August 26, 2011

Rachel Pov

- I TOLD IT WAS A BAD IDEA!!!- Said Finn knocking me to the ground and starting to punch me- THAT'S ALL YOUR FAULT!!!!- said dropping some tears, but not stopping hitting me.

- FINN STOP!! - Quinn said trying to push him off of me - SOMEONE HELP ME HERE!!! - Said and finally Puck and Mike managed to get him off me.

- WHY ARE YOU DEFENDING HER!!!! - he said trying to get rid of the grip of the two boys - IF SHE HAD NOT LEFT OUT THEY WOULD NOT HAVE DIED - he after that was dropped on the floor on his stomach and Noah was on top.

- You have to calm down man - Noah said, still pressing him to the ground.

Brittany helped me up and as soon as I stopped being dizzy, I walked over to Finn and knelt down to be at his height.

- Look Finn I understand you're mad, but if we hadn't left we wouldn't have medicines, ammunition and new weapons and also probably wouldn't have managed to kill all the walkers or more people could have been bitten - I said and got up heading towards the Sam who was still beside Mercedes.

- I'm so sorry Sam - I said and started to get even closer to him and I knelt down so I could hug him from the side - It wasn't my intention, I swear - I said starting to cry.

- No... It wasn't your... your fault Rach- she said and started to cry even more, only now leaning on my shoulder.

- Come let's clean you up - I said trying to pull him up, but he refused - Come on Sam later we'll go back and bury her - I said and he shook his head.

- I have to stay with her - he said and I nodded, because if I were Quinn I would do the same, but this moment when we were distracted Mercedes came back to life and nobody noticed, but when she got up and bit Sam on the cheek- AAAAHHH- I had to do the last thing I wanted to... kill her... I quickly grabbed my knife and looked it deep in her eyes.

- I'm sorry - I said letting tears wash down my face and I plunged my knife into her skull, I turned to the side where Sam was missing a piece of his cheek and was already closing his eyes - Sam, no please.

- You have to kill me Rach, I can't die like one of those things, just promise me one thing- he said and I nodded-Mercedes has to go somewhere in peace so please take care of his funeral for me - he said and I raised my hand that was in Mercedes' blood and consequently had the knife, I closed my eyes and simply stuck it in his brain, after I took the knife out I started crying compositionally, and I felt myself being enveloped by two arms , I looked up and saw Quinn who was also crying.

- You had to do this Rach - said with a kiss on my head - I had to do the same thing with Mr.Schue I know it hurts, but it was necessary -he said and pressed me more against his chest. After some time in the hug, more people were joining us like Sarah and Luke who stayed on my lap and Quinn's.

- What will we do now? - Emily said that and was hugged by Britt.

- We have to bury Sam, Mercedes and Mr.Schue and burn the rest - I said getting up and wiping my eyes Sarah looked at me with a little smile, I looked around and saw Finn being comforted by Puck, even though they weren't very friends, I saw Marley between Dani and Kitty, then I looked to the side and I saw Quinn with Luke, Mike and Tina with Thomaz, Kurt and Blaine who were with Anne and Santana and Brittany who were with Emily and that's when I realized I had to survive for them - And after packing, we're going to look for a new place to live.

- I can dig the pits - Marley volunteered - I don't want anyone to have to suffer doing this, so since I didn't know them very well, even though I wanted to, I do.

- Thank you - Quinn said with a smile full of tears.

- I help - I said and everyone looked at me - I owe it to them, Sam especially - I said and everyone nodded - Little girl I'm so happy you're alright - I said kissing the top of Sarah's head.

- I love u mama - she said and I gave a smile.

- I love you too, my beauty - I said and handed it to Shelby who took it with a smile on her face.

I got up and gave Quinn a kiss on the lips and took a shovel from one of the cars and followed Marley who was also with a shovel in his hand to a small field that was nearby, when we arrived I asked Marley for Sam to stay by the side of Mercedes and she quickly understood the situation, soon after we started digging. We spent about 4 hours digging and finally the graves were ready. I dropped the shovel on the ground and looked at the sky and watched the sun. I wiped the sweat from my forehead and I noticed that Sam and Mercedes' blood was still on my hand and clothes, I started to panic, I was out of breath when the realization hit me, I killed two of my friends, my god no no no NO!!

- Rach, are you okay?- Marley asked, stopping in front of me, I nodded saying that everything was fine and wiping the sweat off her face she came back looking at me suspiciously- You're very pale, are you sure you're okay?- I started hyperventilating and ran towards the camp - WAIT FOR ME!! - Marley said, taking our shovels and going after me.

- I kept running until I reached the camp and everyone looked at me with concern for my condition, I saw Quinn get up along with Santana and Brittany, they started to come towards me, but when they arrived I ran again and this time I went towards the trailer, I was crying now and the weight of everything I had to do to get here started to crush me. I got into despair and went into the bathroom in a hurry, I arrived and went towards the sink.

Quinn Pov

After Rachel volunteered to help dig the pits, Puck, Mike and Finn went to create a fire so we could burn the walkers and at the same time they went to wrap the bodies of our friends in plastic to make it easier to carry to the place where they would be buried. After about four hours I was playing with Luke and Sarah, when Rae comes running to get everyone's attention, she was sweaty with a crying face and was also hyperventilating, I got up and quickly Tina took my place giving me a smile as if was talking to go see what's wrong with Rachel, I noticed that San and Britt had also gotten up and were as worried as I was, we were walking towards her, but when we got close she ran towards her trailer and then who came running was Marley.

- What happened to Rachie? - Britt asked and Marley looked at us and answered.

- I don't know, we had just finished digging the graves and she started to get weird and out of nowhere ran - spoke and I went towards the trailer running being followed by the girls.

We entered the trailer and right away we started to hear Rae crying coming from the bathroom, we looked at each other and I opened the door to see Rachel, with wet hair and face and torn and wet shirt who was washing her hands frantically and crying a lot .

- Rae stop - I said trying to pull her hands out of the sink, but she yanked her hands out of my grip and put them back under the water - YOU'LL HURT YOURSELF STOP!!! - I said and held her hands tighter this time doing she starts to thrash around in my arms- What's going on Rae?

Meanwhile, one of the girls turned off the faucet and after they helped me drag Rach into the bedroom, we got to the bedroom and Marley went to get a towel to dry Rae's face.

- Let me take it off - Rachel said trying to get up, but being stopped by me and Santana while Marley and Brittany tried to dry her hair - I need to wash it, this has got to go, HAS TO GET OUT!!! - she said letting go of everyone and going to the other side of the room - I can't stay like this, I shouldn't have done that - she said, passing her hand over her head and being watched with curiosity by the four of us.

- Rae tell us what's going on please - I said and Rachel turned to us and now we could see her body for the first time since we entered the trailer, she had blood on a small part of her face and the purple in her eye from the Finn punches, her shirt was torn and there was also some blood on it and her hands were bloody and they were also a little red from the force with which she was washing.

- What's going on, Quinn? I just killed 6 people of which 2 were my friends, I live full of blood and I live in fear that I might lose any of you at any time and right now I'm covered in blood from my friends that I KILLED!! - she said and sat on the floor bringing her knees to her chest and we all understood what was happening, Rachel was feeling guilty, for having had to kill Sam and Mercedes.

- Oh Rach, everyone here knows you had to do this for us to survive, no one judges you, we know it was difficult and painful to do what you did - Santana said approaching her being followed by the rest.

- Look Rae, remember the conversation we had at the house when we found Sarah? - Marley asked kneeling in front of her - You said we were part of your family and that you would do anything to protect us and when you were attacked by a man that was probably going to kill us, you fought him after his camp tried to kill you and you defend yourself against the four without any help and even managed to get more supplements for us, you always protected me and Sarah, no matter the situation and I saw in your eyes the love you had for us, that you still have for us-he said making the three of us who were behind look at each other and we were all with tears in our eyes, seeing the situations that Rae had to go through alone- And when we got here I... I saw that same love in your eyes as you looked at them, so we know you're doing your best to keep everyone safe- she ran a hand through Rachel's hair making her look up, I saw Marley bring her face closer to R's. ae and at that moment I forgot my tears and went to them pulling Rachel's face so she looked in my direction and I could see out of the corner of my eye Marley getting extremely angry.

- She's right love, you've been a great leader so far and everyone at camp trusts you, we know you're doing your best to keep everyone safe and no matter what idiot Finn says, you made the right decision and nothing what happened was your fault - I said giving a kiss on her forehead, took both her hands and pulled her up - Now let's get you clean with a quick bath in the lake below.

- I can help you with that, Rae - said Marley also standing up and taking Rach's other hand and at the same time getting a hateful look from me.

- Don't need to worry Marley, I'll take care of her- I said, pulling Rae closer to me.

- No, Quinn relax, I do it - Marley said, pulling her to his side.

- You know what, I'll take care of her - Brittany spoke, pulling Rachel from the middle of us and taking her to the trailer door - Can Santy get some towels please? - asked San who nodded and left the trailer to get some that were drying - I'll take Rachie to the lake ok when the two of them stop giving the tantrum you can help.

And so she left the trailer leaving me alone with Marley. I knew I had to have a conversation with her, but that didn't make me any more comfortable with the idea. I turned to face her and saw she was doing the same. Fabray-style eyebrows and we break the ice together.

- Stay away from Rachel!! - we spoke together and we crossed our arms in front of our chests and I decided to speak first.

- Why the fuck would I stay away from Rachel if she's MY girlfriend? - I said approaching Marley.

- Because she's clearly losing interest in you and I want to be with her - the motherfucker told me also approaching me - And I bet she doesn't know about the baby you're probably carrying - she says and my eyes widened, how does she know? - Thought I wouldn't notice huh, you pretty much told everyone when you left a pregnancy test unopened in your tent and Rae doesn't deserve to be fooled.

- First, I'll tell her I MAYBE pregnant, second, stop calling her Rae, only I can call her that - I said, pushing her back, making her fall on the bed - So stop messing with my fucking relationship - I said and started to walk towards the door - Now I'm going to take care of my girlfriend - I said and left the trailer.

A/N: DRAMAAA ;)