I have started to work with the boys and it was stressful, but funnier then I though. Not only because the members of the staff were super nice but because I was always surrounded by the boys who always cheer me up. Today they had to do a photoshoot in Malaysia for couple of days, so we had to be prepared at 5 am to take them to the airport. ''Ding dong'' the bell of the door rung as I was deep in my sleep, I walked slowly to the door trying to open my exhausted eyes, '' WHAT ? you're not ready yet ?'', all the boys were standing there ready with their bags  ! I panicked all over the place when I remembered that I forgot to set my alarm yesterday ! ''I can't believe we're the one waking the stuff up '' Jinyoung sighted '' remind me how did they accept you in this position'' Mark teased along while me, youngjae and bambam where running around searching for my stuff.

The airport was crowded and it was super impressive, It was 5 : 40 am and all the fans came to just see a glance of them, '' I really feel sorry for these guys waiting for seven idiots at 5 : 40 am '' I said while getting of this car '' Is it just me or did you call us idiots ?'' Jb said slightly flicking my forehead. While the security guards were discussing with jb before heading inside, jackson slowly came closer and said '' be careful '' without making any eye contact under his glasses and mask I was surprised as it was one or the rare moments jackson would talk to me, I nodded with a heart beating so fast then turned away afraid he would see my blushing face.

As we head down towards the entrance Tyler walked right behind me protecting me from all the crowd fight. The fans were crazy and they started pushing each other, The members and stuff managed to go inside in the private area but I couldn't I stayed behind fighting myself out of the crowd, I never felt so pressured in my entire life and It scared me a lot , It was like drowning in a sea of people, I was trying to go forward when a hand pushed my hair back making me fall down, The fans started screaming again and agitating as I was trying to pick up my stuff '' OH my lord it's jackson wang " a girl screamed, before I could turn I felt two strong arms lifting me up from the ground '' jackson ! '' I said surprised '' I told you to be careful '' he said with an angry voice, he picked my bag and dragged me to the private area. '' Oh my god Rita I was worried as hell '' youngjae said with worried eyes '' I m fine, I m fine don't worry'' '' ok then let's go ahead '' tyler said. Strangely jackson's hand didn't leave my arm like he was afraid i'll run away or something .He kept dragging me all the way to the plane. ''now you re safer '' he said quietly letting me go .

after couple of hours we arrived to malaysia, the weather was hot and humid, I was tired I couldn't sleep in the plane since youngjae and bambam used me as a pillow, It was so cute how they begged two people to switch seats with them so they can sit next to me ! We finally got in the hotel and we had the hall day to rest, I was glad I had my own room,  I just wore my green oversized t shirt, my comfy shorts, released my hair and laid down on the bed even if it was only noon. before my eyes could travel to wonderland I heard nocking on the door, I jumped out of my bed frustrated, It was supposed to be a day off ! I opened the door and found JB standing with a towel and a small bag in his hands '' Can I use your shower ?'' he asked,I stood there confused, he put his hand behind his nick nervously and said '' youngjae's occupying ours and I m supper tired I just want to shower and sleep !'' It was the most stupid excuse ever but it was cute to see him try, I smiled and nodded making him space to go in. He went directly to the shower while I returned to my sweet large bed, I hugged the pillow and sleep took over my body. couple of minutes later I felt warm wet arms wrap around my my waist pulling me besides him tightly. I opened my eyes in surprise, turned to face jb's wet body, shirtless with only shorts, I blushed so hard that I could feel the heat in my face, he smiled at the sight and said '' don't worry I won't do anything ... maybe '' his smile turned to a smirk while his eyes traveled down my lips. I froze in my place, I remember this gaze of his, this dangerous look ! He bit his bottom lip saying '' you can't imagine how much I want to kiss you right now ! '' I froze , goosebumps traveled my body down my toes, he came even closer breathing heavily  and whispered  '' do you still like jackson ?'' eyes still focused on my lips, my heart beat so fast and finally I had some courage to answer '' I don't like jackson'' he eyes widened in surprised as he fixed them on mine and I continued '' I love jackson ''. he smiled sweetly, pulled back , pushed gently my face on his chest and said '' I have been rejected for the second time now, I think i m getting used to it ''.

My phone woke me up when tyler was calling, I looked around and JB wasn't there, I guess he went back to his room. '' hey tyler !'' '' I m guessing you just woke up ! listen in two hours the guys have an interview I need you to go to jackson and mark's room to remind them I'll take care of the others '' and he hung up ! why do I get to remind jackson, tyler is so mean ! I got up, fixed my hair into a messy bun then went down the hall towards their room, as I arrived the door was opened and I could hear talking so i knocked but they didn't seem to hear me, I went inside clearing my throat out so they can hear me coming , '' Hey ! mark jacks...'' I stopped shocked as I saw Lee soo on the bed in her underwear and jackson standing there shirtless, my brain and body froze, jackson seemed to be surprised so he rushed towards me trying to explain but before he could speak Lee soo said '' Hey Rita ! I heard now you're working with JYP company now ! congratulation'' she stood up and walked towards us, jackson's eyes didn't leave me as I bowed to her '' Thank you , I apologize for interrupting '', '' there was nothing happening to interrupt'' jackson said nervous with the hall situation, Lee soo glared at him, I started to feel tears in my eyes so I quickly said head down '' well jackson I came to remind you of the interview you have in two hours'' my voice cracked at the end of the sentence and I could see jackson's fists tightening, before he could do any move I bowed quickly and rushed out of the room.