I am falling.

Sometimes I fall. I don't know for how long nor do I know if I ever land again. They say it's not the fall that kills you, It's the landing. But at least we know where we are when we arrive on the ground.
While we're falling we have no control.
No control at all.
We stumble like an infant in the darkness of uncertainty. There is no support whatsoever. At least thats what we think. And because we're falling we have no other option but to believe our anxious thoughts.
There is no time to be rational.
No time to pause.
No time to breathe.
But we are breathing.

The world around us is strange. It is changing day by day. Not necessarily in the best way. No, not at all. But we have to deal with it.

We feel restless, consumed, unsafe. We feel like we are trapped in a rat race. Our thoughts hunt us, circling in our heads. They are our demons, our shadows, our personal venom sticking to us wherever we go. They are inside us, part of us. Never really gonna leave us. Even in the brightest daylight they exist.

While we are falling, it's like we are blind. Blinded by our inner shadows. They hide away the stars in the sky only showing its dark lonely appearance. They hide away the warmth on our skin when we walk under the sun on a beautiful spring day. And the sun seems to have faded away, leaving a poor replica.
But imagine that this isn't real.
Not real at all.
It's just in your head!
All of it.
It's just your mind messing with you But you gave the permission.
You are still the person that is thinking. And you never stopped being that person. So you never stopped being in control. Every breath you take, is your decision to cope with it. To continue the challenge called life.
Imagine yourself as the creator of your own little world.
You can say: Not today!
Imagine yourself as the film maker of your own movie.
Imagine yourself as the person in control.
Because you were, are and will be that person your whole life.
Forever.
If you think you're a creep. You will be one. It's your decision to make. Your path to choose.
Yesterday, today and tomorrow you choose your options, you draw your fate.
And if you fall it is okay!
It's okay to not be okay!
As long as you dont forget to sing while lying in the dark: I'm still standing!
Cause all you need is love and a little bit of humor in your life.
Actually we all live in a yellow submarine and the world we see is a matrix. Based on that you can do what you want. You can stay forever young. You can even be a ROCKETMAN!
Only you and you alone can change the word challenges to chances, the word hopeless to hopefull and the word falling to being in control.

It is that simple.

You just need to be a believer.
Because the scary demons.
They just exist in your mind.
And you are the god of it.
Life goes on!
Make it right!

MIC Drop!