"There is a charm

about the forbidden
that makes it
unspeakably desirable. "

-Mark Twain

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"Mmmmm Bella, you shouldn't be stretching like that. That's why there are locker rooms for Female Talent."

"Oh then I would be denying you the pleasure of watching me now wouldn't I?" I peeked over my shoulder knowing it was him by the sound of his voice.

"So I have been right all along? Nicole Garcia wants another piece of The Viper?" Confidence filled his voice as always.

I rolled my eyes and moved over to a crate and tied my laces.

"Don't you have to go somewhere and be a bitch for Seth?" I shot with a smile and I could see his jaw clenching in the corner of my eye.

I knew he was annoyed with the new member, well it had been several months, but I knew Randy and he didn't take well to basking in someone else's glory.

While Evolution was a group of equality it was clear who was the favoured one in The Authority. Yes I was in love with the creator but I could see why Randy was upset.

Kane was happy simply being a bodyguard but Randy always wanted more...

Hunter didn't really care much about wrestling as he was trying to handle things behind the scenes to seek Vince's approval. It was no secret that Vince took him as his own son. He would one day be running the company alongside his wife and I was sure I didn't fit into that picture. I wasn't that naive, I knew our affair had no happy ending for me, with him leaving her.

I knew that he loved her and knew her for most of his life and I was new. Someone different that simply caught his eye because he lacked something within his marriage.

I promised myself that it would be cut short once I fell but he was like a drug to me.

And boy was I addicted.

So I settled for the affair that would most definitely end once I left the company.

"No that's Kane's job, I'm looking for a bitch of my own though." He whispered into my neck, breaking my thoughts that had trailed off to Hunter, before moving in front of me.

His eyes glanced over my cleavage before settling on my thighs.
He placed his hands on the outside of each of them with his thumbs grazing over it briefly before disappearing.

"I'm sure there are plenty of women who want to be compelled by you Orton." I sighed, slightly annoyed due to my warming up being interrupted, considering my match was up soon but the Predator always lurked in the shadows.

Clearly I had been listening to John's crazy talk too much..

"Does one of those women happen to be you?" I frowned briefly as I didn't like when he indirectly tried to claim me because then it would make John's words true.

"No. I feel like I should take your phone and record that so whenever the thought of that pops into your head you can just play it" I gave a small smile.

I crossed my legs earning a brief annoyed look from him while my sneakers grazed over his gear as he leaned forward in front of me.

"But then I wouldn't get to see that look in your eyes, now would I?" He focused his blue eyes on me with a knowing smile which probably contained many thoughts I was better off not knowing.

I sighed as I stood up and pulled on my cap as I peeked up at him.

"Well you're not missing anything, they're just brown" I mumbled, the memory of Brie and I complaining to my mom many times of how we wished our eyes were lighter, hazel brown or green. In the end I guess we would have looked odd that way..

"Brown eyes that say so much.." He said softly as his eyes didn't leave mine and I tried glancing away but his blue orbs caught me each time.

"Not what you want them to though" I answered realizing maybe John was right.

Randy was becoming more persistent each week. I just wasn't sure where it suddenly came from.

"You're not staring into them.." He moved closer and pinned me between him and the equipment box.

"...You can't see what I do Garcia."

"That I hate you and want you to move away from me?" I narrowed my eyes, hoping that would make him move but of course this was Randy.

"Far away from you.." He smirked, mocking me when it was truly what I wanted.

He pushed his lower body against me and let his hands move to the back of my thighs making me tense before he lift me onto the crates.

"You know what I want to do right now Nicole? I want to feel you but we can't risk you soaking that ring gear now can we?"

"No, she has to go out tonight" he shook his head as he whispered to himself while his fingers trailed up my inner thigh.

I wasn't sure why I was simply letting him move his fingers. Maybe half of me was scared frozen and a bit confused as I had never seen the look in his eyes before. It didn't contain the usual amusement as he tried to get a rise out of me.

"So what should I do Nicole?"

My eyes searched his again.

"Leave me.." I began but he gripped my face roughly and forced his tongue past my lips.

I pushed against his chest but it did nothing and he held my other cheek as well.

My face trapped by his large hands, my nails pressed against his chest trying to resist but being defeated.

It was rough and I felt his body push up against me as my chest was pressed to his. I realized my body was betraying me yet again as my fingers held onto his arms and I returned it.

I hated that I kissed him back but he was so persistent and hopefully one kiss would send him on his way. It had been over two years since the night we spent together and he had to let it go.

He had to let that week in the middle of nowhere go. When I felt the rushing anxiety of lagging behind my sister who was getting hitched while I had broken up with Nick for the umpteenth time and drowned my sorrows with him.

Or by myself and he found me.

That night was still fuzzy but he had to forget it all.

Like I had..

"GUYS!"

I felt him leave me and my eyes snapped open as I saw my sister a few feet away, clearly not impressed.

I saw Randy smirk as he wiped his lips and I groaned inside knowing I shouldn't have let him kiss me. I would never hear the end of it but it was one kiss to feed his needs.

"Just wishing your sister good luck.." He said before walking on.

I watched him mostly because I didn't want to look at Brie, who was shooting daggers my way.

"You are so stupid!" She sighed as she moved over to me and I had no choice but to face my dear sister.

"I know, you know how he is" I mumbled not really sure what kind of a defense it was. But Brie was like my mom away from home simply because she didn't let her heart rule her mind like I had the tendency to do. Not that it was the case with Randy.

For once my heart knew exactly who it wanted and it wasn't the Predator.

"Its been two years and you know how he is, but you go and kiss him? And at work, what if Hunter were here?" She whispered a bit too loudly luckily we were far out.

"He's not..." I mumbled knowing Randy was the only member present tonight.

"Nicole you can't do this.." She said with a less accusing tone. I guess due to me still being confused by what came over me.

I frowned processing her words and then shook my head.

"Randy wants what he can't have and he has never had me"

She narrowed her eyes knowing what occurred and I prayed it was simply because they caught us trying for a second attempt in their honeymoon suite. Not because the walls were thin and they heard us the first time.

"Sex doesn't really count, anyway he hasn't but he kissed me and that should get him out of my hair for a bit." I shrugged as we walked over to the gorilla.

"Wow that sounds logical"

"It actually does. He hasn't done anything and then last month he starts touching me? He just wants sex which I won't be giving and.."

"He got you to kiss him on his first attempt and.."

My eyes focused on her and she raised her eyebrow questionably.

"How do you know that was his first attempt?"

"I'm assuming. I'm with you all the time so..."

I sighed as she was right as my moments with Hunter usually occurred after dark, "its done and we will never speak of it again"

"We won't but he will and he will use it to get more out of you"

I smiled hating that she was most likely right.

"You make me sound like I'm so easy."

"Yeah so you aren't screwing The Authority" She whispered as she leaned in closer.

"You know that isn't that simple" I defended.

"You love him I know but you need to be more careful the last thing we need is people finding out. Especially John, you know I hate lying to him and I have been for about two years now. Which partially makes me wish we didn't come back here, then my sister wouldn't be a homewrecker"

I knew she tried not to sound harsh as she pointed out the facts but I couldn't do anything about it.

"I love him."

"I know, I didn't mean to sound harsh okay?"

I laughed a bit and pulled her into a hug while she groaned as we rarely did it so I soon let go.

"I do appreciate you keeping this for me and I know you hate lying. I just can't let him go" I shrugged knowing how weak I sounded.

"Have you tried?"

"Can we not do this here?"

"You're seeing him tonight aren't you?"

"Its been two weeks, of course I am. I don't know why you're so concerned though, you have always been strict on not knowing anything" I sighed hoping Randy would leave me alone so I wouldn't have to discuss my life at work again.

"Yes but .."

"But..." I frowned.

"Nothing okay? " She rolled her eyes as we stopped.

"Facts are I am in love with him and I know he loves me too. Its messy but you can't choose who you love and well yeah. I know what I'm doing, he has a wife and kids but I can't change it and I know I wouldn't be able to break it off. Not now.." I fixed my make-up as we stood at the station.

"Knowing what you are doing and being in love doesn't really sound like a good thing. Especially when it comes to you. "

"He is all I have and all I want.."

"I know. I just wish things were different for you... "


***

"What did you tell your sister?" He questioned as he held my hand while I stepped onto the plane.

"The truth"

"I don't think you should, your sister doesn't approve of this you know that" He gave a small smile as I leaned my face into his other hand that held my cheek, loving the gentle touch.

"She's my sister she wouldn't do anything to hurt me" I reassured him as I took off his suit jacket and moved away from him.

He nodded before disappearing into the cock pit to let the pilot know he should leave.

"Are you mad at me?" I questioned as he closed the small door of the bedroom on the plane.

I knew he was very strict about certain things. I had told him soon after Brie had let me know she had seen us. I guess we had been careless that day and we tried being more careful.

Not as careful though, as another person knew.

But they were both loyal...

"No." He rolled up his sleeves and walked over to me before moving back so that he fell back onto the bed holding me onto him.

"You look tired. Getting the company must be hard work?" I whispered into his lips while tracing my fingers over his cheeks.

"Well yes, it wears you thin but at least I have you"

I smiled brightly at his sweet words, having missed his deep voice.

"Where are we going?" I asked as I sat up and unbuttoned his shirt.

"Dinner in Paris, it is the European tour" He smirked and I wondered how he managed that without his wife knowing why he was using the plane but I was sure he had some 'business trip'.

"The romantic in me likes to believe you booked it that way so we could spend our two year anniversary in the city of love"

"What makes you think I didn't?"

I laughed half because I actually saw it as our anniversary when it could be nothing more than a two year affair.

I liked to pretend sometimes that it wasn't, and I guess it was easier when I focused on him.

"Because you aren't in charge of tour dates. I know everything about you Hunter"

He chuckled and I nodded with a smile having caught him out.

"Do you know I have been wanting you? I'm convinced you do those sexy posts to tempt me"

"I can't contact you personally, so maybe" I bit my lip as I moved on his lap while I finished unbuttoning his shirt.

"Do you enjoy them?" I whispered into his lips as I rocked back and forth onto his lap.

He groaned and let his hands slip underneath my skirt as he gave my behind a gentle squeeze.

"Mmmmm you know I always do Nicole"

I smiled as I nudged my nose over his, my nails trailed over his chest feeling the faint hairs on it. I wasn't sure whether I loved the fuzzy feeling of it or having him shave it. It depended on his mood and by it I knew he was stressed at work and I wanted to relieve it.

I leaned forward and slowly bit his lip as I unbuckled his pants. I knew he had been waiting for me and could have changed but I loved his suits. Especially when he simply had his shirt on and rolled up his sleeves. It did things to me, so many things...

I settled onto him as I stared into his eyes hearing his faint groans as I did.

"You make me feel so hot" I smiled and he grinned before kissing me as I moved back and forth slowly onto him while his fingers moved up my top and slowly unzipped it.

"Faster Nicole" He whispered into my lips before kissing down my neck while he slipped down my my top to reveal his favourite part of my body.

I knew it because he never neglected them and I felt his warm mouth wrap around them as he sucked on my nipples slowly as he squeezed them.

I leaned my head back as I held his head, letting my body move with everything he made me feel.

I pulled his head back and he smiled before trailing kisses on my neck as my hands slipped beneath his open shirt but he quickly stopped them which caused me to frown.

"I can feel you're close.." He whispered into my breasts as his lips grazed over them.

"And?" I breath while his fingers traced over my lace underwear that was pushed aside.

"Your nails.. I can't have you doing that you know"

He went to kiss me again, but I placed my finger on his lips.

"I thought you weren't sleeping with Stephanie?"

"I clearly am" He smirked and I stopped moving and pushed his hands off my body.

"Hunter."

He sighed, "No I am not. You know how things are can we just finish what we started please?"

"I'm not in the mood anymore" I huffed and tried to leave him but he pulled me back in place.

He didn't say anything for a bit before giving a small smile sensing my mood I guess. He ran his fingers through my locks and gave me a brief kiss.

"Nicole, we have limited time together you know that right?"

"Yeah" I mumbled knowing that him being at work didn't really count as time together.

It was the first time he stopped me from doing what I normally did without even thinking and I liked having the feeling of control.

I liked leaving my mark so he knew who he belonged to, but then again he didn't belong to me.

"So?" He searched my eyes which was pointless as he knew I couldn't jump off the plane, not that I would want to move from the position I was in.

I sighed and smiled before kissing him again and pushing him onto his back and gripping his hands into mine.

I moved faster onto him, instead of marking his special back.

He didn't belong to me. But for the next few hours he did and I would make sure he knew it.