Before you start reading chapter 6 I suggest you go to dailymotion and watch a video called '' 161011 THE SHOW GOT7 bingo talk '' and start watching from min 4 so you can understand the chapter better !

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I came back to my room after shooting still dazed of what happened, I mean Jackson kissed me ! It was our first kiss , something I have been dreaming of since a year ago. But why my heart was hurting instead of jumping of joy. I sat on the edge of the bed, thinking, realizing I was making the same mistake that made us split apart ! What are we ? What's going to happen from now on?

I hear knocks on my door, I rushed praying not to be jackson '' Y-yes ?'' I said nearly whispering, '' It's your evil boss ! open the damn door !'' Tyler shouted from the other side, I opened the door and dragged him like I was hiding from someone ''Jeez ! if you like me like that you could confess like a normal girl '' he said trying to hold the packs of chips he brought with him. He started talking about how amazing the shooting was and that the company is very satisfied of our work blabla... but all I could do is sit besides him silent, frozen. '' What's wrong ? '' He asked stuffing his face with chips '' he kissed me '' I replied still facing the wall in front of me, silence took over the room before Tyler spoke '' ... and ?'' , I looked at him lost in my thoughts '' I don't know" , he put down the chips and hug me gently leaning my head against his shoulder '' I m starting to regret that I brought you here ''. Tyler's phone rung and it made us slightly jump, the manager was calling us to assist an interview that the boys had to have with some thailand famous men magazine . ''Hey I can cover up for you , stay and rest '' he said standing up, '' no ! '' I followed '' besides you need me right ?'' he smiled gently leaning his head towards me and said '' more then you imagine'' then left the room. Wait ! that was the first time I saw that serious kind of flirty side of tyler with me , it surprised me but also made me think that maybe because of my mixed motion I was delusional.

The boys were in the waiting room getting ready, I took the make up bag and head towards youngjae before one of the staffs interrupted ''youngjae is ready, Jb and jackson aren't yet '' , I stood there looking at the two of them looking back at me, then jackson sent me a smirk that made me rush nervously towards JB. I applied his make up as I felt jackson glaring at me. '' What's wrong ? ''JB asked while a was fixing his shirt, I looked up at him '' I m scared to make the same mistake again '', he looked at me surprised as the manager called them out for the interview.

The interview was short and funny, they were charismatic and charming then there was a question that took my attention, they asked what would they do if they ever liked  the same girl, the members started arguing while JB and jackson stood silent, '' what would you do JB ?'' bambam asked curiously, JB seemed a little bothered by the question and started hesitating '' humm... I would actually..'' then jackson jumped saying with a big smile '' I would actually give her away to the other member '' he joked waiting for JB to continue. He paused looked at me behind the camera and said with a shy smile '' I would actually confess to her and let her choose'' Jackson noticed him looking at me, he seemed irritated, he kept agitating in his seat like he wasn't comfortable then said with a wild smile yet fake smile '' woah cool ! ''.

The interview ended and I was kind of hurt and disappointed from jackson's answer, as I was watching the boys leaving their seat, jackson grabbed JB's arm and seemed a little angry talking to him, JB replied with a sarcastic smile, pulled his arm away from his grip and left. 

After I took my shower I led down on my bed trying to relax my body and soul from thinking too much about Jackson. As my head started to lighten up while sleep took over, I heard knocks on the door, I stood up barely holding myself and went to open the door, '' What the hell are you doing here ?'' I screamed as Jackson pushed me in giggling '' shuuush or they will hear us?'' . He went straight to the bed and led down " come here let us cuddle I missed you '', I was frustrated by his childish behavior especially after what he said in the interview, I crossed my arms and said with an angry tone '' No, besides aren't you planning to hand me over to anyone else ?'' , he sat on the edge of the bed calmly looking at me with and irritated serious look , It was one of the mysterious sides of jackson that I only got to see, he stood up and walked towards me pulling me into him and smashing his lips against mine, I couldn't react at all my weakest point were his lips, something that I could never reject. He pulled away and started kissing my burning cheeks all the way down my neck, soft gently kisses that made me breath heavily, '' I am not handing you to anyone, your are mine'' he said with a possessive voice, he looked again at my eyes but this time his expression changed, like a hungry lion in front of a small deer. He kissed again but this time he deepened it and I felt his glorious tongue devouring mine, making me feel that strange feeling again. His hand traveled down my waist , gently lifting my shirt with his fingers touching my skin making me shiver, he stopped to catch his breath then looked at me with lustful eyes '' I...I m sorry'' then his pulled away holding his face in embarrassment. '' Please forgive me ... '' he said shyly looking away. I just froze there  not knowing what to do or what to say, then I heard knocking on my door ... again. I went to open and I found the last person I would ever want to see in that moment , Lee soo...