I love doors with locks. It's a way of saying "Stay out" without having to put in effort. It's a way of staying GO AWAY without being rude. I just don't want to talk to people. I just don't want to be judged by anyone anymore. I don't want to been seen through open doors. So I shut them and lock myself away. Away from the heartbreak. Away from people who don't care. Away from people whom I've loved but the love I gave was a mere  drop in the ocean. But as I look in these stories you know what I find? People who care. Who don't turn their back on me.  People who don't find their world as awful as mine. So I love to disappear  there sometimes. Slip out of reality for a stolen moment for a second of the fictional world. But lately it's felt like someone is trying to get Me to unlock my door. My door where is can disappear for a bit just to get away from this awful world I'm in. That's why these doors with locks have become doors with chains.