10. Mind Games

Stop it.

                          Quit coming back to haunt me.

You leave me broken every time and I'm stupid enough to keep coming back.

                          You then leave me again, broken and I spend all of my time healing myself all over again for your next arrival when you're ready to use me.

You play these mind games with me that tell me you're right and that I'm wrong. That you always win and I lose. That you leave full and satisfied and that I stay starved, confused, and weak.

                         Just leave and don't come back.

At least have the decency to do that because the more you come back, the easier it becomes to follow you. When will I learn?

                         The more I give to you, the more you take and the less I have. It hurts.

You play with my mind to make me feel like this is love.

                         It isn't and you know it and I know it but I keep playing with the cards you deal and although I know it'll end the same, with you winning and me losing, I continue to play.

Even though I don't like to see you go, you do anyway so do me a favor. Just please... leave for good. For my sake.

                        If not... I'll forever be weaved into you... being hurt by you... never finding someone who will be good to me... is it meant to be this way?

Maybe I should delete you out of my life. Block you. But you and I both know I can never do that.

                       So please... stop with the mind games. Let me learn all of the tricks to win so I can become immune to you.

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