Dont leave me behind

*Naruto's Point of view *

"Yeah, buddy. I missed you too." Kiba sadly mumbled as he patted my back, attempting to comfort me. But it didn't work. I was frozen with all these memories and emotions, I just wanted to explode. "Well.. Life's been shit after you were gone.." I pretended to be alright but my voice was cracking and my lips shivered heavily as I tried my best not to let myself fall apart. Tears brimming my eyes. "...I..I lost everything.. my house, money, manpower.. even sakura."

Kiba's eyes widen for a second before the shocked expression turned into a sorrowful one. He leaned in towards me, "I'm sorry, I wish I could be there for you. I really really do.. " he exhaled heavily. "Dammit..dammit dammit!" His palm slammed against the concrete wall beside us. He leaned in closer again, whispering. "Is it the Uchiha's doing?"

My eyes averted in shame and sadness, staring at his plain bed while I nodded, biting hard on my lips and trying my best not to cry out. It was so embarrassing as it is already. I'm so fucking embarrassed.

"Do you know why the fuck he is helping you then?" Kiba's eyes shifted from mine to Sasuke's then back to mine nervously. I slowly shook my head. Kiba sighed, "Whatever it is, don't trust him. He surely has a motive, and not a good one." I nodded silently, agreeing with him. I was quiet the entire time because I was trying my hardest not to let myself break down. But I really wanted to break down.

I'm so so so tired of it all.

And now that I'm finally with Kiba..

Even if it's just a few moments..

I suddenly burst into tears and flew into Kiba's arms. "I.. I miss you. I don't want to be without you.. I need you. I can't... I can't do this anymore.. I got no one, no one.." I blabbered it all out as I was bawling my heart out.

Kiba was surprised. I hardly ever need anyone, I was always so strong and so independent. What happened, what happened to me? I want to know too.. But my bestfriend was understanding. He smiled and wrapped his arms around me as well. For just a brief second, I felt so safe. So tucked away from the cruel reality and pain. He rubbed my back delicately, "I'm always there for you, even when I'm nowhere near. You just have to remember, I will always love you." He whispered softly and gently in my ear.

"Alright, time's up!" The security guard abruptly banged on the door, I startled and jumped, looking back at him. "Quickly now. My boss is coming back from his lunch break." The officer sternly ordered. My heart immediately panicked, how can I leave Kiba? I just felt so safe and comfortable a moment ago. "Can.. Can we have more time please?" I pleaded the guard. Kiba, again was taken aback.

I'm so fucking pathetic!

"No. Now get the hell out before I lose my job!" The officer harshly replied, grabbing onto my arm and dragging me out of there. "Hey now, don't need to get violent." Sasuke instantly slapped the guard's hand off me and glide in front of the man to protect me. The officer growled in return as he slammed Kiba's door. There were a few seconds that Kiba's and my eyes connected. Time seemed to have slowed down. He was smiling with his watery eyes and waving goodbye as he mouthed "Remember" before our connection was cut off by the door.

I was left in disbelief. Kiba was locked away again, I don't know how long it will take before I can see him again. I was just stoning there, staring at his door. I was already starting to miss him. I wish he was set free. I felt so alone and scared. And I couldn't believe for just a few minutes ago I felt so safe from everything.

"Don't worry Kiba, I'll find a way to get you out early. I promise you, I will!" I shouted at the door, hoping he could hear me.

"Come on." Sasuke held my weak hand and pulled me away from the door but I was frozen and I refused to move. "Oi, let's go. The guard is going to yell at us again."

"SO LET HIM!" I screamed, swiftly turned to Sasuke angrily.

Sasuke sighed aloud, "Naruto. Don't throw tantrums like a kid."

"Fuck you, Sasuke. It's all your fault!" I stormed off and as I past him, my shoulders knocked past his' harshly. I pulled up my hood as I ran out the prison gates, Sasuke was right behind catching up to me. "Hey, wait- Naruto!" When we were out of the Prison, the skies were pouring down rain heavily. I breathed heavily, cold and angry, I continued running dangerously in the heavy rain. But Sasuke kept chasing after me. "Naruto, wait!"

....

"Hey, I said wait!"

....

"Naruto!"

I stopped and turned behind, the rain splashing on my face, dripping down my cheeks together with my salty tears. " I SAID FUCK OFF, SASUKE UCHIHA. NOW LEAVE ME THE FUCK ALONE!" My eyes were shut, I was frowning and crying.

I wiped away the tears and rain on my face and bolted off. I guess my screaming worked. Sasuke Uchiha was left behind, looking at me running away from him.

I didn't know how long or how far I ran from that cursed Uchiha. But it was long enough. I finally stopped after blocks and blocks away to catch my breath. At this point, I was tired, cold and hungry. The rain was still merciless as it hit down on me. I sat down on at the nearest bus stop to shelter myself from the rain, but I was still freezing cold.

Even though I caught my breath, I still couldn't breathe properly and felt very thirsty. My head was beginning to spin again. At first I didn't think much of it, I thought I was just very tired of all the running. I laid down onto the seat to rest and waited for the rain to stop.

While I was closing my eyes, I felt so sick. My head just wouldn't stop moving, my visions were blurred and I felt like I could fall off the bus stop bench at any second. What's wrong with me? It was hell. My body was so painfully aching and my muscles hurt. And then I realized what I was craving for.

Drugs.

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