(Updated 10 of December)
(1/3/2018) -sorry accidentally deleted it and now I'm reuploading it

So im sorry ive been inactive but A LOT has been going on in real life.
Both good and bad.
And i just wanted to share this one thing taht happened yesterday at 1am so you can tell me your opinion on it.

So basically i posted a story on ky IG art account apologising for being inactive and said that im currently not feeling well (meant emotionally).
I then posted more saying that i feel really sad all of a sudden and that im usueless and worthless.
Wait imma just show you.

And my crush was the first one to see it at 1 flipping am.
And he suddenly messaged me!
He said "nooo you are beautiful and great!😊"

And i didnt think much about it as i was just so sad.
And texted "im not but thanks❤"

Then he sent the IG DM heart and i did the same

And then i took the courage and said "i cant sleep.... do you wanna talk?"

He replied with "yes of course!"
And "so.. whats wrong?"

I then started explaining how i felt and that there is not particular reason on why i feel like that.
It was just a strange day.
We talked and he gave me advices and heard me out and stuff.
Then he said "you must find a goal and make a brand new start."

"What do you mean?"

"Find a goal in life. Like for example find someone you love And stay close to them. That will help you/ they will help you." (It has the same meaning in my mother language)

And he kept saying that he understands me and that he is there for me!
I felt so touched.
At first i couldn't cry (before talking to him) but eventually started crying my eyes out.
I told him and he was like "i know its better that way"

And i just thought how much i wanted him to wrap his arms around me so that i could cry peacefully and feel loved.
(Im not the type of girl to hug boys so that means a lot)

And to clear things out i was thinking about how my classmates wouldn't care if i suddenly disappeared from their lives and how nobody but 2-3 people care about me.
And he just had to text me and be so sweet and helpful!
We talked for about 30 mins before he was like "you should go sleep now.❤ dont worry everything's gonna be okay"
He also said that he will always be there for me like about 5/6 times!

And i talked about everything he said with my cousin and she said that he is dropping hints... (when he said about a person that i love)
What do you think?