August 16, 2011

Quinn Pov

It's been 2 and a half months since I don't see my Rae anymore, Finn said he went back to the hospital to get her, but she was already dead and being eaten by walkers, at that moment my world fell apart and I along with Shelby, Leroy and the rest of the glee club burst into tears, we're now standing at a camp in Benton, Tennessee, but by the time we got here we lost some people like, Artie, Mr.Pillsbury, Sugar, Rory, Ryder, Jake, and Leroy, who sacrificed himself to save the group. All this time without Rachel it has been very difficult, my mother has been taking care of me in situations that I needed and Santana, Brittany, Shelby, my mother and Puck have also suffered as much as I have, so I have been looking for support in Finn who is always beside me and gives me affection, has sex with me, but nothing like Rachel did, because with Finn there is no feeling or anything is just loneliness with, but with Rae it was love and passion.

- Hey babe- Finn said approaching me and giving me a kiss that I barely returned. I was busy teaching some things to the kids we have at camp, which are called: 10 year old Emily, 7 year old Anne, 6 year old Thomaz, 3 year old David and the younger 2 year old Luke, we found them in an orphanage in which we were looking for food and clothes and we just couldn't leave them, together with Mr.Schue that I didn't even see him approaching - It's everything ok? I missed you - He said putting his arm around my shoulders-Hey kids, how are you? - only received a few whispers in return, as none of the kids liked Finn very much, to be honest almost no one in the entire camp liked Finn, that's including me -Okay then. Well I have to go now, I'm gonna help Sue catch fish for dinner, so yeah I love you bye - he left giving me a peck.

- I honestly don't understand why you're with him Q- Santana said coming close to me and sitting next to me - Seriously you don't even love him, you're only with him because Rach is not here anymore - as soon as she said that Will noticed that the atmosphere was going to get tense and he took the kids out of there, leaving me alone with Santana.

- You don't know what you're talking about, so shut the fuck up - I say through clenched teeth, already getting annoyed and sad about the subject, after all everyone in that camp knew that Rachel's death was like a forbidden subject, where I was extremely sensitive when talking about - You don't have Britt to fuck right?

- Look blondie, it's not because you run away from the subject that it doesn't exist, it's been over 2 months Quinn, it wasn't just you who lost her ok? Rachel was my best friend - she says it with tears in her eyes but still didn't drop any.

- She's such a friend that you were ashamed of her and spent almost a YEAR throwing slushies on her!! - I screamed knowing I had gone too far, that was a guilt that Santana still carried with her and I knew that so I used it - Look San don't come give me a moral lesson ok, you practically made her hate herself so give back the a fuck of - I was interrupted by a punch that hit my chin making me fall from the chair I was sitting on.

Everyone in the camp stopped what they were doing to look at the scene. As soon as I got up I went towards her with full force and I landed a punch in her nose making her fall backwards and her nose oozed blood. I didn't even have time to think, the next thing I knew Santana was on top of me throwing punches all over my face as I tried to defend myself.

- Stop you two now! - We heard Britt's voice of despair coming from behind us, she was with Puck and Sam and the two soon tried to take Santana off of me.

- What's going on here!!- Sam asked, trying to hold Santana down.

- THAT CRAZY BITCH WHO ATTACKED ME!!! - I said getting up and going over to Santana, but before I could get to her Puck held me - LET ME DOWN PUCK!! - Shouted trying to release me.

- ME!? Esa perra que me ofendió, ugr que odio estas jodido en mi mano fabray- began to speak in Spanish, Britt went to her side to try to calm her-Let me go trouty if you don't want to lose your hand.

- We won't let go of either of you until you calm down and stop screaming!! - Puck said, still holding me by the waist - You guys are leaving everyone in danger screaming like that - when he finished speaking we both realized it was true and we stopped. Finally Puck released me and Sam released Santana.

- Sorry San I shouldn't have brought up a subject that I know you still feel guilty about- I spoke approaching her with slow steps until I finally stopped right in front of her.

- Yeah and I shouldn't have brought up the subject that I know you're not ready to talk about yet -She also said, approaching me, I looked at her with a crying face that she was too - Come on - she said and held out her arms to me, I went without thinking twice, I hugged her and then I started to cry and felt her do the same.

- You were fighting about Rachie again right? - Britt aks in a voice that was more like a whisper, we both parted and she saw the tears in our eyes and quickly joined us in the hug and started to cry a little bit, we felt two strong arms wrap ourselves and we looked up, it was Sam and Puck both on the verge of tears and we stayed that way until the rest of the glee club and the camp joined in the hug everyone also missing the little diva even the children who listened to stories about her all the time.

- What the fuck is going on here? - I heard Finn's voice, I looked back and there was him, Coach Sylvester, Shelby and Judy standing there with a doubtful face - Why this group hug? You were worried that I wouldn't come back right? - Asked to make everyone roll their eyes, but it was Emily who spoke what everyone was thinking.

- What? This has nothing to do with you mailmen, we are remembering Aunt Rachel that's why the big commotion - she said making Santana through her head back and burst out laughing, and the others giggled, Judy, Shelby and even Sue had their eyes bathed in tears because they missed Rachel too.

- Oh I miss the mini Streisand and her diva attacks - Sue said, getting a giggle from the glee club and Mr.Schue.

- SHUT UP YOU LITTLE BRAT, YOU HAVE TO FACE THE FUCKING FACT THAT THAT RACHEL FUCKING BERRY DIED LIKE I SAID!!- said Finn screaming, making David and Luke start to cry. Tina and Mercedes, who were holding the boys, tried to calm them down with a song and it worked now Emily, Anne, and Thomaz moved forward to stand beside me, ready to defend the Aunt Rach they had heard so much about. Puck and Santana were going up to Finn, but Britt was the one who got there first, giving a slap that made a loud crack, causing everyone to be shocked, because sweet Britt was not a person that likes using violence.

- Shut the up you bastard, you might be one of the leaders for now, but that's just because Rachel isn't here, listen to me, no one here likes you, but we respect you and you can be sure if you continue to act like this you will be killed and it won't be by any walkers but by one of us - she said that making Finn scared and Britt received several nods affirming what she had just said making Finn get even more embarrassed.

- Okay, let's hit Finn later because now we have to prepare the table for when Dani and Kitty bring the deer- said Judy making everyone go back to work.

I walked over to Finn and pulled him by the collar of his shirt so he was very close to my face.

- If you talk bad about Rae or anyone else in this camp I'll KILL you, do you understand me? - I asked between clenched teeth holding his shirt with extraordinary strength, I could tell he was scared so he quickly nodded so I could loosen my grip on his shirt, as soon as I did he walked away quickly and entered his tent.

Suddenly our walkie talkie started to make noises calling everyone's attention and making Santana, I, Shelby, Sue and Mr.Schue go to the radio and after a few seconds we understood that the call was from Dani and Kitt.

- Hey everyone! - Dani's voice sounded on the other end of the line. The fear that something bad had happened to them quickly disappeared as we heard Dani's excited voice - Is everything okay there?

- Hi Dani - I replied in the same excited tone - Any news on hunting for food or are you too busy having sex with Kitty?

- Fuck you Fabray. We are only calling to say that me and Kitty are going to Kentucky to get more gas, ammo and more food so we won't be back today as planned - she said and I could hear Kitty's noise saying something to her-Oh and Fabray Kitty also told you to fuck off because of that little joke.

- Ok girls just let us know when you're coming back and take care we can't lose anyone else - said Mr. Schue when deciding to interrupt the girls' game-Exchange off.

- Copied Schue, exchange off - Dani said before hanging up the call.

- Well, now we just have to hope they find something good in Kentucky-Said Shelby leaving, being followed by Santana, Sue and Will, I was still a few seconds looking at the walkie talkie before going back to my chores, I don't know why but I had a strange feeling about this trip of theirs.