'' Wake up sleepy head '' Tyler whispered next to my ear, I groaned as I tried to wake myself up, I sat down on the edge of the bed looking at tyler who was smirking at me , '' What ?''I asked frustrated '' have you reconsolidated with jackson ?'' he asked handing me my clothes with a playful smile on his face ''Why are you asking that?'' , '' I don't know maybe because I saw him getting out of your room yesterday, smiling, and today he seemed like in a good mood so I assumed you guys...'' . The hell ? What happened yesterday wasn't reconciliation but rather a fight why would he be in a good mood ? I shook my head confused '' You know what tyler just go ahead to the photoshoot site I 'll join later '' I said entering the bathroom '' Oh we re not shooting in the city plus shave your legs cause we re shooting in an island, you may want to swim after !'' He said as happy as a child, I sighted turn on the water and tried to relax for once.

I wore my short soft lime green dress with small cute white flowers, let my curly hair down since I liked it more that way , and packed my swimsuit along with suncream. the boys , Lee soo and stuff were already downstairs, '' wow you look so cute Rita '' jinyoung said and it surprised me ! it was the first time he would compliment me out loud. The vans arrived and we started  getting in , '' Rita come ride with me ! '' youngjae shouted from the other window, as I was going to reply a felt jackson's hand slightly pushing me from my waist inside, I was too surprised to react so I just got in and he sat next to me. We spent the ride silent , the landscape was just amazing. We rode the boat to the island and that was the worst ! I was throwing all along the ride thank god no one noticed.

The boys changed into swimsuits and t shirts getting ready for the photoshoot when Lee soo appeared wearing a bikini who revealed too much of her skin, you could see all the eyes fixed on her besides the boys, '' poor girl she s really working hard to have attention'' Mark said we broke down in giggles, bambam joined us '' Rita is it me or that girl doesn't have boobs '', '' you guys are so mean ! '' yugyeom said innocently  '' is that considered sexy ?'' jinyoung asked making us laugh more,  '' I don't know ask jackson he slept with her '' I said immediately covering my mouth in shock, but what surprised me even more is that the boys seemed to already know, jackson stood there silent at my comment until Lee soo joined '' hey guys ? so who's the lucky guy I m shooting with first ?'', while yugyeom was chatting with her I felt a hand patting my head gently, and it was jb as always. He's always there to calm me down.

the shooting lasted for many hours and finally the staff and boys decided to end it for today, everyone changed into their swimsuit and run towards the beach, I didn't feel like swimming but the boys insisted so I took off my sundress to reveal my bikini and as i was walking toward the water jinyoung whispered in my ear '' well THIS is definitely considered sexy '' I blushed really hard and hit him on his shoulder '' hey stop teasing her '' Jb glared at jinyoung. Lee soo was dragging jackson everywhere and he seemed unamused about it, his eyes never left me, whenever I turned I would see him looking at me which made me very nervous. '' I m going to get my suncream I forgot it in the van '' I said going out of the water. Since we were in a  private beach the vans were pretty far, the place was empty only rocks trees and the two vans. '' Aren't you afraid someone would follow you and hurt you ?'' a familiar voice asked behind me making me jump out of my place. It was jackson, '' why ? are you going to hurt me? you have already did that'' I said annoyed trying to open the van s door, suddenly jackson grabbed my hand, turned me around fiercely to face him and came closer saying '' I have never wanted to hurt you, if I knew those were your real attentions for leaving me  I  would have never  said those words to you '' he said heavy breathing '' what about Lee soo ?'' I asked trying to escape his strong arms '' Lee soo was a mistake, I was drunk...because of you'' he whispered coming closer, his hand traveled down my waist making me froze in my place, his other one holding my cheek softly making me blush really hard, he came closer and closer until our wet cold hip bones met, he was looking at my lips hungrily and whispered '' What have you done to me Rita?'' then suddenly without warning, his lips met mine and my body jumped right away in celebration, It was the first time !  he was softly kissing me, strongly tasting every bit of my lips, feeling his breath speeding up wanting more, he broke the kiss for a second and as i slightly opened my mouth to catch my breath he attacked again taking advantage of the situation, his tongue was passionately, gloriously dancing with mine, my keens felt weak at the strange sensation, but his arm was fully wrapped around my waste pulling me even closer, our body skins were connected, heated. he made me feel things that I never experienced before, my heart was beating so fast I prayed for this moment not to end, he then cupped my face as he was slowing down, gradually , gently disconnecting our lips, looked at me with  devouring  eyes  and said between his heavy breathing '' I have never stopped loving you ''.