Afraid of the one above, so I stay. Slowly losing myself, killing what pieces of me I have left. I deserve better. What is happiness anyway? I wouldn't know. They say seek happiness but where do you even find it? In places you can't see? I wonder. I want to see to believe but most things that are believed are unseen. That's sucks. I'm torn and afraid, but I stay. I'm numb and bitter, but I stay. I'm dumb and unfaithful, but I stay. I gave up everything for nothing, so I stay. I'm here right now, so I stay.