August 29, 2011

Quinn Pov

It's been two days since Finn was buried and I still haven't talked to Rachel. We are currently in Houston, Texas and we had left the condo about 3 hours ago, but to be honest I was more shocked than annoyed by the situation. or sad, Finn deserved it, but the Rae I knew would never have the guts to kill someone. And after a day I decided to apologize to her and explain why I acted weird, so I went towards the trailer and when I opened the door I heard laughter and I looked inside the trailer and saw her laughing with Marley, Sarah and Luke and this it hurt me deeply, I mean they felt like a family and I was outside just watching, so I decided to save the excuses for later. Which brings us to this moment we had just made a stop at a gas station and everyone was outside eating, Rachel was inside the trailer feeding Sarah and Emily, Marley was taking care along with my mother and mother-in-law to the other kids, I decided it was my chance and went inside to meet Rae. I went in and saw Emily giving food in Sarah's mouth, who was struggling and saw Rachel who was with Sarah on her lap laughing at the scene.

- Why doesn't she just keep quiet? - Emi asked, trying to put the food in Sarah's mouth, but the little one hit the spoon making the food fall on the table which made Rachel laugh more.

- Hi, am I interrupting? - I asked and they all turned to me.

- No, babe come in - Rachel said and I couldn't help but blushed-Lily was trying to feed this princess here- she said making a tickle on Sarah's belly, who started to laugh- Want to help?

- Actually Rae I wanted to talk to you - I said and saw her looking at me with a face of doubt - It's important - at that moment Emily got up and took Sarah in her lap heading towards the door.

- We're going to leave you alone-she said, and left, taking Sarinha's food with her.

- So what do you want to talk about? - Rach asked as I sat in front of her at the little table, I could see she was a little upset so I knew the conversation could be difficult.

- Straight to the point then? - I asked and she sighed waiting for me to continue - I came here to apologize for ignoring you - I said and she looked me deep in the eyes, as I had already caught her attention I continued - I had been in shock because I didn't think you were actually going to kill him and when you shot him, I didn't know what to say or do, I should have stood by you and told you I understand why you did it - I said and saw she was with the tearing eyes.

- I did what I did, because it was necessary, that idiot kept doing shit after shit and at one time or another it would hurt us - he said and I nodded knowing she was right - Quinn I love you, I love Sarah, Santana, Britt, Luke, Noah, Marley, Shelby, Judy the others and I'll do anything to make you guys alive and healthy and if I have to kill a guy for that to happen I'll do it - she said and stood up and gave around the table to sit beside me - I'm not saying that I'm going to kill anyone in front of me, but I'll take care of you and that will always be my priority - she said and kissed me, making me startle at first, but soon I surrendered, after a while with our lips pressed together she asked me for passage with her tongue and I quickly relented, her hands went to the back of my neck and mine went to her wrists holding her there for a while, our kiss it got hotter and hungrier as we went. We got up and were stumbling towards the bedroom, we arrived and I pushed her on the bed making her fall on her back on the mattress, I climbed on top and started giving light kisses and bites on her neck.

- Rae are you here? - Marley said entering the trailer - Rae?

- What a cockblocking bitch - I speak softly and roll to the side lying down.

- I'm in here Mar - Rachel said and Marley came towards the bedroom.

- Oh, hi Quinn - she said as soon as he saw me and I saw his smile fade a little-I came to call you here because we'll have to get back on the road in 5 minutes - she said and approached Rachel who had already got up and was arranging her wrinkled clothes - Well I'll be on my way, but as soon as we get to Austin we need to go look for somewhere that would be safe, that's all so I'll leave you there - she said and kissed the corner of Rach's mouth and left the room, when she left I remembered what Rach had said, did she love Marley? I felt my stomach turn at the thought and as soon as Marley left I stood up and faced her with my arms crossed in front of my chest.

- You love her don't you? - I asked and she looked me in the eyes - Say it Rae.

- Yes I love her -she said and my eyes filled with tears - But not the way you are thinking, she saved me and took care of me, she was the one who helped me take care of Sarah when we found her - spoke wiping the drops of tears that it was running down my cheek- But you're the only one I'm in love with, and you'll always be the only one- she said and hugged me, I buried my head in the crook of her neck and hugged her back with the same force -I can know why you asked that?

- Yesterday I came to apologize to you for acting distant, and when I walked in I saw you and her with Luke and Sarah, you looked like family I felt uncomfortable and scared you'd leave me- I said and she immediately pulled me into a kiss, and words didn't need to be said for me to know she loved me.

Rachel Pov

I broke the kiss and looked deep into his eyes. The day before yesterday when Marley and I were taking care of the kids, while Finn's funeral was taking place, Mar and I had a conversation.

Flashback on

The kids were in the room jumping on the bed with me, while Marley was preparing some snacks, but as she was taking too long I went to see if she needed help, I left the room and ran into Marley.

Do you need some help? - I asked and she turned to me.

No, I'm almost done- he said, cutting some tomatoes- And did you get tired of jumping?

It's after you fall out of bed and you end up losing your grace - I said and she laughed and approached me, when she got close, too close, she pulled me by the back of the head and kissed me, as soon as I realized what happened I stopped everything - Why did it?

I thought you wanted it too- she said and put her hands on my waist, she did that and pulled me in for one more kiss, but before our lips touched I pulled away from her- I love you don't leave me like this.

Look Marley I love you too, ok? But not the way you're thinking - I said and saw her tense - I'm in love with Quinn and she's the one I'm staying with, you have to move on - I said and brushed a lock of hair out of her eye and tucked it back from her ear, her eyes were tears about to fall and I felt like a horrible person, but I knew I had to do it- Look I have no doubts that you will find someone who loves you and when that happens I will be there for threaten and intimidate that person so that they never do any harm to you - I said and she gave a sad laugh and I held her face in my hands - But that's all I'm going to be, I love you Mar, but it's like a friend and I I will always love this one - I said and she approached again.

I think you're right, but it's not that easy Rae, I won't stop loving you all of a sudden, but I promise I won't try anything else and I'll respect your relationship with Quinn- she said and hugged me, put her head in the crook of my neck and I felt a few tears fall onto my shirt.

I thank Mar, you were the one who saved me, the one who helped me and you will always have a part of my heart, but that part is not the passion part - I said and kissed the top of her head - I don't want to lose your friendship or yours partnership - I said and she looked at me.

This you'll never lose, Rach said and I hugged her again.

flashback off

- Where have you gone now? - Quinn asked and I looked at her and placed a kiss on the tip of her nose.

- It wasn't a big deal Lucy - I said and was slapped on the arm.

- You know I hate that name - she said and slapped me again.

- Okay, I understand- I said and ruffled her hair - How about lion? - I asked and she laughed and slapped me again.

- You're lucky I love you- she said and after a few more teasing we left the room and headed towards the staff, ate a little and went back to the road, the same arrangements only this time it was Quinn who drove.

We spent 2 hours on the road without any complications, as soon as we arrived in Austin we started looking for places to call home, we passed several houses and condominiums, but they all didn't look very safe, or they were full of walkers and holes in the fences that would be very difficult to fix, we stayed 1 hour until we found a prison, there were some walkers inside, but nothing we couldn't finish, it was big and it was surrounded by bars, everyone stopped their cars and got out.

- Well folks, I think we finally found a place to live- I said and everyone started to celebrate.

- Now we'll have to think about how to get in- Mike said and everyone agreed.

- Well as there are bars we can attract walkers to the other side and there are also towers we can climb, so I suggest that someone who can run fast try to reach the door on the other side, meanwhile we can attract them to the other direction and those who get lost and go after the person we kill ourselves-Quinn said and everyone agreed because it really seemed like a great plan - But the question is who would be the fastest? And in addition to running fast, you have to be strong to be able to cut the lock- he said and everyone started to think.

- I can go- said Noah - I was on the football team and I can run fast because of that and I have strength- he said, flexing his arm so that his muscles showed, everyone rolled their eyes but nodded.

- So it's decided, Tina and Kurt you're going to lure the walkers to the left and Blaine you're going to lure the walkers to the right, Britt, San you're in the right tower, Quinn and Mike you're in the left tower I'll open the door for Noah to get out and I'll shoot from there too, Sue, Dani, Marley and Kitty you're around the fence killing any walkers that don't follow the others - I said and everyone nodded.

- But Kell, I want to help too-Lily said, attracting everyone's attention-And I also want to learn how to use a weapon, I don't want what happened to Anne to happen to me- I looked around and saw that everyone was thinking.

- Okay, you can help, you're going to help Blaine attract the walkers and after everything's settled we'll teach you and Thomaz how to handle the guns-I said and saw her jumping for joy and Thomaz cracking a smile.

- I can teach them- Britt said and I nodded.

- And I can help - Mike said and I also agreed, we all went to their positions and I had already managed to break the lock on the door to let Noah out, but before I called him making him turn to me.

- Be careful please - I said and gave her arm a light squeeze - I can't lose you.

- I'll be careful, I promise Jew babe, you won't get rid of me that easily- he said and kissed me on the head.

- Go - I said and we both went to our positions - ALL READY? - I asked and they raised their hands making a thumbs up - NOW!! - I said and opened the door, Noah ran away, but at the same time Blaine, Emily, Kurt and Tina started screaming attracting the walkers' attention, Quinn and Mike started shooting the ones that didn't follow the noise along with Kitty, Sue, Dani and Marley, Santana and Brittany were also killing the ones that could and I, I was this time with a gun and was shooting at those who were approaching me, Noah kept running until he reached the door and apparently it was taking a while to get the lock to break, but finally he got it and went in on the other side, we cheered and finished killing the rest from the walkers, as soon as it was over, I opened the door again and ran towards Puck who welcomed me with open arms, I jumped into his lap and we both started laughing - You made it!! You did it! - He put me on the ground and the others also hugged him.

- Well now we'll need to tidy up inside - said Dani - I think we'd better choose just one sector and the rest we lock the tickets would be easier that way.