University life was exhausting, I was studying from 8 am till 12 pm then went to the bookstore till evening, and had to go shopping after that for dinner. Lee soo wasn't helping me much, she was a very lazy girl, always waking up late missing her classes , attending group gatherings and parties and always coming back late to wake me up because she was  too drunk to open the door. It was 7 pm when I finished my work at the bookstore, I was wondering about jinyoug as I didn't see him for days, youngjae, bambam and yugeyom weren't responding my messages so I assumed they were very busy. Lee soo had a day off today so asked her to clean the room and to take care of dinner, but once I entered the dorm the bedroom and the kitchen part were very dirty. she left me a note with a smiling  emoticon saying that she had been invited to a birthday party. I was too tired to feel angry, so I just grabbed my shoes and went out running from all that mess. A small korean restaurent was open so I sat there and ordered some black bean noodles ( my favorite). Look at me sitting  in this big table eating alone, while lee soo the adorable tall slim beautiful girl has a great social life, always admired by boys , surrounded by people, while me, the dorky four eyes tanned skin moroccan girl eats noodles alone. My phone ringed and I found  a message from youngjae and bambam, apologizing for replying so late. They just came back from a concert in Japan that's why I couldn't contact them for about two days now.I was feeling lonely so I wrote to them without hesitation '' will you guys join me for dinner ?'' After I send it I freaked out, what if they say no ? maybe they re really tired !! I couldn't believe what I just wrote I was totally out of my head ! My phone rang and it was yugeyom after some hesitation I accepted it and said with a shaking voice ''H...hello'' ''Rita !! how are you ?'' yugyeom said with a joyful voice. The background was noisy and I could hear Bambam and youngjae trying to talk to me too , it was funny and energetic. They asked me about the place and said they would be there in 5 minutes. I hung up and my face felt so red, I quickly went to the toilet to fix myself, why did I wear this ? Is there still time to go back to the dorm and change? I m not even wearing any make up !! I freaked out totally and couldn't know what to do. After a while I came back to the table waiting nervously. The shop seemed empty like I was the only one there, I slightly leaned my head against my hand to rest a little. I was so sleepy so I close my eyes and let myself go. ''Rita !!!'' A strong voice made me jump out of my place, It was youngjae , he was so happy, he hugged me and I was choked ! didn't he suppose to just bow ? or is it because we're close, Bambam and yugyeom hugged me next and I was surprised, speechless. While bambam sat next to me and  started chatting with me, I heard yougjae yelling at the front '' Guys! she's here ! let's sit here !'' what ? The hall crew came ?  Jackson , Jb and mark introduced themselves,  bowed politely then took a seat , I was still frozen, not beleving my eyes ! One minute I was alone and in the next a kpop group setting next me sharing meals with me ! '' Hi Rita '' a warm voice said appearing behind Mark, '' jinyoung'' I said with a blushing face. '' Do you already know each other ?'' youngjae said with a surprised look '' yes we met at the book store I go too, she works there '' he said while settling in his place. After the boys ordered what they wanted Jackson asked me about why I am here so I kind of told them about my story... They didn't seem bored by it, especially Jb I was expecting him to be cold and none caring but he kept listening to me with a strong eye contact, Until youngjae interrupts me to tell them about the airport incident, everyone was impressed and thankful to me. The mood was great, They were laughing, fighting and discussing about everything, I just watched them be with a wide smile on my face. '' say Rita are you a Got7 fan ?'' asked Mark with the cutest smile ever, '' I mean, My best friend is, and I only started watching your videos and listening to your music after meeting youngjae ...'' youngjae let out a happy proud laugh then I continued '' ... Ghalia's bias is jinyoung so I have to send her a photo with you if it ok with you'' I said with a wild smile. Jinyoung didn't react at all which made me think that maybe I said something wrong. '' and who's your bias ?'' asked Jb with a strong look and a sweet smile. Come to think of it , even if youngjae was the first person to make me like Got7, the member I was paying more attention to in the videos was Jackson, maybe because he was charismatic or maybe because he has something that makes you simply attracted to him. I blushed and didn't know what to do so I simply replied  '' I don't have one yet !'' bambam took my hand and yelled '' Then I ll work hard to be your bias !'' That made me laugh so hard that most of the members stared at me with a sweet smile.

Time flew very fast, we were laughing and discussing about everything, I got to know a little bit more about each one of them, especially Jackson since he was the one talking the most. '' Agh ! we forgot about the photoshoot guys !!'' Jb sighed, Apparently they had to make a photoshoot with a girl and all the company's models were busy, so they had to find one before tomorrow afternoon as they were suggesting names of they girl friends bambam leaned against me and whispered '' can you do it ?'' I looked at him, eyes wide opened behind my glasses and let out a laugh making fun of his suggestion, he insisted ''why ? you are slim and very cute'' as he was thanking my appearance an Idea pop out  so I screamed '' I have an idea! '' everyone was surprised of my spontaneous reaction and Bambam seemed exited thinking I was going to accept his offer '' I know a very beautiful korean girl, she is slim and tall and has a charming face!'' I immediately took out my phone to show them her facebook photos. It was perfect, Lee soo always wanted to meet them and this was a great opportunity . '' wah !! she's beautiful'' yugeyom screamed while scrolling the photos. Bambam was looking at me in anger like he was disappointed, I comforted him with a half hug and promised I ll be there for the photoshoot too. '' I don't think she's that great '' Jackson said, he raised his eyes towards me and said with complete honesty '' I think you're much more better then her '' , I blushed and covered my face from embarrassment and saw Jb glaring at him like he said something inappropriate.

After refusing for the 100 th time yugyeom ' s offer to drop me at the university, The guys decided to come back to their house, so I hugged youngjae, bambam and yugyeom and bowed to the rest, suddenly Jackson came closer and asked '' Don't I get a hug too?'' with the cutest smile ever so I hagged him with full blushed face. Then head back to the dorm. I was so exited to see  what lee soo's face reaction 's going to be when she hears eyerything.             ''Whaaaate???''she yelled while jumping on the bed, of course she didn't believe me right away I had to show her the pictures but in the end she was as happy as a kid in christmas. She started planning  what to wear, freaking out all over the place like she was going to attend a fashion week party . I suddenly felt very tired, so I lied down on the bed and closed my eyes.

''Rita! Rita!'' Lee soo was trying to wake me up, why is it so bright ? already morning? '' Rita your alarm clock has been ringing from earlier, you are going to be late for class'' I tried to quickly stand up but my body was too slow, '' I think you're getting a fever or something '' she said with a worried look. I couldn't reply the only thing I was thinking off was to attend my morning classes. The weather was hot and humid, and the sun was bright in the sky. I wore my blue light t-shirt and my jean shorts. As I was walking in the hall I felt a slight dizziness, my feet couldn't hold me anymore and I was falling, I felt two hands grabbing me quickly  '' Are you ok ?'' I turned to find Tyler a half korean half american classmate  we never had the chance to talk all I knew is that  he was famous among the girls. '' here , I ll help you go the infirmary '' he suggested trying to help me up '' no, no need I m really ok now, we should go to class'' I insisted , so he nodded and didn't let go of my arm. The professor gave us a scary glare as we were rushing to the seats in the back. '' Now I ll give you a project and you should work in pairs '' and awkward silent was between us, like we were avoiding looking at each other. As a girl sitting in front turned to him and said with a wild smile ''Do you want to work together tyler ?''  He said pointing my way '' Sorry I m working with Rita''. The bell rang and I rushed out to go to the toilet, to fix my mess, as I got out Tyler was waiting for me. He looked bothered and embarrassed and I kind of understood why he has done that. '' wanna eat lunch ?'' I suggested.We stopped by the pharmacy to get some medicine as I got a call from youngjae " Hello rita ! '' he said with his joyful voice, we were discussing about the photoshoot in the afternoon and suggested to come pick us up, I wasn't feeling great so I told him that I'll join them after. I called Lee soo and let her on everything, that they will pick her up in front of the university, all I was hearing are screams and laughter before she hang up. We found cute restaurant that has a small garden and we sat outside. I was too tired to speak and he seemed like a quite person. '' sorry about earlier'' he said with a blushful face, '' no need I understand '' I replied while taking my medicine. ''so what's our project theme ?'' I asked, '' the meaning of beauty'' he said while his eyes were looking at the small garden. I took out my notebook and started brain storming '' beauty is different depending on which subject we want to focus more '' we started discussing about all the possibilities, he was a very smart person and seemed to open more as we discussed deeply , I though we were a great team '' why don't we express something nonmaterial by something material '' he suggested with wide eyes , mmm it was a very good Idea, so we started researching more and more, then I suggested '' ... like for example let's express the beauty of a soul by photography'' he paused for a minute as i continued '' the questions here will be : how to express something deep from the surface? is a beautiful soul reflects on its owners body ?'' Tyler seemed very interested by the Idea as he pushed the empty plate away to note everything on his book.

I looked at my phone's watch '' Oh shoot I m late '' The photoshoot had already started two hours ago! I picked up my stuff quickly and ran towards the bus station.