January 14, 1:05

Everything feels deserted and destroyed.. I'm scared.

I'm hiding in a cave. There's a small freshwater stream, but it's probably not safe by now.

The world seems nicer now..
Now that I've seen worse things, things that I caused.

Mistake number 3:
I keep on blaming myself.. I know I shouldn't.. I just do..
Again, reader
Don't make the same mistakes that I made.

I think my country is wiped out, except for me.

I haven't taken off my gas mask yet, I don't think I ever will.
I'm going to travel a lot now.. I'm scared.

I hope I survive

M.S.