her gaze steadily, his posture proud, his voice calm yet heavy with the weight of his decision. "It is not fate, Jadis. It is a sacrifice I make willingly. Edmund will not die. I will take his place. You will have what you want—my life and his freedom."
Jadis' eyes narrowed, her fingers twitching at her side as if she were itching to unleash some dark magic. Her patience was thin, and her frustration was evident. "You truly believe you can bargain with me, Aslan?" she hissed. "I do not care for your sacrifices. Edmund betrayed me, yet you offer yourself in his place as if your life is worth more than his."
Aslan did not flinch. His voice remained steady. "The fate of Narnia depends on this. I do not offer my life to you for the sake of some personal transaction. I offer it to save Narnia and protect those I love. If it must be done, then I will take Edmund's place. His life is worth more than any sacrifice I could make. But his future... the future of Narnia... is worth the cost."
Jadis looked at him, eyes blazing with a wicked gleam. She was, at last, beginning to see the depths of Aslan's resolve. Her fingers curled, and a cruel smile spread across her lips.
"So noble, so self-sacrificial," she sneered. "You believe that by offering yourself, you will somehow defeat me? No, Aslan. You will be nothing more than a fleeting memory. Your little Empress, Elizabeth, and her siblings will cry for you, but they will understand that you were foolish."
Aslan, unfazed, spoke again. "You underestimate the strength of Narnia, Jadis. You think you can break it with your cold heart and cruelty. But you will never own it. As long as Narnia breathes, it will never truly belong to you."
Jadis' laugh rang out, cruel and sharp. "Enough of your rhetoric. I grow tired of this. You wish to die for these creatures, these people you love. Very well, Aslan. If you are so willing, then come and meet your end." She flicked a hand dismissively in the air. "We will meet at the forest clearing tonight. There, you will give your life in exchange for the boy's. I shall deal with you then."
Aslan nodded, his face sad but resolute. "I will be there. But I will face you, Jadis, not as a beast to be slain but as a force you cannot control. You will find that I am not so easily defeated."
Jadis' eyes flashed with hatred, but she gave a mockingly graceful bow. "We shall see, Emperor of Narnia. We shall see."
Aslan turned away, his silver-white hair flowing behind him, and began to walk back to the camp to say his goodbyes. The weight of the decision bore heavily on him, but he moved with the grace and dignity that had always defined him, even in the face of impending death.
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