Terrance's POV

I knew I wasn't supposed to visit here at night but I just couldn't help it. So I got to the place and exited my car. I ambled on the silent dweish green grass till I reached it.

I finally sat in front of the grave where Agnes Douglas, my most favourite person rest, under the big oak tree and the silent wind blew over it.

I sighed heavily as I recalled how I wailed as a twelve year old losing her.

"You still love me right?" I asked swallowing the lump in my throat. "Because I still do and I will forever." I smiled weakly.

"Dad..Dad told me most of the time that you were gone that you were in a better place...I understood it but it was very difficult. I miss the way your skilled fingers massage my hair, I miss your cookies, I miss how you save me form dad's wrath when I became naughty." I chuckled humourlessly.

"I miss you Mummy." I admitted feeling moisturous in my eyes.

"I brought you more wreaths, but I wove one around my heart." I said and placed the wreaths on her grave.

I drowned my hot exhale into the cool wind and stood up and started to walk back. I looked over my shoulder to the grave again and walked back into my car. I sat inside and with one more look, I drove back home.

Why mom? Why did you have to leave me?

Life deceived and blinded me; that you'll be with me forever, now who'll I find better than you?

It's been nine years since I've seen her, her smile, her food, her ignition of happiness.

I also had to cope with my dad who was completed heartbroken and dejected.

I finally reached home and sighed a shaky sigh before I got down. With slow paces, I sauntered inside and I saw Esther coming my direction.

She was in her maid clothes with ear plugs in her ears and chocolate in her hands and just when I saw her, I felt a bit better.

"They say my time is almost up, tell them bitches, "Wish, wish"

All these hoes lookin' cold, all these bitches fish sticks

Put a ribbon on my box 'cause this pussy gifted

I ain't got no free time, all my shit expensive

See my ring, my watch, my chain and everything is lit, lit (Ice)

All this gold on a bitch, I feel like I'm Slick Rick

If they love me or they hate me, it don't make no difference (Cardi)

It be hard not to kill a hoe 'cause I be tempted"

Her voice wasn't bad but she sang every song in a crazy way, a crazy hot way. She stopped right in front of me and looked up.

"What's wrong?" She asked pouting as she looked into my eyes.

"None of your damned business." I sneered glaring down at her and she shrugged.

"I'm pretty sure Estrella did this! Damn that girl." She muttered, raising her hand as she put it in my cheek.
Even her touch was warm and I didn't want to feel vulnerable so I gripped her wrist that had her hand on my cheek and I peeled it off.

"Don't you dare touch me like that again understand?" I warned.

"Great." She rolled her eyes."The one time I try to be good, just this one time I try to be good, this is what I get...You know what? You can give me back my consolation and go to hell." She ranted and started wriggling out of my hold.

I jerked her forward a harshly and she went still once I had her close to my chest.

"Get me a cup of coffee." I ordered and let go of her, I then walked past her, hitting my arm with her shoulder again but she didn't say anything.

Better.

But when I turned to look at her, she was mimicking how I was walking. I ignored her and went to my room and plopped into my bed. I placed my hands at the back of my head and stared at the ceiling.

I sighed and sat upright and turned on the TV. That was when Esther entered and closed the door behind her. She had my coffee in her hands alright but that was not where I was looking.

She had changed out of her maid clothes and worn a pair of high waisted black shorts and a blue blouse. I gulped hard as I scrutinised her from head to toe.

I groaned and got out of bed and started waking towards her and she backed away, ending on the door.

"H..here's your coffee." She said when I was a few inches away from her, because the coffee was blocking our way.

"Haven't I told you to never dress up like this and come to my room?" I demanded folding my arms above her head. "And is this something you're doing in order to..seduce me?" I narrowed my eyes.

"Haven't I told you I dress up anyhow I want?." She said pressing her lips into a thin line. "And of course I have no reason to seduce you." She scoffed.

"Here's your coffee. " She smiled sweetly and I gave her the weird look.

"Never dress up like this and come to my room is understand?" I declared and gulped again. My dry throat was extremely dry.

"Do you feel seduced?" She teased. "Uhh, I dress up anyhow I want and nothing you're saying's gonna make me stop, besides, I'm done with my work for the day and I need to sleep but since you're my boss and you asked me to do something for you, I obeyed your orders of making you coffee because I don't want to lose my job or else I won't be able to pay my college fees and my mother doesn't work and-"

"SHUT UP DAMNIT!" I growled and she went silent. I swear I would have silenced her in another way.

"Give me my coffee." I demanded taking it from her. ''And get out." I commanded. She peeked at getting TV and her lips form a sheepish grin.

"Don't even think about it, get. out." I repeated.

"NOOBIES!" She squealed, ran past me and flopped into my bed.

She's worse than a five year old.

"Did you not hear me? I said Get. Out." She snapped her head at me and gave me a daring look.

"Make me." She said slowly folding her arms and she quirked a brow. I paced towards her till I reached my bed.

"Don't make me-" I tried to warn.

"But I said make me." She said not looking at me.

I fumed and pulled her out of bed by her wrist and threw her over my shoulder.

"Put me down! Put me down!" She yelled hitting my back as if something will happen. I exited my room and faced the dark hall.

"I'll wake up everybody! Hello! I'm being kidnapped!" She yelled and her voice echoed in the dark.

I groaned and put her down. Later, I pinned her to the wall and covered her mouth.

"Shut up please!" I whispered yelling.

"You can say please?" She muffled and we heard a particular room door open.

"Shit. " I cursed under breath and made sure I cover her by towering over her.

"What the.."

"I said shut up!" I whisper-yelled again.

"Terrance, is that you?" Dad asked.

"Yes dad." I replied and pressed myself more to her ignoring the fact that he features were crushing against my chest.

"Is anyone else there? " He asked again.

''Um..No." I lied.

"But I'm-"

''Shhh." I groaned and she placed her hands on my chest causing my heart to accelerate.

"Tef-"

"Shut up or else I'll make you!" I dared.

"OK then," Dad said and closed the door. She pushed me away I slightly stumbled back.

"Go and sleep." I said.

"No." She replied.

I trekked paces towards her, carried her again and threw her over my shoulder.

"Ughh!" She groaned and I couldn't help but smile even though she couldn't see me.

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Anyway which can tell me what happens when one goes for camping in the woods? I've never done that so I have no idea and I feel lazy to consult google.